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Class Is Over

We are in the final hours of this collective dream. The dark is fighting hard to stay in power. They don’t want the control they have taken away from them, and they are unhappy for this is the final act of the play. They want the cycle to continue, but the Earth’s school cycle is wrapping up. Some of their deeds are being revealed, enough so more of the righteous among us have awakened to the scenario of the final lesson. The battle of Earth’s last lesson is almost fully complete now.

I have been having higher self dreams about completing relationships and saying go by to others as we go our different directions at the end of this Earth school cycle. Some beings are graduating and leaving this Earth school. Some beings are going off to other parts of the school. Some are preparing for the new classroom, which is called the New Earth.

For our remaining time, stay inspired, stay safe, and keep shining your light. Whatever it is that your being is preparing for, I send you much light on your journey. I will meet you perhaps at the next planetary school or back on Andromeda.

Peace be with you,

Sheilan

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The Lone Warrior

There have always been beings on this Earth who want to enslave other beings. The founders of this country fought these being and created a free nation. Our founders, put in place governing laws, to keep America free. Over time, via these beings, corruption has eaten away at our freedoms. Now we are in a spiritual battle, to save this country and the world, from being enslaved by the forces of dark

The truth is, as lightworkers, we agreed to participate in this battle. We incarnated at this time to participate in the crescendo of the battle. We knew this was coming, and we agreed to the lessons it would bring ourselves and humanity. The dark is part of the light, albeit in the lower part of the spectrum of light. No matter where we are in the spectrum of light, we will always be One.

This war will soon be over, and then we can rest and rejoice in the New Earth, which we as warriors of light, will have helped to bring forward by our efforts, with our sincere desire to know what is true at every dimensional level. When the New Earth is fully underway, the creepy, dark part of the One will be off-grid and will remain out of the story for a few thousand years.

The beginning time of the New Earth will be a time of celebration and joy and freedom until the dark is allowed back in the story. After the dark is allowed back into the story of the New Earth, we will once again face any of our unfinished lessons dealing with enslavement/freedom. After all the lessons are finished from this Earth School, we will graduate and return back to our group souls. We will have long vacations of rest, while we decide which planetary school or which service mission we shall attend or participate in next for the next adventure…. forever onward and upward in growth and light!

Love and peace your way, to all the lone warriors fighting for freedom… Happy Independence Day!

A beautiful score for the background of our last days.


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The Lesson of Enslavement VS Freedom

Earth is a school for beings who come from all over the universe. Part of the school’s curriculum is to learn about slavery in all its many forms. Reptilian beings from the star-system Draco also attend this Earth School. This group of beings is very slow to grow and evolve, but eventually, they get with the program. These beings love to participate in the slavery lessons as they naturally want to enslave others. It is part of the makeup of their being. So they grow slowly out of this deep-seated urge and into the light. Because they urge enslave others, they make excellent teachers for the beings at this school who want to learn about freedom.

The slavery/freedom lessons are always happening in the teaching field in one form or another. Over the years, it has built up to now. In this final hour, they have declared war on the rest of us. The Reptilians who have incarnated into humans all over the world are now openly going after humanity. In these modern times, they have been able to come together and organize themselves (the One World Organization, Globalists, Illuminati, and the Deep State). They are attempting to kill off and enslave humanity, and this is not a conspiracy. The proof is all around us. Research it for yourself.

Their last attack was the COVID-19 virus, which killed many. Now the globalists want everyone to get a vaccine, which will also kill and hurt many. They have many plans for the future of humanity. The recognition of what is taking place is creating awakenings inside those of us who have opened ourselves to know the truth beyond our fear and political biases. These awakenings are the result of us passing the final tests of these end times.

Are you going to pass all the levels of the test during this final chapter of the lesson? Are you going to proclaim yourself above taking sides, while everyone else fights for your freedom and some die? A similar lesson in the past happened when the Nazi’s began their march to kill off who they regarded as less pure. At that time, many were reluctant to get involved, and many were in disbelief it was happening. Do you think these beings passed or flunked the test at that time? What are you going to do?

Educate yourself and try, where there is openness, to educate others. I love you, let’s evolve to the New Earth and be done with this old cycle… it’s your choice thou.


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Time of Tribulations

Protests turned to riots. Antifa attacks Christian street preacher in Seattle, WA

In case you haven’t noticed, we are at war with the dark energies on the Earth. Our movie right now on the teaching field is this. This war needs to be seen by us and taken seriously. As spiritual people, we can’t hide behind that is 3-D reality, and I am focusing on 5-D. If this is our thinking or mindset, we are going to fail the test, which is taking place for all of humanity right now. All the dimensions that your consciousness has dominion of need integration. The Light is telling us to LOOK and SEE what is happening and then listen to what we must do next.

For the Light to win this battle, we need to stay light-hearted and pay attention and lift each other up. New like-minded groups are forming of people who SEE together and support each other. You might be surprised where your higher self pulls you. Trust your higher self.

The answer is to SEE and help others SEE, and this will raise our vibration. Elevating ourselves to become lighter, will stop the dark beings on the planet who are determined to control and kill off the rest of us. These beings will not stop until they achieve their goal of mass genocide.  If you don’t know what I am speaking of, look closer at the pandemic, 5-G, supported riots and the forced vaccines over the years. When Hitler was first taking control of Europe, it was very difficult for people to grasp what was taking place because it was so dark. We are in a similar situation.

In this Earth School, the Earth uses these dark beings as a teaching force, so yes there is a spiritual understanding for it all, but we still need to act and participate and do our part, and not get lost. Lightworkers are being called to stand up and SEE and listen to guidance for what is next. If we just sit back and watch, we will fail the test. This is the time of Tribulation.

We live in a collective dream. If we want the dream to change, we need to awaken the dreamer. You need to SEE what is going on in this dream clearly to awaken fully in all the dimensions available to you. Have courage. Don’t be afraid of what others think of you. Do your own research and find your own answers, and don’t expect to find Truth on mainstream media, and know why this is.

I am sorry if my message seems redundant. This is the energy of the times. Practice light-heartedness and kindness and love, and don’t be bullied… stand up. Love to you all.


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The Ultimate Self-Realization

I was recently asked if the higher self also has a higher self? This is an excellent question and one which should be spotlighted more in spiritual teachings.

Yes absolutely! There will always be a higher self to our higher self, no matter the level of awareness we awaken to. This is because we are an infinite being. This is why we are each our own teacher and only we can show ourselves what the truth is. My spiritual path and practice are me, myself, and I. Only I can take myself into infinity by growing and evolving up into the chain of command of Self. This is the ultimate self-realization that has no end.

Your question is an excellent question and one which should be spotlighted more in spiritual teachings. Yes absolutely! There will always be a higher Self to our higher Self, no matter the level of awareness we awaken to because we are an infinite being.

