higher dimensions – The Awakened Dream

This Is Serious Information

Posted on May 5, 2020May 7, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

We are at the final hours of the old dream now, and ready to shift into a lighter, brighter dream. All the dirty-deeds and corruptions are coming to light and available for all to know. Thou, not everyone will believe and is ready to see the truth. Seeing the sinister plot happening in this dream, is the first stage of awakening.

About a week ago, I started digging into conspiracy information because the COVID-19 virus wasn’t making sense to me anymore, and I wanted to see what others were saying. I went down the rabbit hole, digging around, and I was led to some information that comes right from the horse’s mouth. This information is shocking!

A whistleblower on a podcast interview, reveals the darker sinister plot behind vaccines and COVID-19, HIV, CFS, and many other diseases the world has been dealing with. I never thought it was possible to know this information, but here it is. My mind is blown, and I now need to share the information with those who will listen. The world needs to know what has been going on.

The interview is long, but I urge you to take your time and listen to the whole thing. Mike, the interviewer, is a little long-winded in the beginning before the interview begins. This is one of the most earth-shattering things I have ever listened to. It all comes together in the final hour of the podcast. The scope of illness and hardship the world has had to endure because of these monsters is unreal… the mind can’t take it in.

Dr. Judy Mikovits, who is being interviewed, has the proof because she was there and is part of the story. Please listen and pass the information and link on. She also wrote a book, Plague of Corruption: Restoring Faith in the Promise of Science, just out on Amazon.

Thomas Paine Podcast link: https://radiopublic.com/thomas-paine-podcast-6r0lY4/s1!dd196 This is a long interview…

This is a shorter video interview (26 min): https://d.tube/#!/v/veritas11/QmYG5y53VFjjHP2t5ZqkH8xoYSMyHwbA1pSHyX3fFt6gw7

The Light always wins because, in the Big Story, the Light is all there is. We are seeing the end of the plot now.

Peace and Light,

Sheilan

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Staying Positive

Posted on April 3, 2020April 5, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

I was recently asked this question: “What is positive energy? Can you see it? If so, what sort of instrument or device can you use to see it?

Everything is part of the same energy. I cannot give you a scientific understanding. However, since you asked, I will share my metaphysical understanding. Once energy becomes encapsulated into a material form, that energy becomes part of the material reality and exists within a spectrum of light. When looking at the spectrum range, no matter where we look, there will be lighter, positive energies and there will always be energies that are darker and more negative. The spectrum of light is relative to where one is standing within the spectrum and viewing the range.

The lighter and darker energies expressing themselves in human beings will take on either lighter/positive or darker/negative demeanors. More luminous being’s demeanor will be more positive, (having more positive qualities), than beings whose energy is darker in their light energy. The term “positive energy” refers to the lightness of one’s being, which reflects the demeanor of our being.

Every being is an energy instrument, and the more we are tuned into the source of our instrument, the more we can feel and see the difference between the positive and negative energy of other beings. In positive energy, things grow and are nurtured and fed. It feels good. In negative energy, things wither and eventually die, because the energy feels bad. Again, it is relative to where one is standing within the spectrum, doing the viewing, and feeling of energy.

During this time of confusion and uncertainty, it is essential to focus on the lighter side of the spectrum and stay in positive energy for everyone. Peace and Light be with you and keep each other safe.

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An Awakened Attitude

Posted on March 5, 2020March 5, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

Recently someone asked me this question about awakening. “When one awakens, is there still a subtle self with directional awareness?” Find my answer below.

I will attempt to answer your question thou not entirely sure by what you mean by directional awareness, and since it has been quite a while now since my consciousness has been awake, I only sort of remember what it was like previously. The best time to compare the differences would be soon after the shift in awareness has taken place, and before the new consciousness has had a chance to become the new normal.

We each have our own journey to fulfill, and there is no measurement to awareness. One being’s awakeness is another being’s sleep. Awake is just as the word describes, “awake and aware and paying attention.” The personality is still there, but it has taken a back seat. The attachments of the personality become less to non-existent, and this allows our being to be moved by the direction of our soul/higher self instead of ego’s desires or confusion. There are still preferences and opinions, but the attachment around these things has become much diminished. When something comes from our higher guidance, we will preserver in this direction. We become more self-contained and quiet in our being when we are awake. For many, this would seem a dull existence.

