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Who Am I As a Higher Being?

I was recently asked “How do I know my type of soul or how advanced my soul is? How do I find out who I am as a higher being?”

These are good things to wonder about. It might take us a long time to find the answers to this information depending on how connected we are to our higher self and how much understanding we have about reality. Our higher self holds the answers to these questions. Other people who channel beings from the other side can give us insights into our being, but sometimes this information is tainted because they themselves, or who they channel, might not be evolved enough to get the information without distortions of their consciousness.

Part of why this information is meaningful is because the process of getting it for our self can be enriching and can broaden our understanding of reality and how creation works. Sometimes the answers won’t come until we have more understanding of such things… they feed each other. It is a bit of puzzle that we need to put together piece by piece for ourselves. And there is nothing more empowering than having clear communication with our higher self. To be able to live our life with such a connection to Self and to get clear guidance is such a joy.

How I began was, I started connecting with my higher self in meditation and then through journaling and asking questions. I made it clear I was not interested in channeling anyone else but my higher self. It is easy to channel other beings but harder to communicate with one’s higher self. Channeled information from others can sometimes help us to know about our Self. However, I often found the channelings from other beings to be somewhat hit and miss and often came with many distortions. Later on my path, I knew I wanted only the help and information from my own being. I practiced for years and years until now I can ask questions and hear and feel the answers or I can write what I hear if something more lengthy is being conveyed. I am in constant communication with my higher self throughout the day.

Higher self is our intuition and also sends us messages through our feelings and dreams. If I were pondering the answers to something in particular my higher self would often speak to me while I was in the shower. This is probably because I was more open to hearing… going for a walk in nature would have a similar effect.  In order to understand where our being is in the order of things, one needs to understand both the order of things and about their own being… these things go hand in hand.


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Endless Levels to Enlightenment

I was recently asked “If there are endless levels to ‘Enlightenment’ what should we be calling the simple realization and acceptance that ‘All is Self’?”

In the past, I have read many enlightened being’s teachings and found altogether they grandly illustrate the varying levels of awakening or enlightenment. Why are there infinite levels of enlightenment? It is because creation exists in infinite dimensions within dimensions, within infinite universes. There is no end!

Our understanding of reality is tied to the dimension our consciousness exists in on the other side. We as humans can only be conscious/awake or enlightened to the dimension which our higher self (spirit self) has evolved into while in the higher dimensions. The chakras of our bodies are tied to all the earth’s dimensions.

The earth is a school of limited dimensions. While here on earth, one’s consciousness or awakening cannot exceed the 13th dimension. Not everyone will graduate from this Earth School in her highest dimensions. When some beings leave here they will go on to other planetary systems (schools) which have higher vibrations than what is available to the Earth.

For others to understand the whole of this answer, their being would need to have evolved into a dimensional understanding which is allowing of this knowledge. It is not the human self which evolves really, but rather, the higher self, spirit-self in the higher dimensions. Having this understanding is another level of enlightenment.

The level of enlightenment which has the understanding that “All is Self” would be the primary understanding of an awakened or enlightened being. One must understand, there are also levels of understanding within this primary understanding of Self. This is yet again, another example of infinite levels of enlightenment or understanding. There will never be a “one-shoe-fits-all” regarding consciousness. And admittedly, some enlightened experiences make it seem like there is the final understanding, until of course, another new level is realized.

While in this human body, we will never be able to identify or name the levels of consciousness, because levels of consciousness are relative. It is impossible to have a standard definition. The confusion around the topic helps with the learning and growing of our being at this 3rd-dimensional level.

I often use the word awakened and levels of awakening instead of the word enlightenment, as it seems to fit and it takes away the authority of the notion of enlightenment from old traditional, teachings, which many have outgrown. Sometimes I use words together like awakening/enlightenment to cover my basis when writing on the topic.  In the end we are using limited words of the third dimension to explain something which is indeed happening beyond the realm of the intellects understanding.


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In A Dark Night of the Soul?

I was recently asked if humanity is currently living through a dark night of its collective soul?

In a sense, yes, humanity is going through a type of dark night of the soul experience, but not because there is a collective soul. The reason is more basic. The Earth is a school for spirit or the higher self of a soul. The school exists in many dimensions. The third dimension is a training ground in which beings can incarnate to test what they have learned while in the higher dimensions. Every 10 thousand years or so, the Earth resets the training ground and starts over.

