The Lone Warrior

There have always been beings on this Earth who want to enslave other beings. The founders of this country fought these being and created a free nation. Our founders, put in place governing laws, to keep America free. Over time, via these beings, corruption has eaten away at our freedoms. Now we are in a spiritual battle, to save this country and the world, from being enslaved by the forces of dark

The truth is, as lightworkers, we agreed to participate in this battle. We incarnated at this time to participate in the crescendo of the battle. We knew this was coming, and we agreed to the lessons it would bring ourselves and humanity. The dark is part of the light, albeit in the lower part of the spectrum of light. No matter where we are in the spectrum of light, we will always be One.

This war will soon be over, and then we can rest and rejoice in the New Earth, which we as warriors of light, will have helped to bring forward by our efforts, with our sincere desire to know what is true at every dimensional level. When the New Earth is fully underway, the creepy, dark part of the One will be off-grid and will remain out of the story for a few thousand years.

The beginning time of the New Earth will be a time of celebration and joy and freedom until the dark is allowed back in the story. After the dark is allowed back into the story of the New Earth, we will once again face any of our unfinished lessons dealing with enslavement/freedom. After all the lessons are finished from this Earth School, we will graduate and return back to our group souls. We will have long vacations of rest, while we decide which planetary school or which service mission we shall attend or participate in next for the next adventure…. forever onward and upward in growth and light!

Love and peace your way, to all the lone warriors fighting for freedom… Happy Independence Day!

A beautiful score for the background of our last days.

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The Lesson of Enslavement VS Freedom

Earth is a school for beings who come from all over the universe. Part of the school’s curriculum is to learn about slavery in all its many forms. Reptilian beings from the star-system Draco also attend this Earth School. This group of beings is very slow to grow and evolve, but eventually, they get with the program. These beings love to participate in the slavery lessons as they naturally want to enslave others. It is part of the makeup of their being. So they grow slowly out of this deep-seated urge and into the light. Because they urge enslave others, they make excellent teachers for the beings at this school who want to learn about freedom.

The slavery/freedom lessons are always happening in the teaching field in one form or another. Over the years, it has built up to now. In this final hour, they have declared war on the rest of us. The Reptilians who have incarnated into humans all over the world are now openly going after humanity. In these modern times, they have been able to come together and organize themselves (the One World Organization, Globalists, Illuminati, and the Deep State). They are attempting to kill off and enslave humanity, and this is not a conspiracy. The proof is all around us. Research it for yourself.

Their last attack was the COVID-19 virus, which killed many. Now the globalists want everyone to get a vaccine, which will also kill and hurt many. They have many plans for the future of humanity. The recognition of what is taking place is creating awakenings inside those of us who have opened ourselves to know the truth beyond our fear and political biases. These awakenings are the result of us passing the final tests of these end times.

Are you going to pass all the levels of the test during this final chapter of the lesson? Are you going to proclaim yourself above taking sides, while everyone else fights for your freedom and some die? A similar lesson in the past happened when the Nazi’s began their march to kill off who they regarded as less pure. At that time, many were reluctant to get involved, and many were in disbelief it was happening. Do you think these beings passed or flunked the test at that time? What are you going to do?

Educate yourself and try, where there is openness, to educate others. I love you, let’s evolve to the New Earth and be done with this old cycle… it’s your choice thou.

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Time of Tribulations

Protests turned to riots. Antifa attacks Christian street preacher in Seattle, WA

In case you haven’t noticed, we are at war with the dark energies on the Earth. Our movie right now on the teaching field is this. This war needs to be seen by us and taken seriously. As spiritual people, we can’t hide behind that is 3-D reality, and I am focusing on 5-D. If this is our thinking or mindset, we are going to fail the test, which is taking place for all of humanity right now. All the dimensions that your consciousness has dominion of need integration. The Light is telling us to LOOK and SEE what is happening and then listen to what we must do next.

For the Light to win this battle, we need to stay light-hearted and pay attention and lift each other up. New like-minded groups are forming of people who SEE together and support each other. You might be surprised where your higher self pulls you. Trust your higher self.

The answer is to SEE and help others SEE, and this will raise our vibration. Elevating ourselves to become lighter, will stop the dark beings on the planet who are determined to control and kill off the rest of us. These beings will not stop until they achieve their goal of mass genocide.  If you don’t know what I am speaking of, look closer at the pandemic, 5-G, supported riots and the forced vaccines over the years. When Hitler was first taking control of Europe, it was very difficult for people to grasp what was taking place because it was so dark. We are in a similar situation.

In this Earth School, the Earth uses these dark beings as a teaching force, so yes there is a spiritual understanding for it all, but we still need to act and participate and do our part, and not get lost. Lightworkers are being called to stand up and SEE and listen to guidance for what is next. If we just sit back and watch, we will fail the test. This is the time of Tribulation.

We live in a collective dream. If we want the dream to change, we need to awaken the dreamer. You need to SEE what is going on in this dream clearly to awaken fully in all the dimensions available to you. Have courage. Don’t be afraid of what others think of you. Do your own research and find your own answers, and don’t expect to find Truth on mainstream media, and know why this is.

I am sorry if my message seems redundant. This is the energy of the times. Practice light-heartedness and kindness and love, and don’t be bullied… stand up. Love to you all.

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The Ultimate Battle

The time we are in is no-different than Nazi Germany when the Nazis began their campaign of taking over other countries and killing Jewish people. The dark energies in the collective dream, have waged a war on the rest of us, when they released the COVID-19 virus on the world. We (the whole world) are being asked to pick a side. Choosing our team is the final test of this collective dream. We need to be willing to see what is going on. If we are not ready to see and or pick a side, by default, we have decided to support the Globalists, Nazis, or the dark energy of the collective dream.