What most likely, is the attitude of an awakened being, with all the chaos on the planet right now? Most of us are being encouraged by our higher selves not to become fearful and to know that our fate is in the hands of our higher self, and all is in divine order. Perhaps it is time to stop watching/reading distorted news programs or anything else which spreads fear. It is a time to keep our heads down and take care of our precious bodies and keep our homes a sacred retreat. We must stay calm and centered, so we can hear the direction or guidance given to us from our higher selves. Finding and living in the higher realities of the higher dimensions is what will support the coming shift and keep us strong and intune. It is a time for us to stay focused on the light and beauty of existence. Be happy!

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The Shadow Self

Posted on January 24, 2020May 25, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

Recently I was asked about my shadow self. You will find my response to the request below.

In shadow psychology, Carl Jung stated the shadow to be the unknown dark side of the personality. According to Jung, the shadow, in being instinctive and irrational, is prone to psychological projection, in which a perceived personal inferiority is recognized as a perceived moral deficiency in someone else. ~ Wikipedia

From my perspective, I no longer have what is thought to be a shadow self. I have a human self, and a soul and higher self and they are now integrated. As the process of integration was happening, the so-called shadow part of me dissolved away.

We are all beings of light that have briefly incarnated into human bodies. For my self, I prefer to focus on, or identify with, the being of light which I am, and who I am in the higher dimensions rather than the brief human. By doing so, the human element of me has awakened at higher dimensional levels than I was previously, and the shadow self vanished.

With the vanishment of the shadow self, we can live an infinite life, while in the human body. This is where we find our inner peace and happiness and shine the light for others. May you find and become your true self.

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Rising Above the Difficulties

Posted on January 10, 2020May 25, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

I was recently asked: “What was the difficult life experience you had, which propelled your spiritual journey most?”

Here is the short story of the answer to this question. My most profound awakening came about ten years ago after the sudden death of my beloved, long-term partner. Between the disease which quickly, ravished him, and the drama taking place around him with his family, I started to have panic attacks. It was a time of confusing happenings, and my emotions and PTSD from the previous stress in my life were out of control. How could he leave me alone in this crappy world? What was I going to do without him?

The only thing I could do was to let go of everything. I deeply surrendered everything, all my attachments, both mentally and physically. I also let go of seventy percent of my belongings and moved away to where I wouldn’t be continuously reminded of our relationship and the pain of losing him and what I went through. Moving away also meant I wouldn’t have interaction anymore with his toxic family.

Not long after my move, I could see the effect my deep surrender had on my consciousness. A whole new level of perceiving reality opened for me. Since then, I have continued the practice surrendering and letting go of any mental and physical attachments when they arise. And because of this, my life continues to be transformed.

This life is a school, and hardships are purposefully designed for us to go through, and then we must rise above the difficulty and shine like the light which we are. This is how we the human, provide growth to our higher self and soul. I am sure the hardships I shared, also helped me to burn away old karma, which kept my soul bound to Earth. If we can trust that there is deeper reasoning for the difficulties we experience on our path, it will help with letting go of the pain of attachment.

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Raising Our Awareness

Posted on December 20, 2019December 27, 2019 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

I was recently asked, “how did you raise your awareness to enter a higher dimension?”

My power as a human is limited in this matter. Yes, certain things were done, but the force behind me is my soul and higher self, and this is where the credit needs to go. Giving our higher self all the credit in our lives is the secret to raising one’s awareness. Because it is behind the realization, that we are not in control of our lives. We do not have power as humans, as most humans think we do to make things happen.

The more we surrender to this understanding, the more of a total vehicle we are able to become for our higher selves. When we, as a human, become entirely aware that this life is their life, our consciousness will be raised higher as the ego becomes diminished.

When I aligned myself with this awareness and surrendered my ego to the desires of my higher self, is when my greater awareness came. When I let go of all my own (the ego’s) plans and desires and acknowledged this life as higher self’s life, is when I entered into the most elevated of dimensions that are available in this Earth School. My consciousness raised to where my higher self lives in the higher dimensions.

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Spiritual Awakening and Shift Timeline

Posted on December 6, 2019December 14, 2019 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

Recently someone asked me this question “I believe to be experiencing a Spiritual Awakening, does anyone have any advice? What are the real signals of it?’ See my reply below and also and timeline update about the coming shift.