We are currently at the end of a training ground cycle and about to shift into a new training ground cycle. The Earth is using the end of this cycle to get the maximum use of lessons for growth out of the cycle. This is why the intensity of living is so extreme and chaotic. Not all beings who are on the Earth will qualify to enter into the beginning of the New Earth (new cycle) because the frequency at the beginning will be higher than the cycle’s current frequency. They will incarnate later in the cycle when the vibration of training ground accommodates their vibrations and lessons.

The training grounds are designed to seem real. This is why many think we have evolved in our society to where we are today. However, many beings on the planet accurately see that man will not be able to evolve beyond this point, but they don’t understand fully why this is. All seems hopeless to many who are somewhat awake, but not awake enough to understand this cycle is ending and a new cycle is about to begin. There are a handful of people who see the threads into the new cycle and understand what is going on and are sharing the information with others.


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Why We Incarnate

I was recently asked: “If we are higher beings in a temporary incarnation, why is it necessary to incarnate to learn lessons instead of learning them in our higher form?”

All 13 of the dimensions of the earth are part of this earth school. We always have the opportunity to learn and grow. There are some beings in service to this school, as some of the angelics, who have very few incarnations. On the other side, part of the focus is to be of service to others in all the various ways and to help those who have incarnated with their lessons. In order to be really good at helping those who have incarnated, we need to incarnate, so that we have a better understanding of what it is like to be limited by our physicality and by time and to deal with such things as emotions and karma. In the higher dimensions, we also take classes and study various subjects, but at some point, we need to put all our higher dimensional learning to the test by incarnating into physicality.

So we incarnate to test ourselves… we need the denser, 3-D to grow because it is more intense and faster than just growing on the other side in the higher dimensions. The lessons available at this level are more varied, dramatic and extreme. We can explore and experience lessons in physicality which isn’t available in the higher dimensions. Because of the 3-D body’s emotions, we can feel everything more deeply. We can explore all kinds of themes and story lines. We can change our gender and make use of the karmic system, which isn’t available in the higher dimensions.

A handful of higher dimensional beings at the school, are from previous universes and are not required to incarnate into the 3-D unless they want to. They may choose to incarnate and play the role of a major teacher in one of the themes and then follow up and guide their teachings from the other side. The majority of the beings at this school are from this current universe and are required to incarnate to get a full rounded education in order to graduate and leave the school. There are other schools in the universe that are based in the higher dimensions and much less intense than earth.


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Explaining What Soul Is to A 3rd Grader

Personally, I give little kids a lot of credit for understanding or the ability to understand more than we think they can.  I say teach them what you know to be true. This is how I would explain the notion of soul to a 3rd grader:

the soul is the thing which breaths us and gives us all life.  We all have part of the same soul in us and when it leaves the body, to go back to its true home, the body has no power. True home is where our soul lives in between lifetimes.

I would also say that we need to sleep and dream each night so that our soul can connect with our true home for a little bit to keep us healthy. I think these are important elements to mention to give a rounded understanding because kids are smart and they think about things.

This is basic information about who we are and essential to understanding Self.

 


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Higher Self Dream

I Am Coming Home by Sheilan
I Am Coming Home by Sheilan

Last night I had a higher self dream… I dreamed I was being reassigned to a new job or mission as my mission on earth is complete.  In the dream I was looking for the (symbolic) office I was being reassigned to and I woke up remembering saying in the dream “I will do my best”, to the person giving me the assignment. Before the reassignment was given to me I was told that I would no longer need to deal with extreme dark energy like on earth, which has psychically attacked me for years.

Many of us here on earth are not originally from the earth and came here on a mission (usually in a group soul).  At some point, we complete what we came here to do and then it is time for us to go home before going to the reassigned mission.  If our higher self is here on a mission, generally our higher self is much lighter than other beings / higher selves here in school, not here on a mission.  As I have become much lighter in this life I have often come under psychic attacks by such beings.  Thou not enjoyable, being psychically attacked seems to be part of the journey of becoming lighter. It is the dark energy’s job to attack the light energy and dealing with these attacks makes are being stronger.

This earth is a school and this life is part of a play of sorts.  How well we are able to see and know our higher self and mission depends on how attached we are to the character or role we play in this 3-D reality play.  How real is this 3-D reality to us?  How free are we from desires and attachments?  Do we know our “so-called” failures are part of the script or storyline to teach us and help us grow?  If we know this we can be free of the burden of trying to override the limitations of our character.  Our character is not who our eternal higher self is.  Our character is a mask. We are nearing the time for the script of this play on earth to change.  This is very exciting!  For others like myself, it is a time to go home and to be reassigned.  The next theme or script (at least in the beginning) will be cleared of the extreme darkness which we experience on the earth now. Soon there will be a gentle time of learning here.

