The Ultimate Self-Realization

I was recently asked if the higher self also has a higher self? This is an excellent question and one which should be spotlighted more in spiritual teachings.

Yes absolutely! There will always be a higher self to our higher self, no matter the level of awareness we awaken to. This is because we are an infinite being. This is why we are each our own teacher and only we can show ourselves what the truth is. My spiritual path and practice are me, myself, and I. Only I can take myself into infinity by growing and evolving up into the chain of command of Self. This is the ultimate self-realization that has no end.

Your question is an excellent question and one which should be spotlighted more in spiritual teachings. Yes absolutely! There will always be a higher Self to our higher Self, no matter the level of awareness we awaken to because we are an infinite being.

This is why we are each our own best teacher, and only we can show our Self what the truth is. My spiritual path and practice are me, myself, and I. Only I can take myself into infinity by growing and evolving myself up into the chain of command to Self. This is the ultimate self-realization with no end. And only the Self can recognize other parts of Self in the rest of humanity and all that is.

Now that the dark agenda, of the global elites, has been exposed to the masses around wanting to control and vaccines as the only solution for the COVID-19 virus, it is time we all begin to find our new normal. We should keep in mind, now life is likened to being under constant psychic attacks by dark entities. It is up to each one of us to get the dark energy to back off from trying to hurt us, in whatever way we are called to participate. We should also carry on with life, staying light, and not be taken in with fear. We are in this together, all energies are light and somewhere within the spectrum of the cosmic light. This 3rd-dimensional drama is a test to determine which dimension our higher being will call home in the future after the shift.

I thank you all for your participation and in all the ways you shine your light in your daily lives. We truly are “in this together” and we will find the new normal together, and we will keep fighting the fight for truth and freedom together.

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Global Rise in Consciousness

This is my perspective. Here we are a week or so into the great global virus/quarantine of the times. What is happening worldwide is a crisis like no other and the perfect storm for the end of this illusion/dream to happen. It is providing the tool necessary for people to go deeper into their being and to awaken at new levels of consciousness. Events and happenings around the time of 9/11 originally were slated to do this, but for whatever reason, the Earth didn’t feel her school had maximized the old illusion/dream enough, and so the shift didn’t take place.

I can look around the globe to take a measure of the elevation in consciousness as a result of the Covid-19 virus. The countries which have been dealing with this virus, have elevated the dimensions of their consciousness. This is a global dark night of the soul. process What is happening is a fantastic thing, and what was needed to take us into the shift. People are rising up and coming together, and if we do continue in time in this old illusion/dream, we all will have changed.

What we can each do personally to maximize this period, is to stay out of fear and keep each other safe. It is an ideal time to spend communing with higher self, if not already doing so. Support others nearby who might need support, stay upbeat, and positive about what is happening. I have been spending my time in quarantine doing art and yoga and going for walks while watching how it all unfolds because what is happening is fascinating. I would not be surprised if soon, we awaken from a long night’s sleep to find ourselves in a brand new illusion/dream. And until this time, take care and stay safe and keep your heart open.

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An Awakened Attitude

Recently someone asked me this question about awakening. “When one awakens, is there still a subtle self with directional awareness?” Find my answer below.

I will attempt to answer your question thou not entirely sure by what you mean by directional awareness, and since it has been quite a while now since my consciousness has been awake, I only sort of remember what it was like previously. The best time to compare the differences would be soon after the shift in awareness has taken place, and before the new consciousness has had a chance to become the new normal.

We each have our own journey to fulfill, and there is no measurement to awareness. One being’s awakeness is another being’s sleep. Awake is just as the word describes, “awake and aware and paying attention.” The personality is still there, but it has taken a back seat. The attachments of the personality become less to non-existent, and this allows our being to be moved by the direction of our soul/higher self instead of ego’s desires or confusion. There are still preferences and opinions, but the attachment around these things has become much diminished. When something comes from our higher guidance, we will preserver in this direction. We become more self-contained and quiet in our being when we are awake. For many, this would seem a dull existence.