No matter how spiritual you are no-one is exempt. There is no middle of the road or watch from the sideline on this issue. We need to own our decision. All of this, is what I understand to be transpiring right now. Yes, this doesn’t mean you need to get involved by being on the frontline of the battle. It merely means you have to choose a team where you stand. Choosing a side and owning it is an involvement; after this, you might be guided as to what to do or not. You have a body, so you have to play in the game.

We all need to do our research on the matters at hand. Find out about the lies around COVID 19. Find out why 5-G is controversial and is difficult to stop. Why are some of us concerned about vaccines and 5-G together? Many of us have found when opening up to know more and researching,  our higher self guides us to the information they want us to know. It quickly becomes apparent what is going on. There are many levels of understanding around the dark and light of this collective dream to process. We need to stop listening to mainstream propaganda on the matter. Instead, we should listen to alternative voices and sources. And we need to listen to our intuition and guidance.

The dark can will be defeated if we stand together. Standing together is what will bring the needed shift in consciousness forward. The great awakening is upon us. We will ultimately bring ourselves into a new, higher dimensional, collective dream, but we need to stand up first. Don’t miss this opportunity to advance yourself. Let go of your politics and be guided by that which is beyond political agendas.

Take care, stay light-hearted, stand against bullying.

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We Have Been Lied To

Earth is a school and our soul and spirit-being incarnate into a body so that they can participate in the collective dream. There are four stages to awakening from the collective dream.

The first stage out of the dream is to awaken to realize you have been lied to. One of the biggest lies perpetrated right now is this pandemic. The light, however, is using the pandemic as an awakening force.  Many people are seeing they have been lied to about who created the virus and where it came from and why.

The Earth uses dark beings to grow beings into lighter beings. Like in the movies, These dark beings are always looking for ways to create havoc and harm others. However, they are also catalysts to awaken the masses.

there is a fight right now for our freedom, health, and truth in the collective dream. It is time for people to take back the power which the darker forces have taken away from us. There is proof now, behind this pandemic and the vaccines being offered for the solution. Much disease and unhappiness have been inflicted on mankind, all over the world by these dark beings.

I urge you to watch and listen below, to the interviews with the whistleblower, Judy Mikovits, who worked with Dr. Fauci and has proof of his ill intentions. Share this information with others, so mankind can break free. Do not get any vaccines for the virus, as tainted vaccines are at the root of the lie of this pandemic.

New! This is a shorter video interview (26 min) with new info: https://d.tube/#!/v/veritas11/QmYG5y53VFjjHP2t5ZqkH8xoYSMyHwbA1pSHyX3fFt6gw7

Thomas Paine Podcast link: https://radiopublic.com/thomas-paine-podcast-6r0lY4/s1!dd196   This is a long interview, but worth listening to. I gave out this link in my last post.

Bill Gates’ Plan to Vaccinate the World – this video came out today on the Corrbett Report channel: https://youtu.be/o7A_cMpKm6w

The light always wins and there is nothing to fear.

Peace and light,

Sheilan

 

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This Is Serious Information

The Light Always Wins

We are at the final hours of the old dream now, and ready to shift into a lighter, brighter dream. All the dirty-deeds and corruptions are coming to light and available for all to know. Thou, not everyone will believe and is ready to see the truth. Seeing the sinister plot happening in this dream, is the first stage of awakening.

About a week ago, I started digging into conspiracy information because the COVID-19 virus wasn’t making sense to me anymore, and I wanted to see what others were saying. I went down the rabbit hole, digging around, and I was led to some information that comes right from the horse’s mouth. This information is shocking!

A whistleblower on a podcast interview, reveals the darker sinister plot behind vaccines and COVID-19, HIV, CFS, and many other diseases the world has been dealing with. I never thought it was possible to know this information, but here it is. My mind is blown, and I now need to share the information with those who will listen. The world needs to know what has been going on.

The interview is long, but I urge you to take your time and listen to the whole thing. Mike, the interviewer, is a little long-winded in the beginning before the interview begins. This is one of the most earth-shattering things I have ever listened to. It all comes together in the final hour of the podcast. The scope of illness and hardship the world has had to endure because of these monsters is unreal… the mind can’t take it in.

Dr. Judy Mikovits, who is being interviewed, has the proof because she was there and is part of the story. Please listen and pass the information and link on. She also wrote a book, Plague of Corruption: Restoring Faith in the Promise of Science, just out on Amazon.

Thomas Paine Podcast link: https://radiopublic.com/thomas-paine-podcast-6r0lY4/s1!dd196   This is a long interview…

This is a shorter video interview (26 min): https://d.tube/#!/v/veritas11/QmYG5y53VFjjHP2t5ZqkH8xoYSMyHwbA1pSHyX3fFt6gw7

The Light always wins because, in the Big Story, the Light is all there is. We are seeing the end of the plot now.

Peace and Light,

Sheilan

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Staying Positive

I was recently asked this question: “What is positive energy? Can you see it? If so, what sort of instrument or device can you use to see it?

Everything is part of the same energy. I cannot give you a scientific understanding. However, since you asked, I will share my metaphysical understanding. Once energy becomes encapsulated into a material form, that energy becomes part of the material reality and exists within a spectrum of light. When looking at the spectrum range, no matter where we look, there will be lighter, positive energies and there will always be energies that are darker and more negative. The spectrum of light is relative to where one is standing within the spectrum and viewing the range.

The lighter and darker energies expressing themselves in human beings will take on either lighter/positive or darker/negative demeanors. More luminous being’s demeanor will be more positive, (having more positive qualities), than beings whose energy is darker in their light energy. The term “positive energy” refers to the lightness of one’s being, which reflects the demeanor of our being.

Every being is an energy instrument, and the more we are tuned into the source of our instrument, the more we can feel and see the difference between the positive and negative energy of other beings. In positive energy, things grow and are nurtured and fed. It feels good. In negative energy, things wither and eventually die, because the energy feels bad. Again, it is relative to where one is standing within the spectrum, doing the viewing, and feeling of energy.