This is why we are each our own best teacher, and only we can show our Self what the truth is. My spiritual path and practice are me, myself, and I. Only I can take myself into infinity by growing and evolving myself up into the chain of command to Self. This is the ultimate self-realization with no end. And only the Self can recognize other parts of Self in the rest of humanity and all that is.

Now that the dark agenda, of the global elites, has been exposed to the masses around wanting to control and vaccines as the only solution for the COVID-19 virus, it is time we all begin to find our new normal. We should keep in mind, now life is likened to being under constant psychic attacks by dark entities. It is up to each one of us to get the dark energy to back off from trying to hurt us, in whatever way we are called to participate. We should also carry on with life, staying light, and not be taken in with fear. We are in this together, all energies are light and somewhere within the spectrum of the cosmic light. This 3rd-dimensional drama is a test to determine which dimension our higher being will call home in the future after the shift.

I thank you all for your participation and in all the ways you shine your light in your daily lives. We truly are “in this together” and we will find the new normal together, and we will keep fighting the fight for truth and freedom together.


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We Have Been Lied To

Earth is a school and our soul and spirit-being incarnate into a body so that they can participate in the collective dream. There are four stages to awakening from the collective dream.

The first stage out of the dream is to awaken to realize you have been lied to. One of the biggest lies perpetrated right now is this pandemic. The light, however, is using the pandemic as an awakening force.  Many people are seeing they have been lied to about who created the virus and where it came from and why.

The Earth uses dark beings to grow beings into lighter beings. Like in the movies, These dark beings are always looking for ways to create havoc and harm others. However, they are also catalysts to awaken the masses.

there is a fight right now for our freedom, health, and truth in the collective dream. It is time for people to take back the power which the darker forces have taken away from us. There is proof now, behind this pandemic and the vaccines being offered for the solution. Much disease and unhappiness have been inflicted on mankind, all over the world by these dark beings.

I urge you to watch and listen below, to the interviews with the whistleblower, Judy Mikovits, who worked with Dr. Fauci and has proof of his ill intentions. Share this information with others, so mankind can break free. Do not get any vaccines for the virus, as tainted vaccines are at the root of the lie of this pandemic.

New! This is a shorter video interview (26 min) with new info: https://d.tube/#!/v/veritas11/QmYG5y53VFjjHP2t5ZqkH8xoYSMyHwbA1pSHyX3fFt6gw7

Thomas Paine Podcast link: https://radiopublic.com/thomas-paine-podcast-6r0lY4/s1!dd196   This is a long interview, but worth listening to. I gave out this link in my last post.

Bill Gates’ Plan to Vaccinate the World – this video came out today on the Corrbett Report channel: https://youtu.be/o7A_cMpKm6w

The light always wins and there is nothing to fear.

Peace and light,

Sheilan

 


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This Is Serious Information

The Light Always Wins

We are at the final hours of the old dream now, and ready to shift into a lighter, brighter dream. All the dirty-deeds and corruptions are coming to light and available for all to know. Thou, not everyone will believe and is ready to see the truth. Seeing the sinister plot happening in this dream, is the first stage of awakening.

About a week ago, I started digging into conspiracy information because the COVID-19 virus wasn’t making sense to me anymore, and I wanted to see what others were saying. I went down the rabbit hole, digging around, and I was led to some information that comes right from the horse’s mouth. This information is shocking!

A whistleblower on a podcast interview, reveals the darker sinister plot behind vaccines and COVID-19, HIV, CFS, and many other diseases the world has been dealing with. I never thought it was possible to know this information, but here it is. My mind is blown, and I now need to share the information with those who will listen. The world needs to know what has been going on.

The interview is long, but I urge you to take your time and listen to the whole thing. Mike, the interviewer, is a little long-winded in the beginning before the interview begins. This is one of the most earth-shattering things I have ever listened to. It all comes together in the final hour of the podcast. The scope of illness and hardship the world has had to endure because of these monsters is unreal… the mind can’t take it in.

Dr. Judy Mikovits, who is being interviewed, has the proof because she was there and is part of the story. Please listen and pass the information and link on. She also wrote a book, Plague of Corruption: Restoring Faith in the Promise of Science, just out on Amazon.

Thomas Paine Podcast link: https://radiopublic.com/thomas-paine-podcast-6r0lY4/s1!dd196   This is a long interview…

This is a shorter video interview (26 min): https://d.tube/#!/v/veritas11/QmYG5y53VFjjHP2t5ZqkH8xoYSMyHwbA1pSHyX3fFt6gw7

The Light always wins because, in the Big Story, the Light is all there is. We are seeing the end of the plot now.

Peace and Light,

Sheilan


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Update From the Front

Hi everyone, how is your Covid-19 journey going? I have gotten into a lot of self-reflection, which is always interesting for me. Yesterday my higher self gave me some new information as to the timing of the completion of the old collective dream and into the new one. As I have stated before, it is the Earth that determines when the cycle is to end.  I have seen the decision change at the last minute many, many times over in the past years.

It does feel to me that the window for the end of the collective dream is close at hand thou. Yesterday, my higher self told me the old dream cycle will now continue into the Summer. The Earth wants to squeeze every last bit of teaching and healing she can out of the old dream, while the Earth deals with Covid-19. In the last few days, my higher self has also given me info on Covid-19. Today Dr. Eric Berg, whom I trust and I have mentioned him to you before, came out with a video with data that supports the information my higher self gave me.

If you are new to my writing and want to know more about what I am speaking about, I recommend going to my blog and reading previous articles. Enjoy the journey… now is truly are there is. Now is the time for us to let go of our attachments and to find our joy. It is a time to uphold the light, and the greater Knowledge we are infinite spirits, temporarily living in a dream reality.

Peace be with you all.


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Staying Positive

I was recently asked this question: “What is positive energy? Can you see it? If so, what sort of instrument or device can you use to see it?

Everything is part of the same energy. I cannot give you a scientific understanding. However, since you asked, I will share my metaphysical understanding. Once energy becomes encapsulated into a material form, that energy becomes part of the material reality and exists within a spectrum of light. When looking at the spectrum range, no matter where we look, there will be lighter, positive energies and there will always be energies that are darker and more negative. The spectrum of light is relative to where one is standing within the spectrum and viewing the range.

The lighter and darker energies expressing themselves in human beings will take on either lighter/positive or darker/negative demeanors. More luminous being’s demeanor will be more positive, (having more positive qualities), than beings whose energy is darker in their light energy. The term “positive energy” refers to the lightness of one’s being, which reflects the demeanor of our being.

Every being is an energy instrument, and the more we are tuned into the source of our instrument, the more we can feel and see the difference between the positive and negative energy of other beings. In positive energy, things grow and are nurtured and fed. It feels good. In negative energy, things wither and eventually die, because the energy feels bad. Again, it is relative to where one is standing within the spectrum, doing the viewing, and feeling of energy.