What most likely, is the attitude of an awakened being, with all the chaos on the planet right now? Most of us are being encouraged by our higher selves not to become fearful and to know that our fate is in the hands of our higher self, and all is in divine order. Perhaps it is time to stop watching/reading distorted news programs or anything else which spreads fear. It is a time to keep our heads down and take care of our precious bodies and keep our homes a sacred retreat. We must stay calm and centered, so we can hear the direction or guidance given to us from our higher selves. Finding and living in the higher realities of the higher dimensions is what will support the coming shift and keep us strong and intune. It is a time for us to stay focused on the light and beauty of existence. Be happy!

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Dark Night of the Soul

I have several posts on this topic because even thou our awakening comes from it, it is such a horrific, hard cycle in our life to go through. Not all beings have gone or will go through this kind of cycle. Right now, in our civilization, before a shift in consciousness happens, it is a naturally ripe time for anyone of us to go through a dark night of the soul cycle.  And together, collectively we are going through such a cycle.

The Dark Night of the Soul (dnots) is a term that has been used throughout the ages to indicate a period of spiritual crisis in one’s life. During a dnofts period, our life becomes a shell from what it was prior. People and things get stripped from us in various ways. Dnots is a period of deep pain and transformation. Dnots is a type of event, which, “if it doesn’t kill us, it will make us stronger,” because the transformation takes place at deep and profound levels. Joseph Campbell wrote the dnots is a pivotal part of the hero’s journey for the hero to consciously awaken from the societal stupor they were born into.

“The dark night of the soul comes just before revelation. When everything is lost, and all seems darkness, then comes the new life and all that is needed.” ~ Joseph Campbell

The dark night of the soul experience is something we in the higher dimension (our higher self or spirit self) designed for our human self to go through. The descent into dnots can be a lonely time, as many around us aren’t aware of what dnots is and why it is happening to us. It can be a scary and threatening process for others to observe. If people believe they have the power to manifest their desires and control their lives, the dark night of the soul process will shred this belief and enlighten them as to who and what is the actual control of their lives.

The descent into darkness takes about three years. and then the ascent out of the night and into the light takes a couple of years. In my sixty-eight years of being a human, I have completed four dnots cycles to awaken consciously at the level I am. To go through this many cycles is very rare. In my fifties and early sixties, I went through two dnots periods close together. By 2014, I began to rise out of ashes of my final dnots and into a new life and consciousness. Who I was before and who I became after, is undeniable. The transformation was complete and amazing. Thou at the time, it wasn’t much fun or inspiring during the time spent in the darkness. I feared my life might stay in the descent portion of the journey.

Collectively, the Earth is in the descent process of a dark night of the soul. Because of the nature of our dream-like reality, he Earth’s ascent will only be noticed by those of us conscious enough to be aware that the event has taken place, and a shift in consciousness has occurred. During the shift into the New Earth, the third dimension of reality will shift to become a sixth-dimensional reality. We had long passed the time when the shift was to move us into the fifth dimension.

Until we can shift into the higher frequency, the reality in this third-dimensional teaching field will continue to be challenging, and a bit crazy, so hold on and pay attention. We are very close now to the shift event happening. I have been tracking the shift into our ascension since 1997. There is no precise date for this event. It is up to the Earth to decide when we are ready to leave the descent portion of the cycle.

During this time, our job as lightworkers is to stay safe and to stay focused. It is time for us to help others who are having difficulties. These times can be confusing, challenging, and scary for those of us who don’t have a spiritual understanding of what we are all collectively going through. One day soon, we will awake from our sleep and get up from our bed, and all will have been transformed into a kinder, gentler world. And it will feel and seem like the world has always been this way.

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Infinite Enlightenment

Recently, someone asked me “What does “infinite enlightenment” mean to you?”

As I began to answer this question, I realized this was a very insightful question. Find my reply to the request below.

Infinite Enlightenment is the paradoxical goal of our higher self. It is what we innately aspire towards. However, the very nature of infinity makes it unattainable. We will never reach our goal. And regardless of the unattainable goal, the journey happens anyway!

The term Infinite Enlightenment reflects who we are in a nutshell. We are infinite beings who will infinitely work towards knowing or becoming enlightened to our own infinity. We are fractals of light, which have no ending or beginning and so our understanding of Self can never be entirely realized. There will always be more for us to evolve into.

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What Is Real?

What is real? What does real mean? The basis for all spiritual growth is to know what is real. Once we KNOW what is real, everything else will begin to make sense and fall into place. Is this 3-D life, which our soul incarnated into real? What part of this life is real or not real? Is our higher self real? Is our soul real?