During this time of confusion and uncertainty, it is essential to focus on the lighter side of the spectrum and stay in positive energy for everyone. Peace and Light be with you and keep each other safe.

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An Awakened Attitude

Recently someone asked me this question about awakening. “When one awakens, is there still a subtle self with directional awareness?” Find my answer below.

I will attempt to answer your question thou not entirely sure by what you mean by directional awareness, and since it has been quite a while now since my consciousness has been awake, I only sort of remember what it was like previously. The best time to compare the differences would be soon after the shift in awareness has taken place, and before the new consciousness has had a chance to become the new normal.

We each have our own journey to fulfill, and there is no measurement to awareness. One being’s awakeness is another being’s sleep. Awake is just as the word describes, “awake and aware and paying attention.” The personality is still there, but it has taken a back seat. The attachments of the personality become less to non-existent, and this allows our being to be moved by the direction of our soul/higher self instead of ego’s desires or confusion. There are still preferences and opinions, but the attachment around these things has become much diminished. When something comes from our higher guidance, we will preserver in this direction. We become more self-contained and quiet in our being when we are awake. For many, this would seem a dull existence.

What most likely, is the attitude of an awakened being, with all the chaos on the planet right now? Most of us are being encouraged by our higher selves not to become fearful and to know that our fate is in the hands of our higher self, and all is in divine order. Perhaps it is time to stop watching/reading distorted news programs or anything else which spreads fear. It is a time to keep our heads down and take care of our precious bodies and keep our homes a sacred retreat. We must stay calm and centered, so we can hear the direction or guidance given to us from our higher selves. Finding and living in the higher realities of the higher dimensions is what will support the coming shift and keep us strong and intune. It is a time for us to stay focused on the light and beauty of existence. Be happy!

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Dark Night of the Soul

I have several posts on this topic because even thou our awakening comes from it, it is such a horrific, hard cycle in our life to go through. Not all beings have gone or will go through this kind of cycle. Right now, in our civilization, before a shift in consciousness happens, it is a naturally ripe time for anyone of us to go through a dark night of the soul cycle.  And together, collectively we are going through such a cycle.

The Dark Night of the Soul (dnots) is a term that has been used throughout the ages to indicate a period of spiritual crisis in one’s life. During a dnofts period, our life becomes a shell from what it was prior. People and things get stripped from us in various ways. Dnots is a period of deep pain and transformation. Dnots is a type of event, which, “if it doesn’t kill us, it will make us stronger,” because the transformation takes place at deep and profound levels. Joseph Campbell wrote the dnots is a pivotal part of the hero’s journey for the hero to consciously awaken from the societal stupor they were born into.

“The dark night of the soul comes just before revelation. When everything is lost, and all seems darkness, then comes the new life and all that is needed.” ~ Joseph Campbell

The dark night of the soul experience is something we in the higher dimension (our higher self or spirit self) designed for our human self to go through. The descent into dnots can be a lonely time, as many around us aren’t aware of what dnots is and why it is happening to us. It can be a scary and threatening process for others to observe. If people believe they have the power to manifest their desires and control their lives, the dark night of the soul process will shred this belief and enlighten them as to who and what is the actual control of their lives.

The descent into darkness takes about three years. and then the ascent out of the night and into the light takes a couple of years. In my sixty-eight years of being a human, I have completed four dnots cycles to awaken consciously at the level I am. To go through this many cycles is very rare. In my fifties and early sixties, I went through two dnots periods close together. By 2014, I began to rise out of ashes of my final dnots and into a new life and consciousness. Who I was before and who I became after, is undeniable. The transformation was complete and amazing. Thou at the time, it wasn’t much fun or inspiring during the time spent in the darkness. I feared my life might stay in the descent portion of the journey.

Collectively, the Earth is in the descent process of a dark night of the soul. Because of the nature of our dream-like reality, he Earth’s ascent will only be noticed by those of us conscious enough to be aware that the event has taken place, and a shift in consciousness has occurred. During the shift into the New Earth, the third dimension of reality will shift to become a sixth-dimensional reality. We had long passed the time when the shift was to move us into the fifth dimension.

Until we can shift into the higher frequency, the reality in this third-dimensional teaching field will continue to be challenging, and a bit crazy, so hold on and pay attention. We are very close now to the shift event happening. I have been tracking the shift into our ascension since 1997. There is no precise date for this event. It is up to the Earth to decide when we are ready to leave the descent portion of the cycle.

During this time, our job as lightworkers is to stay safe and to stay focused. It is time for us to help others who are having difficulties. These times can be confusing, challenging, and scary for those of us who don’t have a spiritual understanding of what we are all collectively going through. One day soon, we will awake from our sleep and get up from our bed, and all will have been transformed into a kinder, gentler world. And it will feel and seem like the world has always been this way.

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Infinite Enlightenment

Recently, someone asked me “What does “infinite enlightenment” mean to you?”

As I began to answer this question, I realized this was a very insightful question. Find my reply to the request below.

Infinite Enlightenment is the paradoxical goal of our higher self. It is what we innately aspire towards. However, the very nature of infinity makes it unattainable. We will never reach our goal. And regardless of the unattainable goal, the journey happens anyway!

The term Infinite Enlightenment reflects who we are in a nutshell. We are infinite beings who will infinitely work towards knowing or becoming enlightened to our own infinity. We are fractals of light, which have no ending or beginning and so our understanding of Self can never be entirely realized. There will always be more for us to evolve into.

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What Is Real?

What is real? What does real mean? The basis for all spiritual growth is to know what is real. Once we KNOW what is real, everything else will begin to make sense and fall into place. Is this 3-D life, which our soul incarnated into real? What part of this life is real or not real? Is our higher self real? Is our soul real?

These are the questions we must answer for ourselves to grow and evolve on our spiritual path. The answers to these questions are the basis for our peace and joy. When these questions get answered, like dominos, our other questions will begin to get answered and our understanding will grow.