Anytime we have new spiritual growth or awakening, at first, the difference between our old perceptions and the fresh, new perceptions are very pronounced. We have many “aha-moments,” and the perceptions are shiny and new and exciting. We can get a little intoxicated and high from it all. However, as we grow into the new perceptions of awareness, the shininess wears off as it becomes our new normal awareness.

When this happens, we might feel we are stuck or stagnant because now it is back to business and lessons as usual. Still, in reality, we have just gotten used to the new perceptions, and we tend to get little addicted to the high and excitement of being in a new learning phase, with all the new “aha-moments.” Going through the new stage and being patient with the old phase, is part of the process of becoming lighter, and we need to embrace it all, even when it seems nothing is happening in our growth. Enjoy your journey!

Shift timeline update: We are just coming out of a two-month-long window of a possibility for the shift to occur. It was indicated to me last week it was recently decided that the final portion of the shift would not happen for another 2-3 years or so. It seems the Earth has decided to delay the shift yet again but will continue to shift into the higher dimensions in small ways. For us, this means that after this window closes, it will become more comfortable for a time, as it has been an intense couple of months. Also, this last window showed me, in the future, it will take a major window like this one, for the final shift to happen. We are passing through the most powerful window I have witnessed thus far while monitoring the shift since 1997.

The shift is going to happen. When we have the understanding, this Earth is a school and a dream reality, and the shift is part of the schooling, the process is less intense to handle. Hang on my friends, we are in this together and we can do it. If you are in Spokane, WA or know others who are, I am starting a circle to support ascension through the shift process. Love and light your way.

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Matrix Reality? Real Or Fake?

Posted on November 28, 2019December 10, 2019 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

Recently I was asked: “Is it possible for a person to live in a shack and feel happiness or inner joy? If so, then what does this mean for our societies? Is everything fake and artificial in our world? Are we living in a matrix reality that we have created? What is real?”

There are many levels of answers to your question. Spirit or soul energy is the only thing (or non-thing) that is “Real.” Out of all that we see touch, or whatever is considered to have substance is ultimately not real. Nature contains the most spirit or soul energy, and so it is the closest of all of us in 3-D to being Real. The more evolved a higher self is, the more real they are becoming.

I am thankful for that which is real. We are One in realness”

Our soul and spirit exist beyond the material world, and we can consciously connect with our more real selves and experience deep joy and bliss, regardless of where our human self might be. The thing you call the matrix is a multi-dimensional school designed and run by the Earth to evolve our spirit or higher selves in the higher dimensions. The lower, denser dimensions of the school are less real than the higher dimensions of the school. The higher dimensions have fewer distortions and are filled with the purer spirit.

The teaching field, where we the human avatars are, is about to get a reboot. The semester of our current classroom is coming to an end soon. This is why the lessons have become more intense. After the reboot, the new Earth will happen in dimensions that will seem more real than the current dimensions we are living in.

A new, bright, and shiny semester will start soon, and it will be harmonious for a long time. Some religions call this period on Earth “the Golden Age” or “Heaven on Earth” or “Age of Aquarius.” The peaceful time on Earth will last for a few thousand years, and then the regular teachings of struggle and strife will return on the teaching field.

The more evolved our higher selves become, the more aware, we the humans, are of our spiritual nature. And the more evolved we become, our growth will become less painful. When our spirit or higher self has learned what we came here to learn, we can move on from incarnating onto the teaching field, and we can graduate from this Earth school.

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Attacks and Psychic Attachments

Posted on November 22, 2019November 28, 2019 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

Recently I was asked this question: “What is entity removal? And what is it when the soul of a deceased person attaches to a living person?”

If the deceased is someone you know, there may be a soul agreement between your higher self or spirit self and their spirit self. The agreement might be that you help them to go into the light, or help them complete something so they can go into the light and the higher dimensions, and out of the 4th-dimensional realm where they are stuck. We can do this while in a meditative state and visualizing an opening or portal into the 5th dimension and instructing them to go into the opening. Work with your own angel and their angel.

If it is a genuine attachment and not something agreed upon by our higher selves, then yes, the being needs to release itself because it is trespassing. There are universal laws against this kind of intrusion, and most beings will release from us when we tell them they are trespassing, and we don’t want them attached to our person or space, and they need to leave.