During this time of confusion and uncertainty, it is essential to focus on the lighter side of the spectrum and stay in positive energy for everyone. Peace and Light be with you and keep each other safe.


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Global Rise in Consciousness

This is my perspective. Here we are a week or so into the great global virus/quarantine of the times. What is happening worldwide is a crisis like no other and the perfect storm for the end of this illusion/dream to happen. It is providing the tool necessary for people to go deeper into their being and to awaken at new levels of consciousness. Events and happenings around the time of 9/11 originally were slated to do this, but for whatever reason, the Earth didn’t feel her school had maximized the old illusion/dream enough, and so the shift didn’t take place.

I can look around the globe to take a measure of the elevation in consciousness as a result of the Covid-19 virus. The countries which have been dealing with this virus, have elevated the dimensions of their consciousness. This is a global dark night of the soul. process What is happening is a fantastic thing, and what was needed to take us into the shift. People are rising up and coming together, and if we do continue in time in this old illusion/dream, we all will have changed.

What we can each do personally to maximize this period, is to stay out of fear and keep each other safe. It is an ideal time to spend communing with higher self, if not already doing so. Support others nearby who might need support, stay upbeat, and positive about what is happening. I have been spending my time in quarantine doing art and yoga and going for walks while watching how it all unfolds because what is happening is fascinating. I would not be surprised if soon, we awaken from a long night’s sleep to find ourselves in a brand new illusion/dream. And until this time, take care and stay safe and keep your heart open.


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An Awakened Attitude

Recently someone asked me this question about awakening. “When one awakens, is there still a subtle self with directional awareness?” Find my answer below.

I will attempt to answer your question thou not entirely sure by what you mean by directional awareness, and since it has been quite a while now since my consciousness has been awake, I only sort of remember what it was like previously. The best time to compare the differences would be soon after the shift in awareness has taken place, and before the new consciousness has had a chance to become the new normal.

We each have our own journey to fulfill, and there is no measurement to awareness. One being’s awakeness is another being’s sleep. Awake is just as the word describes, “awake and aware and paying attention.” The personality is still there, but it has taken a back seat. The attachments of the personality become less to non-existent, and this allows our being to be moved by the direction of our soul/higher self instead of ego’s desires or confusion. There are still preferences and opinions, but the attachment around these things has become much diminished. When something comes from our higher guidance, we will preserver in this direction. We become more self-contained and quiet in our being when we are awake. For many, this would seem a dull existence.

What most likely, is the attitude of an awakened being, with all the chaos on the planet right now? Most of us are being encouraged by our higher selves not to become fearful and to know that our fate is in the hands of our higher self, and all is in divine order. Perhaps it is time to stop watching/reading distorted news programs or anything else which spreads fear. It is a time to keep our heads down and take care of our precious bodies and keep our homes a sacred retreat. We must stay calm and centered, so we can hear the direction or guidance given to us from our higher selves. Finding and living in the higher realities of the higher dimensions is what will support the coming shift and keep us strong and intune. It is a time for us to stay focused on the light and beauty of existence. Be happy!


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Dark Night of the Soul

I have several posts on this topic because even thou our awakening comes from it, it is such a horrific, hard cycle in our life to go through. Not all beings have gone or will go through this kind of cycle. Right now, in our civilization, before a shift in consciousness happens, it is a naturally ripe time for anyone of us to go through a dark night of the soul cycle.  And together, collectively we are going through such a cycle.

The Dark Night of the Soul (dnots) is a term that has been used throughout the ages to indicate a period of spiritual crisis in one’s life. During a dnofts period, our life becomes a shell from what it was prior. People and things get stripped from us in various ways. Dnots is a period of deep pain and transformation. Dnots is a type of event, which, “if it doesn’t kill us, it will make us stronger,” because the transformation takes place at deep and profound levels. Joseph Campbell wrote the dnots is a pivotal part of the hero’s journey for the hero to consciously awaken from the societal stupor they were born into.

“The dark night of the soul comes just before revelation. When everything is lost, and all seems darkness, then comes the new life and all that is needed.” ~ Joseph Campbell

The dark night of the soul experience is something we in the higher dimension (our higher self or spirit self) designed for our human self to go through. The descent into dnots can be a lonely time, as many around us aren’t aware of what dnots is and why it is happening to us. It can be a scary and threatening process for others to observe. If people believe they have the power to manifest their desires and control their lives, the dark night of the soul process will shred this belief and enlighten them as to who and what is the actual control of their lives.

The descent into darkness takes about three years. and then the ascent out of the night and into the light takes a couple of years. In my sixty-eight years of being a human, I have completed four dnots cycles to awaken consciously at the level I am. To go through this many cycles is very rare. In my fifties and early sixties, I went through two dnots periods close together. By 2014, I began to rise out of ashes of my final dnots and into a new life and consciousness. Who I was before and who I became after, is undeniable. The transformation was complete and amazing. Thou at the time, it wasn’t much fun or inspiring during the time spent in the darkness. I feared my life might stay in the descent portion of the journey.

Collectively, the Earth is in the descent process of a dark night of the soul. Because of the nature of our dream-like reality, he Earth’s ascent will only be noticed by those of us conscious enough to be aware that the event has taken place, and a shift in consciousness has occurred. During the shift into the New Earth, the third dimension of reality will shift to become a sixth-dimensional reality. We had long passed the time when the shift was to move us into the fifth dimension.

Until we can shift into the higher frequency, the reality in this third-dimensional teaching field will continue to be challenging, and a bit crazy, so hold on and pay attention. We are very close now to the shift event happening. I have been tracking the shift into our ascension since 1997. There is no precise date for this event. It is up to the Earth to decide when we are ready to leave the descent portion of the cycle.

During this time, our job as lightworkers is to stay safe and to stay focused. It is time for us to help others who are having difficulties. These times can be confusing, challenging, and scary for those of us who don’t have a spiritual understanding of what we are all collectively going through. One day soon, we will awake from our sleep and get up from our bed, and all will have been transformed into a kinder, gentler world. And it will feel and seem like the world has always been this way.


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The Shadow Self

Recently I was asked about my shadow self. You will find my response to the request below.

In shadow psychology, Carl Jung stated the shadow to be the unknown dark side of the personality. According to Jung, the shadow, in being instinctive and irrational, is prone to psychological projection, in which a perceived personal inferiority is recognized as a perceived moral deficiency in someone else. ~ Wikipedia

From my perspective, I no longer have what is thought to be a shadow self. I have a human self, and a soul and higher self and they are now integrated. As the process of integration was happening, the so-called shadow part of me dissolved away.

We are all beings of light that have briefly incarnated into human bodies. For my self, I prefer to focus on, or identify with, the being of light which I am, and who I am in the higher dimensions rather than the brief human. By doing so, the human element of me has awakened at higher dimensional levels than I was previously, and the shadow self vanished.