No one else can answer this question for us. Others can point to the answer, but it will not help us until we know and discover the answer for ourselves. We are the key to the answer and we should look inward, inside our own being for our being, to “lighten” ourselves with True Understanding.

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Rising Above the Difficulties

I was recently asked: “What was the difficult life experience you had, which propelled your spiritual journey most?”

Here is the short story of the answer to this question. My most profound awakening came about ten years ago after the sudden death of my beloved, long-term partner. Between the disease which quickly, ravished him, and the drama taking place around him with his family, I started to have panic attacks. It was a time of confusing happenings, and my emotions and PTSD from the previous stress in my life were out of control. How could he leave me alone in this crappy world? What was I going to do without him?

The only thing I could do was to let go of everything. I deeply surrendered everything, all my attachments, both mentally and physically. I also let go of seventy percent of my belongings and moved away to where I wouldn’t be continuously reminded of our relationship and the pain of losing him and what I went through. Moving away also meant I wouldn’t have interaction anymore with his toxic family.

Not long after my move, I could see the effect my deep surrender had on my consciousness. A whole new level of perceiving reality opened for me. Since then, I have continued the practice surrendering and letting go of any mental and physical attachments when they arise. And because of this, my life continues to be transformed.

This life is a school, and hardships are purposefully designed for us to go through, and then we must rise above the difficulty and shine like the light which we are. This is how we the human, provide growth to our higher self and soul. I am sure the hardships I shared, also helped me to burn away old karma, which kept my soul bound to Earth. If we can trust that there is deeper reasoning for the difficulties we experience on our path, it will help with letting go of the pain of attachment.

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Matrix Reality? Real Or Fake?

Recently I was asked: “Is it possible for a person to live in a shack and feel happiness or inner joy? If so, then what does this mean for our societies? Is everything fake and artificial in our world? Are we living in a matrix reality that we have created? What is real?”

There are many levels of answers to your question. Spirit or soul energy is the only thing (or non-thing) that is “Real.” Out of all that we see touch, or whatever is considered to have substance is ultimately not real. Nature contains the most spirit or soul energy, and so it is the closest of all of us in 3-D to being Real. The more evolved a higher self is, the more real they are becoming.

I am thankful for that which is real. We are One in realness”

Our soul and spirit exist beyond the material world, and we can consciously connect with our more real selves and experience deep joy and bliss, regardless of where our human self might be. The thing you call the matrix is a multi-dimensional school designed and run by the Earth to evolve our spirit or higher selves in the higher dimensions. The lower, denser dimensions of the school are less real than the higher dimensions of the school.  The higher dimensions have fewer distortions and are filled with the purer spirit.

The teaching field, where we the human avatars are, is about to get a reboot. The semester of our current classroom is coming to an end soon. This is why the lessons have become more intense. After the reboot, the new Earth will happen in dimensions that will seem more real than the current dimensions we are living in.

A new, bright, and shiny semester will start soon, and it will be harmonious for a long time. Some religions call this period on Earth “the Golden Age” or “Heaven on Earth” or “Age of Aquarius.” The peaceful time on Earth will last for a few thousand years, and then the regular teachings of struggle and strife will return on the teaching field.

The more evolved our higher selves become, the more aware, we the humans, are of our spiritual nature. And the more evolved we become, our growth will become less painful. When our spirit or higher self has learned what we came here to learn, we can move on from incarnating onto the teaching field, and we can graduate from this Earth school.

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Attacks and Psychic Attachments

Recently I was asked this question: “What is entity removal? And what is it when the soul of a deceased person attaches to a living person?”

If the deceased is someone you know, there may be a soul agreement between your higher self or spirit self and their spirit self. The agreement might be that you help them to go into the light, or help them complete something so they can go into the light and the higher dimensions, and out of the 4th-dimensional realm where they are stuck. We can do this while in a meditative state and visualizing an opening or portal into the 5th dimension and instructing them to go into the opening. Work with your own angel and their angel.

If it is a genuine attachment and not something agreed upon by our higher selves, then yes, the being needs to release itself because it is trespassing. There are universal laws against this kind of intrusion, and most beings will release from us when we tell them they are trespassing, and we don’t want them attached to our person or space, and they need to leave.

If we are dealing with a very dark entity, this can sometimes take a few days of being adamant they leave and asking for help by calling upon our angelic protectors. If we keep at it, stay calm and surround ourselves with light and humor, they will eventually give up, release and leave. I have also found using salt crystals visualizations to be a strong repellant to pesky entities who don’t want to detach. I surround my body with salt in my visualizations, and often the entities will repel. Often when new growth of our being happens, gaps in our aura can occur that we have yet to fill, and this is where we can be susceptible to 4th-dimensional attachments with dark entities. When entities attach to my aura, I feel dizzy, and sort of like I am coming down with something.

In the 3rd and 4th dimensions, dark energies will attack lighter energies. What most people have yet to realize is, the brighter a being is, the more attacks they will need to deal with from others who are less bright. They become beacons and targets for other beings who have envy issues. Darker energies will go after the lighter energy when, the more luminous energy might be vulnerable in some way. With 3rd dimensional attacks, these attacks are often done in secret and disguised to look like something else. Often the person doing the attacking doesn’t have full awareness of their envy or hatred towards others and ultimately themselves. When these attacks come from beings we are close with, we will need to distance ourselves from these individuals because their envy and attacks will most likely continue.

Dealing with attachments and attacks is all part of our Earth schooling. I always ask for protection from my angel when leaving the house and when I go to bed. This doesn’t eliminate all the attacks, but it does help. I hope this information is useful. Stay strong!

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Enlightenment and Emotions

Recently, I was asked if enlightenment meant the loss of all emotions and why?