If we are dealing with a very dark entity, this can sometimes take a few days of being adamant they leave and asking for help by calling upon our angelic protectors. If we keep at it, stay calm and surround ourselves with light and humor, they will eventually give up, release and leave. I have also found using salt crystals visualizations to be a strong repellant to pesky entities who don’t want to detach. I surround my body with salt in my visualizations, and often the entities will repel. Often when new growth of our being happens, gaps in our aura can occur that we have yet to fill, and this is where we can be susceptible to 4th-dimensional attachments with dark entities. When entities attach to my aura, I feel dizzy, and sort of like I am coming down with something.

In the 3rd and 4th dimensions, dark energies will attack lighter energies. What most people have yet to realize is, the brighter a being is, the more attacks they will need to deal with from others who are less bright. They become beacons and targets for other beings who have envy issues. Darker energies will go after the lighter energy when, the more luminous energy might be vulnerable in some way. With 3rd dimensional attacks, these attacks are often done in secret and disguised to look like something else. Often the person doing the attacking doesn’t have full awareness of their envy or hatred towards others and ultimately themselves. When these attacks come from beings we are close with, we will need to distance ourselves from these individuals because their envy and attacks will most likely continue.

Dealing with attachments and attacks is all part of our Earth schooling. I always ask for protection from my angel when leaving the house and when I go to bed. This doesn’t eliminate all the attacks, but it does help. I hope this information is useful. Stay strong!

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Dark Night of The Soul

Posted on October 25, 2019May 25, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

I was asked to speak about the “dark night of the soul” and my personal experience of it. Below is what I said:

As a lightworker, to do and be what I was designed for in this incarnation, I needed my attachments and limiting beliefs to be stripped away. In our life, this is precisely what the dark night of the soul does. Throughout my life, I have been through many dark nights of the soul. Transformation is indeed painful, but necessary if we are to grow into a butterfly.

Through this transformational process, I learned the importance of letting go so that I can live my life now practicing continual letting go. It is surprising how easy it is to forget to let go and why it is an ongoing practice. After experiencing so many dark nights of the soul, the ego becomes diminished enough that we realize we can live in perpetual transformation, by using the dynamics of unattachment and acceptance. It is much more enjoyable to accept what needs to be accepted rather than to stay in resistance against something.

Collectively, the Earth is in the process and going through a type of dark night of the soul, and will come out the other side into a new dream or teaching field, which will be less dense. Until we make the shift into the higher frequency, the reality we are in now on the teaching field, will continue to be challenging and a bit crazy. We are very close to this event taking place now… literally it could happen any day now.

Peace to all of you and hold on tight. The ride will be over soon, and it will be worth all the hardships. 🙂

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A Need for Struggle and Strife

Posted on September 27, 2019May 25, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

I was recently asked this question: “Is it more often than not struggle and strife which makes people spiritual?”

Pain is a great motivator, and yes, because of this growth is painful. We are naturally spiritual beings. Earth is a school for beings to learn and grow and evolve. Part of the curriculum of the school is for us to grow through tough lessons, aided by a system that some call karma.

Karma is a learning system whereby we are held accountable for all our actions. Our spirit self needs to heal the parts of ourself, which are damaged and to balance our self with all other energies.

The more evolved we become, the more aware we are of our spiritual nature. And the more evolved we become, growing can become less painful. When our spirit or higher self has learned what we came here to learn, we can move on from incarnating into the third dimension and graduate from this Earth school.

The semester of our current classroom is coming to an end soon. This is why the lessons have become more intense. A new, bright, and shiny semester will start soon, and all will be right with the world for a time. Some religions call this period on Earth “the Golden Age” or “Heaven on Earth” or “Age of Aquarius”. The peaceful time on Earth will last for a few thousand years, and then the regular teachings of struggle and strife will return on the teaching field.

We can mitigate the pain of growth by learning to let go and go with the flow of our life rather than resist what is happening. When we remember life in these human bodies is a school, and we are the representative for the real student who is our higher self, life seems to be less painful as we grow.

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Is it Mind or Higher Self Speaking?

Posted on September 6, 2019May 25, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

Recently, I was asked by someone, “how will I know if it is my mind or my higher self speaking or telling me to do something?