These are the questions we must answer for ourselves to grow and evolve on our spiritual path. The answers to these questions are the basis for our peace and joy. When these questions get answered, like dominos, our other questions will begin to get answered and our understanding will grow.

No one else can answer this question for us. Others can point to the answer, but it will not help us until we know and discover the answer for ourselves. We are the key to the answer and we should look inward, inside our own being for our being, to “lighten” ourselves with True Understanding.

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The Shadow Self

Recently I was asked about my shadow self. You will find my response to the request below.

In shadow psychology, Carl Jung stated the shadow to be the unknown dark side of the personality. According to Jung, the shadow, in being instinctive and irrational, is prone to psychological projection, in which a perceived personal inferiority is recognized as a perceived moral deficiency in someone else. ~ Wikipedia

From my perspective, I no longer have what is thought to be a shadow self. I have a human self, and a soul and higher self and they are now integrated. As the process of integration was happening, the so-called shadow part of me dissolved away.

We are all beings of light that have briefly incarnated into human bodies. For my self, I prefer to focus on, or identify with, the being of light which I am, and who I am in the higher dimensions rather than the brief human. By doing so, the human element of me has awakened at higher dimensional levels than I was previously, and the shadow self vanished.

With the vanishment of the shadow self, we can live an infinite life, while in the human body. This is where we find our inner peace and happiness and shine the light for others. May you find and become your true self.

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Raising Our Awareness

I was recently asked, “how did you raise your awareness to enter a higher dimension?”

My power as a human is limited in this matter. Yes, certain things were done, but the force behind me is my soul and higher self, and this is where the credit needs to go. Giving our higher self all the credit in our lives is the secret to raising one’s awareness. Because it is behind the realization, that we are not in control of our lives. We do not have power as humans, as most humans think we do to make things happen.

The more we surrender to this understanding, the more of a total vehicle we are able to become for our higher selves. When we, as a human, become entirely aware that this life is their life, our consciousness will be raised higher as the ego becomes diminished.

When I aligned myself with this awareness and surrendered my ego to the desires of my higher self, is when my greater awareness came. When I let go of all my own (the ego’s) plans and desires and acknowledged this life as higher self’s life, is when I entered into the most elevated of dimensions that are available in this Earth School. My consciousness raised to where my higher self lives in the higher dimensions.

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Spiritual Awakening and Shift Timeline

Golden Universe by Sheilan

Recently someone asked me this question “I believe to be experiencing a Spiritual Awakening, does anyone have any advice? What are the real signals of it?’ See my reply below and also and timeline update about the coming shift.

Anytime we have new spiritual growth or awakening, at first, the difference between our old perceptions and the fresh, new perceptions are very pronounced. We have many “aha-moments,” and the perceptions are shiny and new and exciting. We can get a little intoxicated and high from it all. However, as we grow into the new perceptions of awareness, the shininess wears off as it becomes our new normal awareness.

When this happens, we might feel we are stuck or stagnant because now it is back to business and lessons as usual. Still, in reality, we have just gotten used to the new perceptions, and we tend to get little addicted to the high and excitement of being in a new learning phase, with all the new “aha-moments.” Going through the new stage and being patient with the old phase, is part of the process of becoming lighter, and we need to embrace it all, even when it seems nothing is happening in our growth. Enjoy your journey!

Shift timeline update: We are just coming out of a two-month-long window of a possibility for the shift to occur. It was indicated to me last week it was recently decided that the final portion of the shift would not happen for another 2-3 years or so. It seems the Earth has decided to delay the shift yet again but will continue to shift into the higher dimensions in small ways. For us, this means that after this window closes, it will become more comfortable for a time, as it has been an intense couple of months. Also, this last window showed me, in the future, it will take a major window like this one, for the final shift to happen. We are passing through the most powerful window I have witnessed thus far while monitoring the shift since 1997.

The shift is going to happen. When we have the understanding, this Earth is a school and a dream reality, and the shift is part of the schooling, the process is less intense to handle. Hang on my friends, we are in this together and we can do it. If you are in Spokane, WA or know others who are, I am starting a circle to support ascension through the shift process. Love and light your way.

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Attacks and Psychic Attachments

Recently I was asked this question: “What is entity removal? And what is it when the soul of a deceased person attaches to a living person?”