With the vanishment of the shadow self, we can live an infinite life, while in the human body. This is where we find our inner peace and happiness and shine the light for others. May you find and become your true self.


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Rising Above the Difficulties

I was recently asked: “What was the difficult life experience you had, which propelled your spiritual journey most?”

Here is the short story of the answer to this question. My most profound awakening came about ten years ago after the sudden death of my beloved, long-term partner. Between the disease which quickly, ravished him, and the drama taking place around him with his family, I started to have panic attacks. It was a time of confusing happenings, and my emotions and PTSD from the previous stress in my life were out of control. How could he leave me alone in this crappy world? What was I going to do without him?

The only thing I could do was to let go of everything. I deeply surrendered everything, all my attachments, both mentally and physically. I also let go of seventy percent of my belongings and moved away to where I wouldn’t be continuously reminded of our relationship and the pain of losing him and what I went through. Moving away also meant I wouldn’t have interaction anymore with his toxic family.

Not long after my move, I could see the effect my deep surrender had on my consciousness. A whole new level of perceiving reality opened for me. Since then, I have continued the practice surrendering and letting go of any mental and physical attachments when they arise. And because of this, my life continues to be transformed.

This life is a school, and hardships are purposefully designed for us to go through, and then we must rise above the difficulty and shine like the light which we are. This is how we the human, provide growth to our higher self and soul. I am sure the hardships I shared, also helped me to burn away old karma, which kept my soul bound to Earth. If we can trust that there is deeper reasoning for the difficulties we experience on our path, it will help with letting go of the pain of attachment.


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Raising Our Awareness

I was recently asked, “how did you raise your awareness to enter a higher dimension?”

My power as a human is limited in this matter. Yes, certain things were done, but the force behind me is my soul and higher self, and this is where the credit needs to go. Giving our higher self all the credit in our lives is the secret to raising one’s awareness. Because it is behind the realization, that we are not in control of our lives. We do not have power as humans, as most humans think we do to make things happen.

The more we surrender to this understanding, the more of a total vehicle we are able to become for our higher selves. When we, as a human, become entirely aware that this life is their life, our consciousness will be raised higher as the ego becomes diminished.

When I aligned myself with this awareness and surrendered my ego to the desires of my higher self, is when my greater awareness came. When I let go of all my own (the ego’s) plans and desires and acknowledged this life as higher self’s life, is when I entered into the most elevated of dimensions that are available in this Earth School. My consciousness raised to where my higher self lives in the higher dimensions.


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Spiritual Awakening and Shift Timeline

Golden Universe by Sheilan

Recently someone asked me this question “I believe to be experiencing a Spiritual Awakening, does anyone have any advice? What are the real signals of it?’ See my reply below and also and timeline update about the coming shift.

Anytime we have new spiritual growth or awakening, at first, the difference between our old perceptions and the fresh, new perceptions are very pronounced. We have many “aha-moments,” and the perceptions are shiny and new and exciting. We can get a little intoxicated and high from it all. However, as we grow into the new perceptions of awareness, the shininess wears off as it becomes our new normal awareness.

When this happens, we might feel we are stuck or stagnant because now it is back to business and lessons as usual. Still, in reality, we have just gotten used to the new perceptions, and we tend to get little addicted to the high and excitement of being in a new learning phase, with all the new “aha-moments.” Going through the new stage and being patient with the old phase, is part of the process of becoming lighter, and we need to embrace it all, even when it seems nothing is happening in our growth. Enjoy your journey!

Shift timeline update: We are just coming out of a two-month-long window of a possibility for the shift to occur. It was indicated to me last week it was recently decided that the final portion of the shift would not happen for another 2-3 years or so. It seems the Earth has decided to delay the shift yet again but will continue to shift into the higher dimensions in small ways. For us, this means that after this window closes, it will become more comfortable for a time, as it has been an intense couple of months. Also, this last window showed me, in the future, it will take a major window like this one, for the final shift to happen. We are passing through the most powerful window I have witnessed thus far while monitoring the shift since 1997.

The shift is going to happen. When we have the understanding, this Earth is a school and a dream reality, and the shift is part of the schooling, the process is less intense to handle. Hang on my friends, we are in this together and we can do it. If you are in Spokane, WA or know others who are, I am starting a circle to support ascension through the shift process. Love and light your way.


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Matrix Reality? Real Or Fake?

Recently I was asked: “Is it possible for a person to live in a shack and feel happiness or inner joy? If so, then what does this mean for our societies? Is everything fake and artificial in our world? Are we living in a matrix reality that we have created? What is real?”

There are many levels of answers to your question. Spirit or soul energy is the only thing (or non-thing) that is “Real.” Out of all that we see touch, or whatever is considered to have substance is ultimately not real. Nature contains the most spirit or soul energy, and so it is the closest of all of us in 3-D to being Real. The more evolved a higher self is, the more real they are becoming.

I am thankful for that which is real. We are One in realness”

Our soul and spirit exist beyond the material world, and we can consciously connect with our more real selves and experience deep joy and bliss, regardless of where our human self might be. The thing you call the matrix is a multi-dimensional school designed and run by the Earth to evolve our spirit or higher selves in the higher dimensions. The lower, denser dimensions of the school are less real than the higher dimensions of the school.  The higher dimensions have fewer distortions and are filled with the purer spirit.

The teaching field, where we the human avatars are, is about to get a reboot. The semester of our current classroom is coming to an end soon. This is why the lessons have become more intense. After the reboot, the new Earth will happen in dimensions that will seem more real than the current dimensions we are living in.

A new, bright, and shiny semester will start soon, and it will be harmonious for a long time. Some religions call this period on Earth “the Golden Age” or “Heaven on Earth” or “Age of Aquarius.” The peaceful time on Earth will last for a few thousand years, and then the regular teachings of struggle and strife will return on the teaching field.

The more evolved our higher selves become, the more aware, we the humans, are of our spiritual nature. And the more evolved we become, our growth will become less painful. When our spirit or higher self has learned what we came here to learn, we can move on from incarnating onto the teaching field, and we can graduate from this Earth school.


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Attacks and Psychic Attachments

Recently I was asked this question: “What is entity removal? And what is it when the soul of a deceased person attaches to a living person?”

If the deceased is someone you know, there may be a soul agreement between your higher self or spirit self and their spirit self. The agreement might be that you help them to go into the light, or help them complete something so they can go into the light and the higher dimensions, and out of the 4th-dimensional realm where they are stuck. We can do this while in a meditative state and visualizing an opening or portal into the 5th dimension and instructing them to go into the opening. Work with your own angel and their angel.

If it is a genuine attachment and not something agreed upon by our higher selves, then yes, the being needs to release itself because it is trespassing. There are universal laws against this kind of intrusion, and most beings will release from us when we tell them they are trespassing, and we don’t want them attached to our person or space, and they need to leave.