This requires us to dig deep and investigate, study, and practice observation of our self for a long time. Then, over time, we begin to tune into the frequency of our higher self more quickly, and we just sort of know we are dialed in. This is why meditation has become so popular because it helps us to become quiet and more aware of our higher self and our ego. Higher self’s guidance is a little more subtle than our intellect/mind. It is our intuition and gut feelings, whereas the ego’s vibration is more dense and irritating, judgmental, and attached.

It can be tricky and confusing if we are already listening to our higher self, but we doubt what the guidance is, or when we hear the voice of the ego louder because we have an attachment to what we want the outcome to be. Often, we are attached without realizing we are biased in some way, to the issue.

When I have uncertainty around something, I consciously practice non-attachment so that when I ask higher self my questions around what to do, I can feel, hear, know the answer with greater clarity. We can ask our questions as many times as we need and in many different ways until we are sure we have received the intended answer.

When we practice listening and following the voice of our higher self, we support the awakened awareness of our higher self becoming louder within our being.

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Going Against Our Heart!

Posted on August 16, 2019May 25, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

Recently someone asked me, “What happens spiritually when you go against your heart and deny yourself what you truly want in life?”

This is not an easy question to answer because some people think their ego desires are their hearts desires. Not everyone is aligned with the desire of their higher self. We have a lot of narcissists in our society who are cut off from their intuition and the guidance of their higher self. People are often uncertain as to what and who they follow for their guidance. This is because they lack the full understanding of their higher self and why they should choose their higher selves desires over the desires of their ego. And perhaps they don’t have the will power to align with their higher self, and in the case of narcissists, they will not have the ability.

There are only these two choices for guidance. We are either following the choice of our ego or our higher self and yes, sometimes both of these will make the same choice, which of course makes the decision easier. How can we tell the difference in our choices? If it is an important choice, we should give our self some time, if possible, to be sure of the decision. I practice feeling and hearing the answer, and then I shut off my intellect and use a pendulum to confirm the answer with my higher self. I will also ask the question in different ways to make sure of the answer I am getting. Once I feel I have the correct answer, I will follow it. This is the method I have been using for years.

We can also practice trying on the different choices and paying attention to what the alternative feels like. Some people work with the tarot cards for confirmations or the I-Ching. When we get to a stage on our path, where we recognize it is essential always to follow our higher self, this is what we do. If we do something else other than this, for whatever reason, we will be haunted by the choice and never feel good about the decision we made and not following our spirit.

All the choices we make are to teach us to learn to follow our spirit in all things… following our spirit becomes our heart’s desire and what we want above all else. I hope this answers your question.

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We Are That Which Created Us

Posted on August 9, 2019May 25, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

I was asked recently to answer, “In a very simplified way, what are higher vibrations and higher consciousness, and why do we need it for our soul life purpose?” Find my succinct answer below.

Because this is who we are. We are higher vibrations and higher consciousness. Earth is a school, and we are here to learn who we are and what we are, in all our many forms and dimensions. How far can we expand into our being and raise our consciousness? We are that which created us. Our being is infinite, and this is why enlightenment is a never-ending process of becoming our True Self. This is true evolution, and what is really taking place… and everything else is a dream!

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The Pendulum Is A Great Tool

Posted on July 26, 2019May 25, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

Léon Foucault: Rotation Of Earth Interactive Doodle by Google

I was recently asked the question: “I just got a spiritual pendulum, do you have any tips on how I can improve my spirituality?”

The pendulum can be an excellent tool. Don’t listen to the naysayers. If you work and practice with it, it can help you to deepen your relationship with your higher self and can teach you to become more intuitive or psychic. It can also help you with your health. You must be clear and precise with your questions, and who you are asking otherwise you will get wishy-washy results. If you don’t name who you are asking, any unenlightened, out-of-body being can answer. This is not good. Realizing this is what made a big difference for me in getting accurate answers years ago.

If you want to deepen your relationship with your higher self, ask your higher self your questions, and practice listening for the answers as your pendulum is being moved. Your higher self can pretty much answer anything you would want to know. If you want to know about your health, diet, and body, ask your body for the answers. Your body is smart and can guide you on how to take better care of it… like what foods it wants to eat to stay healthy.

When asking questions, in order to get precise information, we must be neutural and nonattached to the answers. If we are biased so will be the answer. Our questions must be precise. This goes for all guidance tools one might be use.