Yes and no, and here is why. Some emotions no longer happen because they are ego driven and no longer necessary, while other emotions continue because they are authentic. It happens this way because the grip of the ego on our being has lessened, and the ego’s emotions no longer run havoc in one’s life.

After enlightenment has transpired, our being becomes or feels more balanced, with not so many up and downs as before enlightenment had happened. And part of what brings about our enlightened state is doing the work of healing the past-life emotional wounds from our auric field.

Enlightenment doesn’t come all at once, as it is an ongoing process. One gets used to the emotions becoming more balanced, and it becomes the new normal until it is difficult to remember what was life before enlightenment. Enlightenment is more ordinary than what is imagined by most people. Most enlightened people go unnoticed, and they are only known in our society because it is their life lesson or path to be well known.

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Being Aware of Being Aware

 Recently, someone asked me if ‘being aware of being aware’ is the only spiritual practice we need to focus on?

Yes, at a particular stage, it pretty much all comes down to this. The path becomes pretty simple and basic. It becomes a practice of ‘nonattachment’ from our desires. When we become aware of an attachment, we adjust to becoming nonattached. We pay attention when we need to change in some way to keep our self clean from any thought-forms which might snag or imprison us.

There might be times when an emotional issue or past wound will come to the surface, and we will be called to self examine or heal another layer from the past. After the issues are seen and worked on, we continue to be in awareness until there is something else to address. As we go, the emotional issues and wounds become less and less, and we become more joyful and free from incumbrances.

Because we have become freer, we might be given more knowledge into the workings of the universe. If so, we should humbly, take in the information, and work with it to expand our understanding while we stay in awareness. And at some point, staying in awareness will become second nature or who we are, and we won’t need to practice, to practice it anymore.

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Dark Night Of The Soul #2

I was asked recently, once again, to speak about the coming shift and the collective dark night of the soul, and where we can look for support while we are personally in the process.

The dark night of the soul teaches us what doesn’t kill us will make us stronger. It is a time in which we start to realize we are not in control of our lives like we thought we were. It is possible during such a cycle, we might not have people around us who have had such an experience and can support and understand our process. Your higher self will send people or a person to you for your support if this is something you require.

Usually, at this time on our path, we are our own best company to keep. We know what adjustments need to happen within ourselves during this time and what issues need pondering, and we don’t need to be distracted from our work. As everything gets stripped away from us, we might feel like dying. It can also be a time of mourning for the death or diminishing of our ego-self, which will make room for the new us to emerge when we are ready.

Many around us, who do not understand what is happening to us, might feel uncomfortable about what is taking place. If you need others for support in the process, I would seek out spiritual people who are sincere and wise, and perhaps have gone through such a thing already.

Collectively, we are in a holding period at the moment, which makes it challenging to move forward, and it’s exhausting. There are astrological reasons for this, and also because of the larger cycle of the coming shift. During this time, our job as a lightworker, is to keep focused on our goals, even thou there seems to be no movement happening. It helps when we understand we are in a holding pattern and not to get frustrated or lose our hope when the motion is so slow. I have witnessed these holding patterns a few times before, as they are connected to possible windows for the shift to happen and for us to awaken into a new, higher-dimensional dream.

During similar times in the past, I witnessed the Earth deciding not to go forward with the shift, but to wait. She chose to delay the completion of this old dream for a few more years. The delay allows for more extreme lessons on the current 3-D teaching field. It also enabled lightworkers to ascend higher than the 5th Dimension, which was the initially planned density of the beginning of the new dream. Many don’t realize the delays from 26 years ago, evolved the lightworkers, beyond the density of the 5th dimension for the new dream. We have been at the precipice of the shift for 26 years now, and I have been watching the delays since then. This is also when I went through my third dark night of the soul, personally. During this time, memories arose of pervious dreams and shifts my being was involved in.

At this time, it appears the beginning of the new dream will happen in the 6th to 9th dimensions or densities. The veils between the teaching field and the other side will be very thin. Right now, thou, this current window feels different from the other windows we passed, by, so we shall see what happens with this window. All we can do is ride the wave and watch. None of us are alone or without challenges now. It helps to remember everything is alright, ultimately, and we are being guided and cared for through this very significant time.

Be gentle on yourself and others, and one day we will wake up in a very advanced, futuristic, peaceful world as the new teaching field.

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Dark Night of The Soul

I was asked to speak about the “dark night of the soul” and my personal experience of it. Below is what I said:

As a lightworker, to do and be what I was designed for in this incarnation, I needed my attachments and limiting beliefs to be stripped away. In our life, this is precisely what the dark night of the soul does. Throughout my life, I have been through many dark nights of the soul. Transformation is indeed painful, but necessary if we are to grow into a butterfly.

Through this transformational process, I learned the importance of letting go so that I can live my life now practicing continual letting go. It is surprising how easy it is to forget to let go and why it is an ongoing practice. After experiencing so many dark nights of the soul, the ego becomes diminished enough that we realize we can live in perpetual transformation, by using the dynamics of unattachment and acceptance. It is much more enjoyable to accept what needs to be accepted rather than to stay in resistance against something.

Collectively, the Earth is in the process and going through a type of dark night of the soul, and will come out the other side into a new dream or teaching field, which will be less dense. Until we make the shift into the higher frequency, the reality we are in now on the teaching field, will continue to be challenging and a bit crazy. We are very close to this event taking place now… literally it could happen any day now.

Peace to all of you and hold on tight. The ride will be over soon, and it will be worth all the hardships. 🙂

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A Need for Struggle and Strife

I was recently asked this question: “Is it more often than not struggle and strife which makes people spiritual?”

Pain is a great motivator, and yes, because of this growth is painful. We are naturally spiritual beings. Earth is a school for beings to learn and grow and evolve. Part of the curriculum of the school is for us to grow through tough lessons, aided by a system that some call karma.

Karma is a learning system whereby we are held accountable for all our actions. Our spirit self needs to heal the parts of ourself, which are damaged and to balance our self with all other energies.