If we are dealing with a very dark entity, this can sometimes take a few days of being adamant they leave and asking for help by calling upon our angelic protectors. If we keep at it, stay calm and surround ourselves with light and humor, they will eventually give up, release and leave. I have also found using salt crystals visualizations to be a strong repellant to pesky entities who don’t want to detach. I surround my body with salt in my visualizations, and often the entities will repel. Often when new growth of our being happens, gaps in our aura can occur that we have yet to fill, and this is where we can be susceptible to 4th-dimensional attachments with dark entities. When entities attach to my aura, I feel dizzy, and sort of like I am coming down with something.

In the 3rd and 4th dimensions, dark energies will attack lighter energies. What most people have yet to realize is, the brighter a being is, the more attacks they will need to deal with from others who are less bright. They become beacons and targets for other beings who have envy issues. Darker energies will go after the lighter energy when, the more luminous energy might be vulnerable in some way. With 3rd dimensional attacks, these attacks are often done in secret and disguised to look like something else. Often the person doing the attacking doesn’t have full awareness of their envy or hatred towards others and ultimately themselves. When these attacks come from beings we are close with, we will need to distance ourselves from these individuals because their envy and attacks will most likely continue.

Dealing with attachments and attacks is all part of our Earth schooling. I always ask for protection from my angel when leaving the house and when I go to bed. This doesn’t eliminate all the attacks, but it does help. I hope this information is useful. Stay strong!


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Enlightenment and Emotions


Recently, I was asked if enlightenment meant the loss of all emotions and why?

Yes and no, and here is why. Some emotions no longer happen because they are ego driven and no longer necessary, while other emotions continue because they are authentic. It happens this way because the grip of the ego on our being has lessened, and the ego’s emotions no longer run havoc in one’s life.

After enlightenment has transpired, our being becomes or feels more balanced, with not so many up and downs as before enlightenment had happened. And part of what brings about our enlightened state is doing the work of healing the past-life emotional wounds from our auric field.

Enlightenment doesn’t come all at once, as it is an ongoing process. One gets used to the emotions becoming more balanced, and it becomes the new normal until it is difficult to remember what was life before enlightenment. Enlightenment is more ordinary than what is imagined by most people. Most enlightened people go unnoticed, and they are only known in our society because it is their life lesson or path to be well known.


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A Need for Struggle and Strife

I was recently asked this question: “Is it more often than not struggle and strife which makes people spiritual?”

Pain is a great motivator, and yes, because of this growth is painful. We are naturally spiritual beings. Earth is a school for beings to learn and grow and evolve. Part of the curriculum of the school is for us to grow through tough lessons, aided by a system that some call karma.

Karma is a learning system whereby we are held accountable for all our actions. Our spirit self needs to heal the parts of ourself, which are damaged and to balance our self with all other energies.

The more evolved we become, the more aware we are of our spiritual nature. And the more evolved we become, growing can become less painful. When our spirit or higher self has learned what we came here to learn, we can move on from incarnating into the third dimension and graduate from this Earth school.

The semester of our current classroom is coming to an end soon. This is why the lessons have become more intense. A new, bright, and shiny semester will start soon, and all will be right with the world for a time. Some religions call this period on Earth “the Golden Age” or “Heaven on Earth” or “Age of Aquarius”.  The peaceful time on Earth will last for a few thousand years, and then the regular teachings of struggle and strife will return on the teaching field.

We can mitigate the pain of growth by learning to let go and go with the flow of our life rather than resist what is happening. When we remember life in these human bodies is a school, and we are the representative for the real student who is our higher self, life seems to be less painful as we grow.


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Synchronicity and Spiritual Awakening

I was asked recently if seeing synchronicities are a proof of a spiritual awakening?

Yes, seeing synchronicity at work could be considered a degree of awakening. Also, it depends on what your definition of spiritual awakening is. Maybe we could say that seeing synchronicities might mean, we have woke up enough to be able to see the connection of everything, but we might not totally understand it yet.

There is a web to creation and to life’s happenings in the third dimension. Synchronicities are continually happening, but we might not always see them. It seems when a newly awakened person sees them, they place greater meaning on the happenings, than a person who is further along on their awakening journey. Synchronistic incidents for beings who are further along, and more awake is just sort of business as usual and how things are, and they expect to see them.

When we begin to notice synchronicities and such, that we previously weren’t aware of, it might be because we are opening up to a new dimension from what we were previously perceiving from. In the beginning, we see the differences from the old dimension to the new one very clearly. And then over time, we get accustomed to the perceptions, and everything becomes business as usual until we reach the next new dimensional understanding and perception.


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Is it Mind or Higher Self Speaking?

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Recently, I was asked by someone, “how will I know if it is my mind or my higher self speaking or telling me to do something?

This requires us to dig deep and investigate, study, and practice observation of our self for a long time. Then, over time, we begin to tune into the frequency of our higher self more quickly, and we just sort of know we are dialed in. This is why meditation has become so popular because it helps us to become quiet and more aware of our higher self and our ego. Higher self’s guidance is a little more subtle than our intellect/mind. It is our intuition and gut feelings, whereas the ego’s vibration is more dense and irritating, judgmental, and attached.

It can be tricky and confusing if we are already listening to our higher self, but we doubt what the guidance is, or when we hear the voice of the ego louder because we have an attachment to what we want the outcome to be. Often, we are attached without realizing we are biased in some way, to the issue.

When I have uncertainty around something, I consciously practice non-attachment so that when I ask higher self my questions around what to do, I can feel, hear, know the answer with greater clarity. We can ask our questions as many times as we need and in many different ways until we are sure we have received the intended answer.

When we practice listening and following the voice of our higher self, we support the awakened awareness of our higher self becoming louder within our being.


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Guarding Against Self-Deception

I was recently asked, “how do we guard against self-deception while on our spiritual path?”

This is an excellent question for those of us who sincerely want to evolve in the higher dimensions and want to support our growth process and not just grow when we are challenged and forced into it.

If we stay honest with ourself and are always hungry to know more than we do, because we value our own growth over that of our ego’s opinion and how we look to others, we will do okay. We must stay open and be willing to question our own and other people’s ideas and concepts and perceptions of reality. Question everything over and over again and be prepared to trade up when we find new concepts or perceptions which seem more evolved than the thoughts we hold or have been working with.

Truth cannot be written in stone. It is valuable for us to know that all states of enlightenment are relative. The journey in consciousness awakening to itself is never-ending. Hopefully, we will outgrow our beliefs and understandings many times over during the course of our lifetime.


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Important Part of Spiritual Practice

Recently someone asked me, “what is the most important thing you do in your spiritual practice and why?”