So, how do we know if we have had a higher self dream or a dream where other parts of self are convening? We are each unique, but upon waking, if the dream seems important and especially meaningful, it is good for us to take note as to what the dream was about… what is the message?  These kinds of dreams will stick with us longer and will not fade as fast as regular dreams. Often we will be left with a subtle, deep emotion… perhaps even feeling a little homesick for our group soul.  In such dreams we might also have a visitation from others we have deep soul connections with.

Reading the symbols and signs that are sent to us, as well as dream messages, are important because it is how Self communicates with us here in 3-D.  Ultimately there is only One self.  We can get easily sidetracked by the darkness and think the darkness is real and we are separate from the whole.  Part of the learning is to be able to decipher the messages and to free our self from the fear of darkness and separation and to know we are never cut off from the light, which we are.

 Wishing you all the best for whatever is next for you…  Enjoy your journey.

Sheilan

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The Self and the Sleeping Self

The Dream Portal by Sheilan

Our Self, as a being, is made up of three parts: our physical self who hosts our ethereal self (higher self) and soul self.  The higher self is the host for the soul and who we are when we are not in this physical body.  The higher self is like a bridge for our consciousness; it is the go-between to our soul and physical self.  The soul is the part of us which has no beginning and no end and knows no limits.  Only higher self and physical self has limits and has a beginning and end.

At the beginning of a Universal Cycle, the soul comes out of the One and is given a higher self to function and play in creation.  The soul stays in the higher self until the end of the Universal Cycle and then it either merges back into the One or the higher self enlists in the angelic kingdom to serve other Universal Cycles. The soul and higher self explore the spectrum of light via training grounds like earth or other planetary schools located thru out the universe.

When entering a school, physical bodies are given to the soul and higher self as vehicles. Bodies could be anything in the physical realm that a soul wants to experience and not limited to the human experience.  Often the soul will split itself into 4-6 parts in what is called lifelines to have a more varied experience and to get the maximum out of school. When the expression of self is no longer needed or we have completed our lessons and schooling on a training ground, our lifelines merge back into us.  Lifelines have their own soul and higher self, which is connected to the original soul and higher self.  Most of the beings on the planet in this 3-D game are lifelines of their original soul.  In such cases, the original soul and higher self stay on the other side of the veil guiding its players or lifelines.

Sleep is necessary for regenerating all parts of Self. Though meditation is a useful tool, sleep is the paramount way of connecting to our higher self and soul.  If we are a life- line player, sleep is essential for us to connect to our original, greater self.  When we are asleep and dreaming our higher self is awake and taking care of the business of Self on the other side of the veil.  When we are awake here our higher self is asleep there.  When we are asleep information is downloaded to us and when we are awake we upload information to our sleeping higher self.

If you have paid any attention to your dreams you know there are many kinds of dreams to experience.  Sometimes we dream about the lives of the other parts of us or lifeline players. Sometimes we are being instructed or informed and guided by our soul and higher self on a topic or issue in our life. There is so much more to dreaming than people who study dreams realize.   This 3-D reality is also a kind of dream, which can be changed without the physical self-realizing a change has happened.

If you study and pay attention to your dreams you will realize that the dream reality of our sleep is as valid as our waking reality dream.  Are you awake now or are you dreaming? Are you sure? Yes, this is a trick question, but worth pondering.  Because of the dream quality of reality, it is possible for a pole shift and shift in consciousness (a theme change) to take place for this earth school and most of us would not know it.  It would be as simple as going to sleep and waking up in a new peaceful, harmonious reality.

This is how planetary schools change their themes.  The shift is not happening because of evolution etc. This is a dream… the notion of evolution is part of the dream.  We grow lighter so we can see the dream!  After the theme changes, it will all seem very normal… like it has always been this way.  We simply wake up from being asleep and dreaming and while asleep we were conditioned for the change of theme. Perhaps, after the theme change occurs, it might seem as if the nightmare of this life is only a distant, fading memory of a past dream.

Row row row your boat gently down the stream… merely merrily merely merrily life is just a dream!

Sheilan

“You are not just a drop in the ocean. You are the mighty ocean in the drop.” – Rumi

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