I recommend finding pendulum charts online or in a book or makeing your own. Books can give you many good ideas about how you can use your pendulum. Just know that it takes a little time and effort for this tool of communication to be developed into something useful. However, once you have it, you will be a fan for life.

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Relationships Change After Awakening

Posted on July 19, 2019May 25, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

I was recently asked the question “When you spiritually awaken why do the relationships of those close to you feel different?” Below is my answer to this question.

The more we awaken, the more we become sovereign beings and complete within our self. We are no longer emotionally tied to others in the same way we were previously. Our relationships with others become non-personal relationships. The relationships most people have with each other are emotionally, personal and emotionally binding. They become emotionally enmeshed with each other or what some call co-dependent where personal boundaries are diffused.

As we grow spiritually, we learn to balance our emotions and we let go of relationships with emotional dependencies because we value our own sovereignty and enlightenment above all else. As we awaken, the emotional ties to everything loosen, until we become free emotionally from others and the reality of the material. By freeing the emotional bonds we have with others, we make room for our higher self to become more prominent in our being.

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What Spiritual Path Do I Follow?

Posted on July 13, 2019May 25, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

I was recently asked “What version of a spiritual path do you follow”? Read my answer below.

I follow my MaRae’s version, who is my higher self or spirit self in the higher dimensions. It is her path and legacy I am participating in. I am merely her representative in human form. It is with great honor that I have come to know her and to know this is who I am in the higher dimensions. I follow her guidance and preferences in all things for I recognize this life is hers and so it is her spirituality I follow.

My spirituality is individual (as is the case for all of us) and comes from the highest of the Earth’s dimensions. I have memories of past lives on this earth as well as from other star systems. MaRae is part of a group of souls who have come to Earth on a mission and we will be soon leaving when the Earth school shifts into the next dream cycle for teaching. We are currently helping to prepare individuals for the coming shift, which is soon to come.

This was a good question because it brought forth an insightful answer that many can relate to as they have watched their own paths change over the years. What version of a spiritual path do you follow? Each of us has a unique tailor-made path because of the life our higher self designed for us.

If we are involved with the teachings from another being or for a time, it means there ia an attunement and vibrational alignment happening in the higher dimensions. Often times our higher self will use other’s teachings for us, as a stepping off point into new doorways, which will then take our being even further than the original teacher’s teachings. This is how we work together as a team to serve each other for the betterment of all.

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How Long Does Purging Take?

Posted on June 7, 2019May 25, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

I was asked recently: “How long does the purging period take for one’s pre-spiritual life (ridding of toxic friends, unhealthy lifestyle habits, behaviors that no longer resonate with you?”

I can’t really say how long this might take as it is unique to each individual and all situations. It may seem like there is a before and after to our becoming spiritual, but in reality, all life is spiritual and there is no before and after time. For myself, once I get the clear message that change needs to happen in my life, I try and make the changes as quickly and as gracefully as I can, for all the involved parties. My energy always wants to move quickly into what is next for me.

The purging processes is an ongoing process which lasts for the whole of our life. There will always be people who enter our lives, who we will eventually need to let go of for various reasons. We need to keep growing after we received the lesson or fulfilled the karma for why that person was in our life. Along the way, we will always be making lifestyle changes, which supports new growth. After learning to make better choices and to be more discerning as to who and what we let into our lives, the purging can become more refined.

Purging is a sacred, necessary process for us to fully move into the next vibration waiting for us. If we can bless the beings and things and the parts of our self we are letting go of and be kind about it, it is best. We must be responsible for our choices. Purging with consciousness helps us to be more mindful of being a student of the Earth School and to realize every part of existence is designed for our growth and the growth of others. The more we let into our life, the more we will be held responsible for the caring and the letting go of when we or they need to move on. Purging is a lesson in living in balance as well as a lesson in non-attachment and taking responsibility for all of our actions at all levels.

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How Awakening Changes Our Life

Posted on May 10, 2019May 25, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

One’s life does change after a spiritual awakening. Each time one has a spiritual awakening their life changes. The perceptions we once had of reality no longer fit. All levels of awakening are different, so all levels of perceptions of reality will be different. But what ultimately happens is the dream which makes this third-dimensional existence seem real falls away. One sees the dream and knows it is only temporary and not reality. One understands the Oneness of the essence. One’s desires and attachments become diminished bringing peace and tranquility to our being. One looks away from finding any real security from the third dimension, but rather looks to their soul and higher self for their security.