Each person has obviously a very unique way they maneuver on the road to growth. I have stayed inquisitive about existence and question the why of everything. The constant questioning has led me to unravel many of the mysteries of who am I and why am I here and what is this Earth thing? Even tho I no longer have deep desires to know many things, because these questions have been answered, I continue to ponder in my way further out into realms where my human brain has trouble holding on.

The inner pondering, or internal research as I call it, has broadened my perspective tenfold. In the past, the answers out there to life’s riddles from others seemed full of holes and misnomers, and so I worked at solving these riddles for myself, with the help of my higher self. Don’t listen to other’s who tell you it is impossible to know such things and maybe for them it is. If there are questions to something which pull at you for answers, keep at it until that answer is fulfilled and you feel satiated and at peace.

I have written other articles on ways to communicate with one’s higher self, so I won’t go into this at this time.  I will say, the relationship with our higher self and to be able to open up the connection and practice communication with Self, is vital for our growth. I urge all to nurture this relationship so you can make the most of it in this life as it will significantly enhance and speed up one’s spiritual growth. Whatever baby steps, we can take in this direction is worth our efforts.

Would you like to know why I picked this May photo of the lilacs, for this August post? Because this is the image, my higher self told me she wanted to use today. This is the only reason! I practice being at her command at all times. Compared to the whole of existence, my human self is like that little drop of water on the flower in the photo.  And the only desire this drop has is to merge itself with the whole of who I am. May Oneness be yours today.


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Going Against Our Heart!

Recently someone asked me, “What happens spiritually when you go against your heart and deny yourself what you truly want in life?”

This is not an easy question to answer because some people think their ego desires are their hearts desires. Not everyone is aligned with the desire of their higher self. We have a lot of narcissists in our society who are cut off from their intuition and the guidance of their higher self. People are often uncertain as to what and who they follow for their guidance. This is because they lack the full understanding of their higher self and why they should choose their higher selves desires over the desires of their ego. And perhaps they don’t have the will power to align with their higher self, and in the case of narcissists, they will not have the ability.

There are only these two choices for guidance. We are either following the choice of our ego or our higher self and yes, sometimes both of these will make the same choice, which of course makes the decision easier. How can we tell the difference in our choices? If it is an important choice, we should give our self some time, if possible, to be sure of the decision. I practice feeling and hearing the answer, and then I shut off my intellect and use a pendulum to confirm the answer with my higher self. I will also ask the question in different ways to make sure of the answer I am getting. Once I feel I have the correct answer, I will follow it. This is the method I have been using for years.

We can also practice trying on the different choices and paying attention to what the alternative feels like. Some people work with the tarot cards for confirmations or the I-Ching. When we get to a stage on our path, where we recognize it is essential always to follow our higher self, this is what we do. If we do something else other than this, for whatever reason, we will be haunted by the choice and never feel good about the decision we made and not following our spirit.

All the choices we make are to teach us to learn to follow our spirit in all things… following our spirit becomes our heart’s desire and what we want above all else. I hope this answers your question.


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We Are That Which Created Us

I was asked recently to answer, “In a very simplified way, what are higher vibrations and higher consciousness, and why do we need it for our soul life purpose?” Find my succinct answer below.

Because this is who we are. We are higher vibrations and higher consciousness. Earth is a school, and we are here to learn who we are and what we are, in all our many forms and dimensions. How far can we expand into our being and raise our consciousness? We are that which created us. Our being is infinite, and this is why enlightenment is a never-ending process of becoming our True Self. This is true evolution, and what is really taking place… and everything else is a dream!


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What Happens to Ego-Mind?

I was recently asked, “What happens to the ego-mind when one transforms into their higher self?”

As we grow to become more of our higher self, our ego-mind becomes diminished. It is still present. However, our higher self overshadows it, while it exists in the background of our being. The ego-mind is no longer who and what we identify as or who we answer to. We now take all of our guidance and cues from our higher self.

When we invite our higher self into our being, we have made a declaration to our being, at some level, that this life belongs to the higher self. We have the recognition that our life is an instrument for our higher self to use… it is the higher self’s life. When we reinforce this sincere choice over and over, the power the ego has in our life is gone. This takes place over time, within stages of awareness, as we come into a broader understanding of Reality and who and what we are.


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The Pendulum Is A Great Tool

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I was recently asked the question: “I just got a spiritual pendulum, do you have any tips on how I can improve my spirituality?”

The pendulum can be an excellent tool. Don’t listen to the naysayers. If you work and practice with it, it can help you to deepen your relationship with your higher self and can teach you to become more intuitive or psychic. It can also help you with your health. You must be clear and precise with your questions, and who you are asking otherwise you will get wishy-washy results. If you don’t name who you are asking, any unenlightened, out-of-body being can answer. This is not good. Realizing this is what made a big difference for me in getting accurate answers years ago.

If you want to deepen your relationship with your higher self, ask your higher self your questions, and practice listening for the answers as your pendulum is being moved. Your higher self can pretty much answer anything you would want to know. If you want to know about your health, diet, and body, ask your body for the answers. Your body is smart and can guide you on how to take better care of it… like what foods it wants to eat to stay healthy.

When asking questions, in order to get precise information, we must be neutural and nonattached to the answers. If we are biased so will be the answer. Our questions must be precise. This goes for all guidance tools one might be use.

I recommend finding pendulum charts online or in a book or makeing your own. Books can give you many good ideas about how you can use your pendulum. Just know that it takes a little time and effort for this tool of communication to be developed into something useful. However, once you have it, you will be a fan for life.


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Relationships Change After Awakening

I was recently asked the question “When you spiritually awaken why do the relationships of those close to you feel different?” Below is my answer to this question.

The more we awaken, the more we become sovereign beings and complete within our self. We are no longer emotionally tied to others in the same way we were previously. Our relationships with others become non-personal relationships. The relationships most people have with each other are emotionally, personal and emotionally binding. They become emotionally enmeshed with each other or what some call co-dependent where personal boundaries are diffused.

As we grow spiritually, we learn to balance our emotions and we let go of relationships with emotional dependencies because we value our own sovereignty and enlightenment above all else. As we awaken, the emotional ties to everything loosen, until we become free emotionally from others and the reality of the material. By freeing the emotional bonds we have with others, we make room for our higher self to become more prominent in our being.


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How Long Does Purging Take?

I was asked recently: “How long does the purging period take for one’s pre-spiritual life (ridding of toxic friends, unhealthy lifestyle habits, behaviors that no longer resonate with you?”

I can’t really say how long this might take as it is unique to each individual and all situations. It may seem like there is a before and after to our becoming spiritual, but in reality, all life is spiritual and there is no before and after time. For myself, once I get the clear message that change needs to happen in my life, I try and make the changes as quickly and as gracefully as I can, for all the involved parties. My energy always wants to move quickly into what is next for me.