If the deceased is someone you know, there may be a soul agreement between your higher self or spirit self and their spirit self. The agreement might be that you help them to go into the light, or help them complete something so they can go into the light and the higher dimensions, and out of the 4th-dimensional realm where they are stuck. We can do this while in a meditative state and visualizing an opening or portal into the 5th dimension and instructing them to go into the opening. Work with your own angel and their angel.

If it is a genuine attachment and not something agreed upon by our higher selves, then yes, the being needs to release itself because it is trespassing. There are universal laws against this kind of intrusion, and most beings will release from us when we tell them they are trespassing, and we don’t want them attached to our person or space, and they need to leave.

If we are dealing with a very dark entity, this can sometimes take a few days of being adamant they leave and asking for help by calling upon our angelic protectors. If we keep at it, stay calm and surround ourselves with light and humor, they will eventually give up, release and leave. I have also found using salt crystals visualizations to be a strong repellant to pesky entities who don’t want to detach. I surround my body with salt in my visualizations, and often the entities will repel. Often when new growth of our being happens, gaps in our aura can occur that we have yet to fill, and this is where we can be susceptible to 4th-dimensional attachments with dark entities. When entities attach to my aura, I feel dizzy, and sort of like I am coming down with something.

In the 3rd and 4th dimensions, dark energies will attack lighter energies. What most people have yet to realize is, the brighter a being is, the more attacks they will need to deal with from others who are less bright. They become beacons and targets for other beings who have envy issues. Darker energies will go after the lighter energy when, the more luminous energy might be vulnerable in some way. With 3rd dimensional attacks, these attacks are often done in secret and disguised to look like something else. Often the person doing the attacking doesn’t have full awareness of their envy or hatred towards others and ultimately themselves. When these attacks come from beings we are close with, we will need to distance ourselves from these individuals because their envy and attacks will most likely continue.

Dealing with attachments and attacks is all part of our Earth schooling. I always ask for protection from my angel when leaving the house and when I go to bed. This doesn’t eliminate all the attacks, but it does help. I hope this information is useful. Stay strong!

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Enlightenment and Emotions

Recently, I was asked if enlightenment meant the loss of all emotions and why?

Yes and no, and here is why. Some emotions no longer happen because they are ego driven and no longer necessary, while other emotions continue because they are authentic. It happens this way because the grip of the ego on our being has lessened, and the ego’s emotions no longer run havoc in one’s life.

After enlightenment has transpired, our being becomes or feels more balanced, with not so many up and downs as before enlightenment had happened. And part of what brings about our enlightened state is doing the work of healing the past-life emotional wounds from our auric field.

Enlightenment doesn’t come all at once, as it is an ongoing process. One gets used to the emotions becoming more balanced, and it becomes the new normal until it is difficult to remember what was life before enlightenment. Enlightenment is more ordinary than what is imagined by most people. Most enlightened people go unnoticed, and they are only known in our society because it is their life lesson or path to be well known.

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Dark Night of The Soul

I was asked to speak about the “dark night of the soul” and my personal experience of it. Below is what I said:

As a lightworker, to do and be what I was designed for in this incarnation, I needed my attachments and limiting beliefs to be stripped away. In our life, this is precisely what the dark night of the soul does. Throughout my life, I have been through many dark nights of the soul. Transformation is indeed painful, but necessary if we are to grow into a butterfly.

Through this transformational process, I learned the importance of letting go so that I can live my life now practicing continual letting go. It is surprising how easy it is to forget to let go and why it is an ongoing practice. After experiencing so many dark nights of the soul, the ego becomes diminished enough that we realize we can live in perpetual transformation, by using the dynamics of unattachment and acceptance. It is much more enjoyable to accept what needs to be accepted rather than to stay in resistance against something.

Collectively, the Earth is in the process and going through a type of dark night of the soul, and will come out the other side into a new dream or teaching field, which will be less dense. Until we make the shift into the higher frequency, the reality we are in now on the teaching field, will continue to be challenging and a bit crazy. We are very close to this event taking place now… literally it could happen any day now.

Peace to all of you and hold on tight. The ride will be over soon, and it will be worth all the hardships. 🙂

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A Need for Struggle and Strife

I was recently asked this question: “Is it more often than not struggle and strife which makes people spiritual?”

