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Being Aware of Being Aware

 Recently, someone asked me if ‘being aware of being aware’ is the only spiritual practice we need to focus on?

Yes, at a particular stage, it pretty much all comes down to this. The path becomes pretty simple and basic. It becomes a practice of ‘nonattachment’ from our desires. When we become aware of an attachment, we adjust to becoming nonattached. We pay attention when we need to change in some way to keep our self clean from any thought-forms which might snag or imprison us.

There might be times when an emotional issue or past wound will come to the surface, and we will be called to self examine or heal another layer from the past. After the issues are seen and worked on, we continue to be in awareness until there is something else to address. As we go, the emotional issues and wounds become less and less, and we become more joyful and free from incumbrances.

Because we have become freer, we might be given more knowledge into the workings of the universe. If so, we should humbly, take in the information, and work with it to expand our understanding while we stay in awareness. And at some point, staying in awareness will become second nature or who we are, and we won’t need to practice, to practice it anymore.


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Dark Night Of The Soul #2

I was asked recently, once again, to speak about the coming shift and the collective dark night of the soul, and where we can look for support while we are personally in the process.

The dark night of the soul teaches us what doesn’t kill us will make us stronger. It is a time in which we start to realize we are not in control of our lives like we thought we were. It is possible during such a cycle, we might not have people around us who have had such an experience and can support and understand our process. Your higher self will send people or a person to you for your support if this is something you require.

Usually, at this time on our path, we are our own best company to keep. We know what adjustments need to happen within ourselves during this time and what issues need pondering, and we don’t need to be distracted from our work. As everything gets stripped away from us, we might feel like dying. It can also be a time of mourning for the death or diminishing of our ego-self, which will make room for the new us to emerge when we are ready.

Many around us, who do not understand what is happening to us, might feel uncomfortable about what is taking place. If you need others for support in the process, I would seek out spiritual people who are sincere and wise, and perhaps have gone through such a thing already.

Collectively, we are in a holding period at the moment, which makes it challenging to move forward, and it’s exhausting. There are astrological reasons for this, and also because of the larger cycle of the coming shift. During this time, our job as a lightworker, is to keep focused on our goals, even thou there seems to be no movement happening. It helps when we understand we are in a holding pattern and not to get frustrated or lose our hope when the motion is so slow. I have witnessed these holding patterns a few times before, as they are connected to possible windows for the shift to happen and for us to awaken into a new, higher-dimensional dream.

During similar times in the past, I witnessed the Earth deciding not to go forward with the shift, but to wait. She chose to delay the completion of this old dream for a few more years. The delay allows for more extreme lessons on the current 3-D teaching field. It also enabled lightworkers to ascend higher than the 5th Dimension, which was the initially planned density of the beginning of the new dream. Many don’t realize the delays from 26 years ago, evolved the lightworkers, beyond the density of the 5th dimension for the new dream. We have been at the precipice of the shift for 26 years now, and I have been watching the delays since then. This is also when I went through my third dark night of the soul, personally. During this time, memories arose of pervious dreams and shifts my being was involved in.

At this time, it appears the beginning of the new dream will happen in the 6th to 9th dimensions or densities. The veils between the teaching field and the other side will be very thin. Right now, thou, this current window feels different from the other windows we passed, by, so we shall see what happens with this window. All we can do is ride the wave and watch. None of us are alone or without challenges now. It helps to remember everything is alright, ultimately, and we are being guided and cared for through this very significant time.

Be gentle on yourself and others, and one day we will wake up in a very advanced, futuristic, peaceful world as the new teaching field.


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A Sign From God?

Recently I was asked if I was ever contemplating doing or not doing something and I got a “sign from God” to do it or not do it?

Getting a message from “so-called-God” is my normal everyday life. I only do what my higher self desires or guides me to do. Some may find this incomprehensible, but at this stage on my spiritual path, this is how I live my life. From my perspective, my higher self is my God. It is my God-Self. My higher self is my spirit self and is who I am on the other side of the veil, in the higher dimensions.  It is my divine expression of the All, and along with my soul, it is my connection to the All.

I know I have shared this message often in my posts, this is because being conscious of this connection is so vital to our growth at a certain level. Many teachers speak about spirit guides or about us being One, but few talk about the higher dimensions. They might not know who they are in the higher dimensions or that they exist as a being on the other side of the veil.  They might not have a full understanding of Earth being a school.