The more evolved we become, the more aware we are of our spiritual nature. And the more evolved we become, growing can become less painful. When our spirit or higher self has learned what we came here to learn, we can move on from incarnating into the third dimension and graduate from this Earth school.

The semester of our current classroom is coming to an end soon. This is why the lessons have become more intense. A new, bright, and shiny semester will start soon, and all will be right with the world for a time. Some religions call this period on Earth “the Golden Age” or “Heaven on Earth” or “Age of Aquarius”.  The peaceful time on Earth will last for a few thousand years, and then the regular teachings of struggle and strife will return on the teaching field.

We can mitigate the pain of growth by learning to let go and go with the flow of our life rather than resist what is happening. When we remember life in these human bodies is a school, and we are the representative for the real student who is our higher self, life seems to be less painful as we grow.

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Synchronicity and Spiritual Awakening

I was asked recently if seeing synchronicities are a proof of a spiritual awakening?

Yes, seeing synchronicity at work could be considered a degree of awakening. Also, it depends on what your definition of spiritual awakening is. Maybe we could say that seeing synchronicities might mean, we have woke up enough to be able to see the connection of everything, but we might not totally understand it yet.

There is a web to creation and to life’s happenings in the third dimension. Synchronicities are continually happening, but we might not always see them. It seems when a newly awakened person sees them, they place greater meaning on the happenings, than a person who is further along on their awakening journey. Synchronistic incidents for beings who are further along, and more awake is just sort of business as usual and how things are, and they expect to see them.

When we begin to notice synchronicities and such, that we previously weren’t aware of, it might be because we are opening up to a new dimension from what we were previously perceiving from. In the beginning, we see the differences from the old dimension to the new one very clearly. And then over time, we get accustomed to the perceptions, and everything becomes business as usual until we reach the next new dimensional understanding and perception.

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Is it Mind or Higher Self Speaking?

Higher Self by Sheilan

Recently, I was asked by someone, “how will I know if it is my mind or my higher self speaking or telling me to do something?

This requires us to dig deep and investigate, study, and practice observation of our self for a long time. Then, over time, we begin to tune into the frequency of our higher self more quickly, and we just sort of know we are dialed in. This is why meditation has become so popular because it helps us to become quiet and more aware of our higher self and our ego. Higher self’s guidance is a little more subtle than our intellect/mind. It is our intuition and gut feelings, whereas the ego’s vibration is more dense and irritating, judgmental, and attached.

It can be tricky and confusing if we are already listening to our higher self, but we doubt what the guidance is, or when we hear the voice of the ego louder because we have an attachment to what we want the outcome to be. Often, we are attached without realizing we are biased in some way, to the issue.

When I have uncertainty around something, I consciously practice non-attachment so that when I ask higher self my questions around what to do, I can feel, hear, know the answer with greater clarity. We can ask our questions as many times as we need and in many different ways until we are sure we have received the intended answer.

When we practice listening and following the voice of our higher self, we support the awakened awareness of our higher self becoming louder within our being.

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Guarding Against Self-Deception

I was recently asked, “how do we guard against self-deception while on our spiritual path?”

This is an excellent question for those of us who sincerely want to evolve in the higher dimensions and want to support our growth process and not just grow when we are challenged and forced into it.

If we stay honest with ourself and are always hungry to know more than we do, because we value our own growth over that of our ego’s opinion and how we look to others, we will do okay. We must stay open and be willing to question our own and other people’s ideas and concepts and perceptions of reality. Question everything over and over again and be prepared to trade up when we find new concepts or perceptions which seem more evolved than the thoughts we hold or have been working with.

Truth cannot be written in stone. It is valuable for us to know that all states of enlightenment are relative. The journey in consciousness awakening to itself is never-ending. Hopefully, we will outgrow our beliefs and understandings many times over during the course of our lifetime.

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Going Against Our Heart!

Recently someone asked me, “What happens spiritually when you go against your heart and deny yourself what you truly want in life?”

This is not an easy question to answer because some people think their ego desires are their hearts desires. Not everyone is aligned with the desire of their higher self. We have a lot of narcissists in our society who are cut off from their intuition and the guidance of their higher self. People are often uncertain as to what and who they follow for their guidance. This is because they lack the full understanding of their higher self and why they should choose their higher selves desires over the desires of their ego. And perhaps they don’t have the will power to align with their higher self, and in the case of narcissists, they will not have the ability.

There are only these two choices for guidance. We are either following the choice of our ego or our higher self and yes, sometimes both of these will make the same choice, which of course makes the decision easier. How can we tell the difference in our choices? If it is an important choice, we should give our self some time, if possible, to be sure of the decision. I practice feeling and hearing the answer, and then I shut off my intellect and use a pendulum to confirm the answer with my higher self. I will also ask the question in different ways to make sure of the answer I am getting. Once I feel I have the correct answer, I will follow it. This is the method I have been using for years.

We can also practice trying on the different choices and paying attention to what the alternative feels like. Some people work with the tarot cards for confirmations or the I-Ching. When we get to a stage on our path, where we recognize it is essential always to follow our higher self, this is what we do. If we do something else other than this, for whatever reason, we will be haunted by the choice and never feel good about the decision we made and not following our spirit.

All the choices we make are to teach us to learn to follow our spirit in all things… following our spirit becomes our heart’s desire and what we want above all else. I hope this answers your question.

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We Are That Which Created Us

I was asked recently to answer, “In a very simplified way, what are higher vibrations and higher consciousness, and why do we need it for our soul life purpose?” Find my succinct answer below.

Because this is who we are. We are higher vibrations and higher consciousness. Earth is a school, and we are here to learn who we are and what we are, in all our many forms and dimensions. How far can we expand into our being and raise our consciousness? We are that which created us. Our being is infinite, and this is why enlightenment is a never-ending process of becoming our True Self. This is true evolution, and what is really taking place… and everything else is a dream!