The purging processes is an ongoing process which lasts for the whole of our life. There will always be people who enter our lives, who we will eventually need to let go of for various reasons. We need to keep growing after we received the lesson or fulfilled the karma for why that person was in our life. Along the way, we will always be making lifestyle changes, which supports new growth. After learning to make better choices and to be more discerning as to who and what we let into our lives, the purging can become more refined.

Purging is a sacred, necessary process for us to fully move into the next vibration waiting for us. If we can bless the beings and things and the parts of our self we are letting go of and be kind about it, it is best. We must be responsible for our choices. Purging with consciousness helps us to be more mindful of being a student of the Earth School and to realize every part of existence is designed for our growth and the growth of others. The more we let into our life, the more we will be held responsible for the caring and the letting go of when we or they need to move on. Purging is a lesson in living in balance as well as a lesson in non-attachment and taking responsibility for all of our actions at all levels.


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How Awakening Changes Our Life

One’s life does change after a spiritual awakening. Each time one has a spiritual awakening their life changes. The perceptions we once had of reality no longer fit. All levels of awakening are different, so all levels of perceptions of reality will be different. But what ultimately happens is the dream which makes this third-dimensional existence seem real falls away. One sees the dream and knows it is only temporary and not reality. One understands the Oneness of the essence. One’s desires and attachments become diminished bringing peace and tranquility to our being. One looks away from finding any real security from the third dimension, but rather looks to their soul and higher self for their security.

The Hindu tradition has described the spiritual path of learning to become like the lotus flower which rises above the murky waters instead of living in the murky water. After awakenings take place, our being begins to live above the murky water of life. We become elevated from the mundane concerns of existence. We still have the mundane in our life but we are not as focused on it as we once were. We have gained broader perceptions of the whole of life. With this new knowledge comes new responsibilities to the knowledge. We are required to be of service to others in different ways.

There will be many changes to our being the deeper we go into awakening. Much of our strong personality will fall away. Many people will shun us as their being feels threatened by the level of our light. They may attack us in subtle and not so subtle ways. Many of us, on the awakening path, have gone or will go through the strippingaway process. which diminishes the ego. We might find ourselves without others around us who understand what is going on for us. The process of awakening for us can be challenging for the other beings around us.

There is a level of spiritual understanding which believes, we as human beings, manifest what is around us, rather than life being a very complicated, intricate system designed for us to awaken from the dream. Because of their ideas around manifestation, these souls, often judge the more advanced souls, whose life is being stripped away, as “less-than” for not being able to control their destiny and make things happen for themselves. When souls awaken beyond the stage of life being about manifestation, they begin to see life is not about controlling and fulfilling our desires, but rather about waking up from the long dark sleep we as humans find ourselves in.


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Endless Levels to Enlightenment

I was recently asked “If there are endless levels to ‘Enlightenment’ what should we be calling the simple realization and acceptance that ‘All is Self’?”

In the past, I have read many enlightened being’s teachings and found altogether they grandly illustrate the varying levels of awakening or enlightenment. Why are there infinite levels of enlightenment? It is because creation exists in infinite dimensions within dimensions, within infinite universes. There is no end!

Our understanding of reality is tied to the dimension our consciousness exists in on the other side. We as humans can only be conscious/awake or enlightened to the dimension which our higher self (spirit self) has evolved into while in the higher dimensions. The chakras of our bodies are tied to all the earth’s dimensions.

The earth is a school of limited dimensions. While here on earth, one’s consciousness or awakening cannot exceed the 13th dimension. Not everyone will graduate from this Earth School in her highest dimensions. When some beings leave here they will go on to other planetary systems (schools) which have higher vibrations than what is available to the Earth.

For others to understand the whole of this answer, their being would need to have evolved into a dimensional understanding which is allowing of this knowledge. It is not the human self which evolves really, but rather, the higher self, spirit-self in the higher dimensions. Having this understanding is another level of enlightenment.

The level of enlightenment which has the understanding that “All is Self” would be the primary understanding of an awakened or enlightened being. One must understand, there are also levels of understanding within this primary understanding of Self. This is yet again, another example of infinite levels of enlightenment or understanding. There will never be a “one-shoe-fits-all” regarding consciousness. And admittedly, some enlightened experiences make it seem like there is the final understanding, until of course, another new level is realized.

While in this human body, we will never be able to identify or name the levels of consciousness, because levels of consciousness are relative. It is impossible to have a standard definition. The confusion around the topic helps with the learning and growing of our being at this 3rd-dimensional level.

I often use the word awakened and levels of awakening instead of the word enlightenment, as it seems to fit and it takes away the authority of the notion of enlightenment from old traditional, teachings, which many have outgrown. Sometimes I use words together like awakening/enlightenment to cover my basis when writing on the topic.  In the end we are using limited words of the third dimension to explain something which is indeed happening beyond the realm of the intellects understanding.


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Trouble Standing Up for Themselves

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I was recently asked, “Why do spiritual people generally struggle with being assertive or standing up for themselves?”

This might happen for several reasons. Spiritual people are more consciously aware than non-spirituals, of the consequences of their actions, so they want to be ultra careful not to do anything energetically to create harm or karma and so they will bend over backward to be accommodating. They have spent lifetimes developing their compassion and empathy towards others and are more forgiving which allows them to take more abuse hurled towards them. And finally, because they are aware of karma they may be aware when abuse is aimed at them it might be karmic payback from a past life and maybe they feel they deserve it.

All in all, spiritual beings are learning and growing and willing to go through experiences and treading gently, testing the waters until they become stronger in their being and can stand strong against being ill-treated and can do what is called for in that moment. When they stand in their internal strength, they don’t care what others may think of them, and only want to do what their guidance is asking for.

It behooves us not to judge others for we do not know the cosmic back story of karma and lessons with others.  Lives and lessons are complex and there is never a one way fits all approach for any of us. Usually, we are just doing the best we can with what we have to work with. With this in mind, enjoy the journey and keep on treading softly till you are able to stand firm in your power of Self.


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Why We Incarnate

I was recently asked: “If we are higher beings in a temporary incarnation, why is it necessary to incarnate to learn lessons instead of learning them in our higher form?”

All 13 of the dimensions of the earth are part of this earth school. We always have the opportunity to learn and grow. There are some beings in service to this school, as some of the angelics, who have very few incarnations. On the other side, part of the focus is to be of service to others in all the various ways and to help those who have incarnated with their lessons. In order to be really good at helping those who have incarnated, we need to incarnate, so that we have a better understanding of what it is like to be limited by our physicality and by time and to deal with such things as emotions and karma. In the higher dimensions, we also take classes and study various subjects, but at some point, we need to put all our higher dimensional learning to the test by incarnating into physicality.