I recommend for all of us to examine our desires and the deeper motivation behind them. If we are not being guided to do something, why do it? This calls for us to explore what the purpose of this life, and who we are? My path has become one of learning about my higher self and to do what my higher self desires of me at all times. Over the years, I have honed my skills and my listening and feeling so that the communication between us is active and available 24/7. It has taken a lot of effort for me to get here, but the reward of living such a life is very high, peaceful and gratifying.

Just as humans trace their DNA roots, knowing about ourself (our God -Self) in the higher dimensions and being consciously connected, is the beginning of knowing more about our soul’s roots. I wish this awareness and knowledge for all beings.


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Relationships Change After Awakening

I was recently asked the question “When you spiritually awaken why do the relationships of those close to you feel different?” Below is my answer to this question.

The more we awaken, the more we become sovereign beings and complete within our self. We are no longer emotionally tied to others in the same way we were previously. Our relationships with others become non-personal relationships. The relationships most people have with each other are emotionally, personal and emotionally binding. They become emotionally enmeshed with each other or what some call co-dependent where personal boundaries are diffused.

As we grow spiritually, we learn to balance our emotions and we let go of relationships with emotional dependencies because we value our own sovereignty and enlightenment above all else. As we awaken, the emotional ties to everything loosen, until we become free emotionally from others and the reality of the material. By freeing the emotional bonds we have with others, we make room for our higher self to become more prominent in our being.


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In A Dark Night of the Soul?

I was recently asked if humanity is currently living through a dark night of its collective soul?

In a sense, yes, humanity is going through a type of dark night of the soul experience, but not because there is a collective soul. The reason is more basic. The Earth is a school for spirit or the higher self of a soul. The school exists in many dimensions. The third dimension is a training ground in which beings can incarnate to test what they have learned while in the higher dimensions. Every 10 thousand years or so, the Earth resets the training ground and starts over.

We are currently at the end of a training ground cycle and about to shift into a new training ground cycle. The Earth is using the end of this cycle to get the maximum use of lessons for growth out of the cycle. This is why the intensity of living is so extreme and chaotic. Not all beings who are on the Earth will qualify to enter into the beginning of the New Earth (new cycle) because the frequency at the beginning will be higher than the cycle’s current frequency. They will incarnate later in the cycle when the vibration of training ground accommodates their vibrations and lessons.

The training grounds are designed to seem real. This is why many think we have evolved in our society to where we are today. However, many beings on the planet accurately see that man will not be able to evolve beyond this point, but they don’t understand fully why this is. All seems hopeless to many who are somewhat awake, but not awake enough to understand this cycle is ending and a new cycle is about to begin. There are a handful of people who see the threads into the new cycle and understand what is going on and are sharing the information with others.


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Mass Awakening?

I was recently asked If there is one collective mind, then why doesn’t awakening of one lead to the awakening of all?

All will eventually awaken, but the One of us All, has its own timing of how and when this happens for each of us. All of our souls were not birthed into manifestation from the One at the same time, so why should they all awaken at the same time? This would defeat the journey of self-discovery. If it all happened at the same time it would take away from the cosmic adventure of becoming an individual, which is the whole point of splitting the soul in the first place.

In terms of the coming collective shift and the new earth, as this is happening approaches, more beings are having awakening experiences every day and our awakening does help others to awaken, but there will never be a time when we are all awakened at the same level.

Understanding there are unlimited universes all happening at the same time on an infinite spectrum of light gives the notion of a collective mind a different meaning.  The collective part is we are all from the same soul but have come out of the One at different points of the collective soul’s journey and this is where the term old soul and young soul came from.  There is a lot of misinformation about what this reality and creation are and unraveling and understanding the truth is part of the journey.

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Explaining What Soul Is to A 3rd Grader

Personally, I give little kids a lot of credit for understanding or the ability to understand more than we think they can.  I say teach them what you know to be true. This is how I would explain the notion of soul to a 3rd grader:

the soul is the thing which breaths us and gives us all life.  We all have part of the same soul in us and when it leaves the body, to go back to its true home, the body has no power. True home is where our soul lives in between lifetimes.

I would also say that we need to sleep and dream each night so that our soul can connect with our true home for a little bit to keep us healthy. I think these are important elements to mention to give a rounded understanding because kids are smart and they think about things.

This is basic information about who we are and essential to understanding Self.

 


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