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What Happens to Ego-Mind?

I was recently asked, “What happens to the ego-mind when one transforms into their higher self?”

As we grow to become more of our higher self, our ego-mind becomes diminished. It is still present. However, our higher self overshadows it, while it exists in the background of our being. The ego-mind is no longer who and what we identify as or who we answer to. We now take all of our guidance and cues from our higher self.

When we invite our higher self into our being, we have made a declaration to our being, at some level, that this life belongs to the higher self. We have the recognition that our life is an instrument for our higher self to use… it is the higher self’s life. When we reinforce this sincere choice over and over, the power the ego has in our life is gone. This takes place over time, within stages of awareness, as we come into a broader understanding of Reality and who and what we are.

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How Long Does Purging Take?

I was asked recently: “How long does the purging period take for one’s pre-spiritual life (ridding of toxic friends, unhealthy lifestyle habits, behaviors that no longer resonate with you?”

I can’t really say how long this might take as it is unique to each individual and all situations. It may seem like there is a before and after to our becoming spiritual, but in reality, all life is spiritual and there is no before and after time. For myself, once I get the clear message that change needs to happen in my life, I try and make the changes as quickly and as gracefully as I can, for all the involved parties. My energy always wants to move quickly into what is next for me.

The purging processes is an ongoing process which lasts for the whole of our life. There will always be people who enter our lives, who we will eventually need to let go of for various reasons. We need to keep growing after we received the lesson or fulfilled the karma for why that person was in our life. Along the way, we will always be making lifestyle changes, which supports new growth. After learning to make better choices and to be more discerning as to who and what we let into our lives, the purging can become more refined.

Purging is a sacred, necessary process for us to fully move into the next vibration waiting for us. If we can bless the beings and things and the parts of our self we are letting go of and be kind about it, it is best. We must be responsible for our choices. Purging with consciousness helps us to be more mindful of being a student of the Earth School and to realize every part of existence is designed for our growth and the growth of others. The more we let into our life, the more we will be held responsible for the caring and the letting go of when we or they need to move on. Purging is a lesson in living in balance as well as a lesson in non-attachment and taking responsibility for all of our actions at all levels.

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How Awakening Changes Our Life

One’s life does change after a spiritual awakening. Each time one has a spiritual awakening their life changes. The perceptions we once had of reality no longer fit. All levels of awakening are different, so all levels of perceptions of reality will be different. But what ultimately happens is the dream which makes this third-dimensional existence seem real falls away. One sees the dream and knows it is only temporary and not reality. One understands the Oneness of the essence. One’s desires and attachments become diminished bringing peace and tranquility to our being. One looks away from finding any real security from the third dimension, but rather looks to their soul and higher self for their security.

The Hindu tradition has described the spiritual path of learning to become like the lotus flower which rises above the murky waters instead of living in the murky water. After awakenings take place, our being begins to live above the murky water of life. We become elevated from the mundane concerns of existence. We still have the mundane in our life but we are not as focused on it as we once were. We have gained broader perceptions of the whole of life. With this new knowledge comes new responsibilities to the knowledge. We are required to be of service to others in different ways.

There will be many changes to our being the deeper we go into awakening. Much of our strong personality will fall away. Many people will shun us as their being feels threatened by the level of our light. They may attack us in subtle and not so subtle ways. Many of us, on the awakening path, have gone or will go through the stripping–away process. which diminishes the ego. We might find ourselves without others around us who understand what is going on for us. The process of awakening for us can be challenging for the other beings around us.

There is a level of spiritual understanding which believes, we as human beings, manifest what is around us, rather than life being a very complicated, intricate system designed for us to awaken from the dream. Because of their ideas around manifestation, these souls, often judge the more advanced souls, whose life is being stripped away, as “less-than” for not being able to control their destiny and make things happen for themselves. When souls awaken beyond the stage of life being about manifestation, they begin to see life is not about controlling and fulfilling our desires, but rather about waking up from the long dark sleep we as humans find ourselves in.

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Endless Levels to Enlightenment

I was recently asked “If there are endless levels to ‘Enlightenment’ what should we be calling the simple realization and acceptance that ‘All is Self’?”

In the past, I have read many enlightened being’s teachings and found altogether they grandly illustrate the varying levels of awakening or enlightenment. Why are there infinite levels of enlightenment? It is because creation exists in infinite dimensions within dimensions, within infinite universes. There is no end!

Our understanding of reality is tied to the dimension our consciousness exists in on the other side. We as humans can only be conscious/awake or enlightened to the dimension which our higher self (spirit self) has evolved into while in the higher dimensions. The chakras of our bodies are tied to all the earth’s dimensions.

The earth is a school of limited dimensions. While here on earth, one’s consciousness or awakening cannot exceed the 13th dimension. Not everyone will graduate from this Earth School in her highest dimensions. When some beings leave here they will go on to other planetary systems (schools) which have higher vibrations than what is available to the Earth.

For others to understand the whole of this answer, their being would need to have evolved into a dimensional understanding which is allowing of this knowledge. It is not the human self which evolves really, but rather, the higher self, spirit-self in the higher dimensions. Having this understanding is another level of enlightenment.

The level of enlightenment which has the understanding that “All is Self” would be the primary understanding of an awakened or enlightened being. One must understand, there are also levels of understanding within this primary understanding of Self. This is yet again, another example of infinite levels of enlightenment or understanding. There will never be a “one-shoe-fits-all” regarding consciousness. And admittedly, some enlightened experiences make it seem like there is the final understanding, until of course, another new level is realized.

While in this human body, we will never be able to identify or name the levels of consciousness, because levels of consciousness are relative. It is impossible to have a standard definition. The confusion around the topic helps with the learning and growing of our being at this 3rd-dimensional level.