The Hindu tradition has described the spiritual path of learning to become like the lotus flower which rises above the murky waters instead of living in the murky water. After awakenings take place, our being begins to live above the murky water of life. We become elevated from the mundane concerns of existence. We still have the mundane in our life but we are not as focused on it as we once were. We have gained broader perceptions of the whole of life. With this new knowledge comes new responsibilities to the knowledge. We are required to be of service to others in different ways.

There will be many changes to our being the deeper we go into awakening. Much of our strong personality will fall away. Many people will shun us as their being feels threatened by the level of our light. They may attack us in subtle and not so subtle ways. Many of us, on the awakening path, have gone or will go through the stripping–away process. which diminishes the ego. We might find ourselves without others around us who understand what is going on for us. The process of awakening for us can be challenging for the other beings around us.

There is a level of spiritual understanding which believes, we as human beings, manifest what is around us, rather than life being a very complicated, intricate system designed for us to awaken from the dream. Because of their ideas around manifestation, these souls, often judge the more advanced souls, whose life is being stripped away, as “less-than” for not being able to control their destiny and make things happen for themselves. When souls awaken beyond the stage of life being about manifestation, they begin to see life is not about controlling and fulfilling our desires, but rather about waking up from the long dark sleep we as humans find ourselves in.

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Endless Levels to Enlightenment

Posted on April 18, 2019May 25, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

I was recently asked “If there are endless levels to ‘Enlightenment’ what should we be calling the simple realization and acceptance that ‘All is Self’?”

In the past, I have read many enlightened being’s teachings and found altogether they grandly illustrate the varying levels of awakening or enlightenment. Why are there infinite levels of enlightenment? It is because creation exists in infinite dimensions within dimensions, within infinite universes. There is no end!

Our understanding of reality is tied to the dimension our consciousness exists in on the other side. We as humans can only be conscious/awake or enlightened to the dimension which our higher self (spirit self) has evolved into while in the higher dimensions. The chakras of our bodies are tied to all the earth’s dimensions.

The earth is a school of limited dimensions. While here on earth, one’s consciousness or awakening cannot exceed the 13th dimension. Not everyone will graduate from this Earth School in her highest dimensions. When some beings leave here they will go on to other planetary systems (schools) which have higher vibrations than what is available to the Earth.

For others to understand the whole of this answer, their being would need to have evolved into a dimensional understanding which is allowing of this knowledge. It is not the human self which evolves really, but rather, the higher self, spirit-self in the higher dimensions. Having this understanding is another level of enlightenment.

The level of enlightenment which has the understanding that “All is Self” would be the primary understanding of an awakened or enlightened being. One must understand, there are also levels of understanding within this primary understanding of Self. This is yet again, another example of infinite levels of enlightenment or understanding. There will never be a “one-shoe-fits-all” regarding consciousness. And admittedly, some enlightened experiences make it seem like there is the final understanding, until of course, another new level is realized.

While in this human body, we will never be able to identify or name the levels of consciousness, because levels of consciousness are relative. It is impossible to have a standard definition. The confusion around the topic helps with the learning and growing of our being at this 3rd-dimensional level.

I often use the word awakened and levels of awakening instead of the word enlightenment, as it seems to fit and it takes away the authority of the notion of enlightenment from old traditional, teachings, which many have outgrown. Sometimes I use words together like awakening/enlightenment to cover my basis when writing on the topic. In the end we are using limited words of the third dimension to explain something which is indeed happening beyond the realm of the intellects understanding.

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Trouble Standing Up for Themselves

Posted on April 18, 2019May 25, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

I was recently asked, “Why do spiritual people generally struggle with being assertive or standing up for themselves?”

This might happen for several reasons. Spiritual people are more consciously aware than non-spirituals, of the consequences of their actions, so they want to be ultra careful not to do anything energetically to create harm or karma and so they will bend over backward to be accommodating. They have spent lifetimes developing their compassion and empathy towards others and are more forgiving which allows them to take more abuse hurled towards them. And finally, because they are aware of karma they may be aware when abuse is aimed at them it might be karmic payback from a past life and maybe they feel they deserve it.