Pain is a great motivator, and yes, because of this growth is painful. We are naturally spiritual beings. Earth is a school for beings to learn and grow and evolve. Part of the curriculum of the school is for us to grow through tough lessons, aided by a system that some call karma.

Karma is a learning system whereby we are held accountable for all our actions. Our spirit self needs to heal the parts of ourself, which are damaged and to balance our self with all other energies.

The more evolved we become, the more aware we are of our spiritual nature. And the more evolved we become, growing can become less painful. When our spirit or higher self has learned what we came here to learn, we can move on from incarnating into the third dimension and graduate from this Earth school.

The semester of our current classroom is coming to an end soon. This is why the lessons have become more intense. A new, bright, and shiny semester will start soon, and all will be right with the world for a time. Some religions call this period on Earth “the Golden Age” or “Heaven on Earth” or “Age of Aquarius”.  The peaceful time on Earth will last for a few thousand years, and then the regular teachings of struggle and strife will return on the teaching field.

We can mitigate the pain of growth by learning to let go and go with the flow of our life rather than resist what is happening. When we remember life in these human bodies is a school, and we are the representative for the real student who is our higher self, life seems to be less painful as we grow.

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Synchronicity and Spiritual Awakening

I was asked recently if seeing synchronicities are a proof of a spiritual awakening?

Yes, seeing synchronicity at work could be considered a degree of awakening. Also, it depends on what your definition of spiritual awakening is. Maybe we could say that seeing synchronicities might mean, we have woke up enough to be able to see the connection of everything, but we might not totally understand it yet.

There is a web to creation and to life’s happenings in the third dimension. Synchronicities are continually happening, but we might not always see them. It seems when a newly awakened person sees them, they place greater meaning on the happenings, than a person who is further along on their awakening journey. Synchronistic incidents for beings who are further along, and more awake is just sort of business as usual and how things are, and they expect to see them.

When we begin to notice synchronicities and such, that we previously weren’t aware of, it might be because we are opening up to a new dimension from what we were previously perceiving from. In the beginning, we see the differences from the old dimension to the new one very clearly. And then over time, we get accustomed to the perceptions, and everything becomes business as usual until we reach the next new dimensional understanding and perception.

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Is it Mind or Higher Self Speaking?

Higher Self by Sheilan

Recently, I was asked by someone, “how will I know if it is my mind or my higher self speaking or telling me to do something?

This requires us to dig deep and investigate, study, and practice observation of our self for a long time. Then, over time, we begin to tune into the frequency of our higher self more quickly, and we just sort of know we are dialed in. This is why meditation has become so popular because it helps us to become quiet and more aware of our higher self and our ego. Higher self’s guidance is a little more subtle than our intellect/mind. It is our intuition and gut feelings, whereas the ego’s vibration is more dense and irritating, judgmental, and attached.

It can be tricky and confusing if we are already listening to our higher self, but we doubt what the guidance is, or when we hear the voice of the ego louder because we have an attachment to what we want the outcome to be. Often, we are attached without realizing we are biased in some way, to the issue.

When I have uncertainty around something, I consciously practice non-attachment so that when I ask higher self my questions around what to do, I can feel, hear, know the answer with greater clarity. We can ask our questions as many times as we need and in many different ways until we are sure we have received the intended answer.

When we practice listening and following the voice of our higher self, we support the awakened awareness of our higher self becoming louder within our being.

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What Happens to Ego-Mind?

I was recently asked, “What happens to the ego-mind when one transforms into their higher self?”

As we grow to become more of our higher self, our ego-mind becomes diminished. It is still present. However, our higher self overshadows it, while it exists in the background of our being. The ego-mind is no longer who and what we identify as or who we answer to. We now take all of our guidance and cues from our higher self.

When we invite our higher self into our being, we have made a declaration to our being, at some level, that this life belongs to the higher self. We have the recognition that our life is an instrument for our higher self to use… it is the higher self’s life. When we reinforce this sincere choice over and over, the power the ego has in our life is gone. This takes place over time, within stages of awareness, as we come into a broader understanding of Reality and who and what we are.

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The Pendulum Is A Great Tool

Léon Foucault: Rotation Of Earth Interactive Doodle by Google

I was recently asked the question: “I just got a spiritual pendulum, do you have any tips on how I can improve my spirituality?”