I often use the word awakened and levels of awakening instead of the word enlightenment, as it seems to fit and it takes away the authority of the notion of enlightenment from old traditional, teachings, which many have outgrown. Sometimes I use words together like awakening/enlightenment to cover my basis when writing on the topic.  In the end we are using limited words of the third dimension to explain something which is indeed happening beyond the realm of the intellects understanding.

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Trouble Standing Up for Themselves

The Path by Sheilan

I was recently asked, “Why do spiritual people generally struggle with being assertive or standing up for themselves?”

This might happen for several reasons. Spiritual people are more consciously aware than non-spirituals, of the consequences of their actions, so they want to be ultra careful not to do anything energetically to create harm or karma and so they will bend over backward to be accommodating. They have spent lifetimes developing their compassion and empathy towards others and are more forgiving which allows them to take more abuse hurled towards them. And finally, because they are aware of karma they may be aware when abuse is aimed at them it might be karmic payback from a past life and maybe they feel they deserve it.

All in all, spiritual beings are learning and growing and willing to go through experiences and treading gently, testing the waters until they become stronger in their being and can stand strong against being ill-treated and can do what is called for in that moment. When they stand in their internal strength, they don’t care what others may think of them, and only want to do what their guidance is asking for.

It behooves us not to judge others for we do not know the cosmic back story of karma and lessons with others.  Lives and lessons are complex and there is never a one way fits all approach for any of us. Usually, we are just doing the best we can with what we have to work with. With this in mind, enjoy the journey and keep on treading softly till you are able to stand firm in your power of Self.

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Why We Incarnate

I was recently asked: “If we are higher beings in a temporary incarnation, why is it necessary to incarnate to learn lessons instead of learning them in our higher form?”

All 13 of the dimensions of the earth are part of this earth school. We always have the opportunity to learn and grow. There are some beings in service to this school, as some of the angelics, who have very few incarnations. On the other side, part of the focus is to be of service to others in all the various ways and to help those who have incarnated with their lessons. In order to be really good at helping those who have incarnated, we need to incarnate, so that we have a better understanding of what it is like to be limited by our physicality and by time and to deal with such things as emotions and karma. In the higher dimensions, we also take classes and study various subjects, but at some point, we need to put all our higher dimensional learning to the test by incarnating into physicality.

So we incarnate to test ourselves… we need the denser, 3-D to grow because it is more intense and faster than just growing on the other side in the higher dimensions. The lessons available at this level are more varied, dramatic and extreme. We can explore and experience lessons in physicality which isn’t available in the higher dimensions. Because of the 3-D body’s emotions, we can feel everything more deeply. We can explore all kinds of themes and story lines. We can change our gender and make use of the karmic system, which isn’t available in the higher dimensions.

A handful of higher dimensional beings at the school, are from previous universes and are not required to incarnate into the 3-D unless they want to. They may choose to incarnate and play the role of a major teacher in one of the themes and then follow up and guide their teachings from the other side. The majority of the beings at this school are from this current universe and are required to incarnate to get a full rounded education in order to graduate and leave the school. There are other schools in the universe that are based in the higher dimensions and much less intense than earth.

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Soul Evolution

Recently, I was asked the following: “How can I tell if a person is an evolved soul? If there is a hierarchy of soul evolution then how can I know where I am on this scale? This is really important to me.”

My answer: I understand your desire to know who you are and yes, there is sort of a hierarchy or really it’s more like a family tree. The older a soul is, the closest to the trunk of the family tree they will be. The closer to the trunk of the tree a being is, the more one’s being will realize we are all ultimately One soul but came out of the One at different times… perhaps even in different universes. Our being is a paradox because we are all the same in essence and yet we are all different.

So why does it help us to know were in creation we are located on the family tree? It helps us to understand our creation better and who we are as a spirit being within creation. It also might tell us who our group soul is and what we are about and where we came from.  Not all souls have come out of the One at the same time. Knowing this information is similar to people wanting to know about their DNA and roots/genealogy as humans.

One thing to keep in mind, which I have learned, is creation exists within an infinite spectrum of light and there will always be beings whose higher self is either lighter and darker than our own being. So there is no room for the ego in this quest for self-discovery. There is nothing wrong with wanting to know about one’s higher self and if there is a desire to know, it means there is value for you either in the process of getting or having the information. It is our higher self which gives us such desires.

I have found the best way for me to gather up this information was to learn to connect and communicate with my higher self and get the information directly via dreams, intuition or from my own channeling. Outside sources are not always trusted or accurate. If you are destined to know this information, you will be given clues and the information will come.

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Losing Friends After Awakening

I was recently asked: If we lose friends during and after a spiritual awakening, and is it because we are not vibrating at the same frequency anymore?

Yes, this can happen and often does happen with any kind of inner growth. The new energy can easily become incompatible with the old energy.  How both sides handle the situation is part of the learning experience of earth school.

Friendships and other relationships don’t necessarily need to end when awakening growth happens, but there can be new awkwardness and perhaps even secret envy coming from others who continue to live in the old energy that we leave behind.

Unless the other person makes it unbearable for us, as multidimensional beings, we should be able to connect and find common ground with others no matter their dimensional level even though our own values and perceptions have changed. This is a lesson for all of us.

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What I Lost as a Result of Awakening

I was asked recently what I had lost as the result of my spiritual awakening…

What I lost was the perception I had of being independent of my higher self. I am no longer the free agent I thought I was, not that I ever was. It is now clear to me that I, this being in the third dimension, am only a representative or avatar of my true self of the higher dimensions. This is undeniable now. I have lost the ability to do whatever my intellect or emotions tell me to do and will only move from the guidance of my higher self.

I have lost the desires to be or do anything other than this. To many people, my life seems rather boring, but to me it is a peaceful dream. I have lost the part of me, that was false and distorted. All the veils have been removed. I no longer have human longings and fears, but perceive reality from multiple dimensions at the same time. I feel free. I have lost the confinement and limitations of the human self.

The human self is but a dream!

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