All in all, spiritual beings are learning and growing and willing to go through experiences and treading gently, testing the waters until they become stronger in their being and can stand strong against being ill-treated and can do what is called for in that moment. When they stand in their internal strength, they don’t care what others may think of them, and only want to do what their guidance is asking for.

It behooves us not to judge others for we do not know the cosmic back story of karma and lessons with others. Lives and lessons are complex and there is never a one way fits all approach for any of us. Usually, we are just doing the best we can with what we have to work with. With this in mind, enjoy the journey and keep on treading softly till you are able to stand firm in your power of Self.

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Mass Awakening?

Posted on January 15, 2019May 25, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

I was recently asked If there is one collective mind, then why doesn’t awakening of one lead to the awakening of all?

All will eventually awaken, but the One of us All, has its own timing of how and when this happens for each of us. All of our souls were not birthed into manifestation from the One at the same time, so why should they all awaken at the same time? This would defeat the journey of self-discovery. If it all happened at the same time it would take away from the cosmic adventure of becoming an individual, which is the whole point of splitting the soul in the first place.

In terms of the coming collective shift and the new earth, as this is happening approaches, more beings are having awakening experiences every day and our awakening does help others to awaken, but there will never be a time when we are all awakened at the same level.

Understanding there are unlimited universes all happening at the same time on an infinite spectrum of light gives the notion of a collective mind a different meaning. The collective part is we are all from the same soul but have come out of the One at different points of the collective soul’s journey and this is where the term old soul and young soul came from. There is a lot of misinformation about what this reality and creation are and unraveling and understanding the truth is part of the journey.

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Consciousness Is Infinite

Posted on December 12, 2018May 25, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

I was recently asked: is detachment the root cause from which conscience and soul are formed?

We can only theorize at whatever level we understand or perceive creation and I hope my answer will give reality true justice.

From my current perception, I understand that creation, which is comprised of an infinite universe has no beginning and no end. It just is.

Creation is a paradox, as it is always beginning and it always ending. It is similar to the ancient Greek symbol of the Ouroboros: the snake eating its tail, which means infinity or wholeness. So there is no root cause for the soul and conscience or consciousness (higher self) to be formed as they have always existed. One is purer than the other.

I perceive that creation has always had the desire or push to expand and to know itself. We are ourselves are a microcosm of the whole. Within each of us is the desire to grow and to understand who we are…. What is our origin? Your question is a good example of this. Creation is a spectrum of light. There will always be consciousness which is lighter than our own and there will always be consciousness which is darker than our own.

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My Awakening

Posted on October 16, 2018May 25, 2020 by Sheilan ~ Infinite Living

I have experienced many stages of awakening all throughout my adult life.

My first awakening happened in my early twenties, in 1974, after sincerely telling the universe I wanted to know more. This started me on my spiritual path. I progressed on my path pretty normally up until the last 20 years when life became very intense and hard. The deepest shifts in my spiritual awakenings were during this time precipitated from illnesses, hardships, and tragedies. These were the methods my soul/Higher self chose for me to go through to ascend and to strip away my ego. It is absolutely true what doesn’t kill us will make us stronger.

The very short version of my awakening story is: I have a virus in my body which made it difficult for me to work normally to earn a living because I don’t have enough energy. This forced me into surrendering into a new lifestyle that gave me more time to ponder reality then what most people are able to do. And because of the virus and not being able to work, there was a lengthy period in my life when I was close to becoming homeless. And during this time of devastating hardship, my longtime soul mate suddenly became ill and died. After his death and over the months that followed, I completely let go of everything in the material world I had been holding on to.

This was all happening during the first stage of the crisis in the Middle East when so many beings were going through intense hardships. This made what i was going through seem like peanuts. This gave me an important perspective and I became grateful for the smallest things in my life. Also during this time, I pushed the envelope to develop a deep relationship with my higher self and to ask really deep questions about reality. It was an ultra-intense time for me to study and gain higher Knowledge. I had a deep thirst to know the things others would say “there is no way to know such things while in the human form”. No one had the undistorted information which I wanted to know, so it was up to me to find out for myself and so I did. This raised my vibration even more.

Since my ascension and awakening into the highest of dimensions, I have been given a secure place to live and a small inheritance and live a simple peaceful life. I am very grateful indeed.