The pendulum can be an excellent tool. Don’t listen to the naysayers. If you work and practice with it, it can help you to deepen your relationship with your higher self and can teach you to become more intuitive or psychic. It can also help you with your health. You must be clear and precise with your questions, and who you are asking otherwise you will get wishy-washy results. If you don’t name who you are asking, any unenlightened, out-of-body being can answer. This is not good. Realizing this is what made a big difference for me in getting accurate answers years ago.

If you want to deepen your relationship with your higher self, ask your higher self your questions, and practice listening for the answers as your pendulum is being moved. Your higher self can pretty much answer anything you would want to know. If you want to know about your health, diet, and body, ask your body for the answers. Your body is smart and can guide you on how to take better care of it… like what foods it wants to eat to stay healthy.

When asking questions, in order to get precise information, we must be neutural and nonattached to the answers. If we are biased so will be the answer. Our questions must be precise. This goes for all guidance tools one might be use.

I recommend finding pendulum charts online or in a book or makeing your own. Books can give you many good ideas about how you can use your pendulum. Just know that it takes a little time and effort for this tool of communication to be developed into something useful. However, once you have it, you will be a fan for life.

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Why We Incarnate

I was recently asked: “If we are higher beings in a temporary incarnation, why is it necessary to incarnate to learn lessons instead of learning them in our higher form?”

All 13 of the dimensions of the earth are part of this earth school. We always have the opportunity to learn and grow. There are some beings in service to this school, as some of the angelics, who have very few incarnations. On the other side, part of the focus is to be of service to others in all the various ways and to help those who have incarnated with their lessons. In order to be really good at helping those who have incarnated, we need to incarnate, so that we have a better understanding of what it is like to be limited by our physicality and by time and to deal with such things as emotions and karma. In the higher dimensions, we also take classes and study various subjects, but at some point, we need to put all our higher dimensional learning to the test by incarnating into physicality.

So we incarnate to test ourselves… we need the denser, 3-D to grow because it is more intense and faster than just growing on the other side in the higher dimensions. The lessons available at this level are more varied, dramatic and extreme. We can explore and experience lessons in physicality which isn’t available in the higher dimensions. Because of the 3-D body’s emotions, we can feel everything more deeply. We can explore all kinds of themes and story lines. We can change our gender and make use of the karmic system, which isn’t available in the higher dimensions.

A handful of higher dimensional beings at the school, are from previous universes and are not required to incarnate into the 3-D unless they want to. They may choose to incarnate and play the role of a major teacher in one of the themes and then follow up and guide their teachings from the other side. The majority of the beings at this school are from this current universe and are required to incarnate to get a full rounded education in order to graduate and leave the school. There are other schools in the universe that are based in the higher dimensions and much less intense than earth.

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My Awakening

I have experienced many stages of awakening all throughout my adult life.

My first awakening happened in my early twenties, in 1974, after sincerely telling the universe I wanted to know more. This started me on my spiritual path. I progressed on my path pretty normally up until the last 20 years when life became very intense and hard. The deepest shifts in my spiritual awakenings were during this time precipitated from illnesses, hardships, and tragedies. These were the methods my soul/Higher self chose for me to go through to ascend and to strip away my ego. It is absolutely true what doesn’t kill us will make us stronger.

The very short version of my awakening story is: I have a virus in my body which made it difficult for me to work normally to earn a living because I don’t have enough energy. This forced me into surrendering into a new lifestyle that gave me more time to ponder reality then what most people are able to do. And because of the virus and not being able to work, there was a lengthy period in my life when I was close to becoming homeless. And during this time of devastating hardship, my longtime soul mate suddenly became ill and died. After his death and over the months that followed, I completely let go of everything in the material world I had been holding on to.

This was all happening during the first stage of the crisis in the Middle East when so many beings were going through intense hardships. This made what i was going through seem like peanuts. This gave me an important perspective and I became grateful for the smallest things in my life. Also during this time, I pushed the envelope to develop a deep relationship with my higher self and to ask really deep questions about reality. It was an ultra-intense time for me to study and gain higher Knowledge. I had a deep thirst to know the things others would say “there is no way to know such things while in the human form”. No one had the undistorted information which I wanted to know, so it was up to me to find out for myself and so I did. This raised my vibration even more.

Since my ascension and awakening into the highest of dimensions, I have been given a secure place to live and a small inheritance and live a simple peaceful life. I am very grateful indeed.

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