So we incarnate to test ourselves… we need the denser, 3-D to grow because it is more intense and faster than just growing on the other side in the higher dimensions. The lessons available at this level are more varied, dramatic and extreme. We can explore and experience lessons in physicality which isn’t available in the higher dimensions. Because of the 3-D body’s emotions, we can feel everything more deeply. We can explore all kinds of themes and story lines. We can change our gender and make use of the karmic system, which isn’t available in the higher dimensions.

A handful of higher dimensional beings at the school, are from previous universes and are not required to incarnate into the 3-D unless they want to. They may choose to incarnate and play the role of a major teacher in one of the themes and then follow up and guide their teachings from the other side. The majority of the beings at this school are from this current universe and are required to incarnate to get a full rounded education in order to graduate and leave the school. There are other schools in the universe that are based in the higher dimensions and much less intense than earth.


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Soul Evolution

Recently, I was asked the following: “How can I tell if a person is an evolved soul? If there is a hierarchy of soul evolution then how can I know where I am on this scale? This is really important to me.”

My answer: I understand your desire to know who you are and yes, there is sort of a hierarchy or really it’s more like a family tree. The older a soul is, the closest to the trunk of the family tree they will be. The closer to the trunk of the tree a being is, the more one’s being will realize we are all ultimately One soul but came out of the One at different times… perhaps even in different universes. Our being is a paradox because we are all the same in essence and yet we are all different.

So why does it help us to know were in creation we are located on the family tree? It helps us to understand our creation better and who we are as a spirit being within creation. It also might tell us who our group soul is and what we are about and where we came from.  Not all souls have come out of the One at the same time. Knowing this information is similar to people wanting to know about their DNA and roots/genealogy as humans.

One thing to keep in mind, which I have learned, is creation exists within an infinite spectrum of light and there will always be beings whose higher self is either lighter and darker than our own being. So there is no room for the ego in this quest for self-discovery. There is nothing wrong with wanting to know about one’s higher self and if there is a desire to know, it means there is value for you either in the process of getting or having the information. It is our higher self which gives us such desires.

I have found the best way for me to gather up this information was to learn to connect and communicate with my higher self and get the information directly via dreams, intuition or from my own channeling. Outside sources are not always trusted or accurate. If you are destined to know this information, you will be given clues and the information will come.


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Losing Friends After Awakening

I was recently asked: If we lose friends during and after a spiritual awakening, and is it because we are not vibrating at the same frequency anymore?

Yes, this can happen and often does happen with any kind of inner growth. The new energy can easily become incompatible with the old energy.  How both sides handle the situation is part of the learning experience of earth school.

Friendships and other relationships don’t necessarily need to end when awakening growth happens, but there can be new awkwardness and perhaps even secret envy coming from others who continue to live in the old energy that we leave behind.

Unless the other person makes it unbearable for us, as multidimensional beings, we should be able to connect and find common ground with others no matter their dimensional level even though our own values and perceptions have changed. This is a lesson for all of us.


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What I Lost as a Result of Awakening

I was asked recently what I had lost as the result of my spiritual awakening…

What I lost was the perception I had of being independent of my higher self. I am no longer the free agent I thought I was, not that I ever was. It is now clear to me that I, this being in the third dimension, am only a representative or avatar of my true self of the higher dimensions. This is undeniable now. I have lost the ability to do whatever my intellect or emotions tell me to do and will only move from the guidance of my higher self.

I have lost the desires to be or do anything other than this. To many people, my life seems rather boring, but to me it is a peaceful dream. I have lost the part of me, that was false and distorted. All the veils have been removed. I no longer have human longings and fears, but perceive reality from multiple dimensions at the same time. I feel free. I have lost the confinement and limitations of the human self.

The human self is but a dream!


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Mass Awakening?

I was recently asked If there is one collective mind, then why doesn’t awakening of one lead to the awakening of all?

All will eventually awaken, but the One of us All, has its own timing of how and when this happens for each of us. All of our souls were not birthed into manifestation from the One at the same time, so why should they all awaken at the same time? This would defeat the journey of self-discovery. If it all happened at the same time it would take away from the cosmic adventure of becoming an individual, which is the whole point of splitting the soul in the first place.

In terms of the coming collective shift and the new earth, as this is happening approaches, more beings are having awakening experiences every day and our awakening does help others to awaken, but there will never be a time when we are all awakened at the same level.

Understanding there are unlimited universes all happening at the same time on an infinite spectrum of light gives the notion of a collective mind a different meaning.  The collective part is we are all from the same soul but have come out of the One at different points of the collective soul’s journey and this is where the term old soul and young soul came from.  There is a lot of misinformation about what this reality and creation are and unraveling and understanding the truth is part of the journey.

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Explaining What Soul Is to A 3rd Grader

Personally, I give little kids a lot of credit for understanding or the ability to understand more than we think they can.  I say teach them what you know to be true. This is how I would explain the notion of soul to a 3rd grader:

the soul is the thing which breaths us and gives us all life.  We all have part of the same soul in us and when it leaves the body, to go back to its true home, the body has no power. True home is where our soul lives in between lifetimes.

I would also say that we need to sleep and dream each night so that our soul can connect with our true home for a little bit to keep us healthy. I think these are important elements to mention to give a rounded understanding because kids are smart and they think about things.

This is basic information about who we are and essential to understanding Self.

 


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Consciousness Is Infinite

I was recently asked: is detachment the root cause from which conscience and soul are formed?

We can only theorize at whatever level we understand or perceive creation and I hope my answer will give reality true justice.

From my current perception, I understand that creation, which is comprised of an infinite universe has no beginning and no end. It just is.

Creation is a paradox, as it is always beginning and it always ending. It is similar to the ancient Greek symbol of the Ouroboros: the snake eating its tail, which means infinity or wholeness. So there is no root cause for the soul and conscience or consciousness (higher self) to be formed as they have always existed. One is purer than the other.

I perceive that creation has always had the desire or push to expand and to know itself. We are ourselves are a microcosm of the whole. Within each of us is the desire to grow and to understand who we are…. What is our origin? Your question is a good example of this. Creation is a spectrum of light. There will always be consciousness which is lighter than our own and there will always be consciousness which is darker than our own.

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My Awakening

I have experienced many stages of awakening all throughout my adult life.

My first awakening happened in my early twenties, in 1974, after sincerely telling the universe I wanted to know more. This started me on my spiritual path. I progressed on my path pretty normally up until the last 20 years when life became very intense and hard. The deepest shifts in my spiritual awakenings were during this time precipitated from illnesses, hardships, and tragedies. These were the methods my soul/Higher self chose for me to go through to ascend and to strip away my ego. It is absolutely true what doesn’t kill us will make us stronger.

The very short version of my awakening story is: I have a virus in my body which made it difficult for me to work normally to earn a living because I don’t have enough energy. This forced me into surrendering into a new lifestyle that gave me more time to ponder reality then what most people are able to do. And because of the virus and not being able to work, there was a lengthy period in my life when I was close to becoming homeless. And during this time of devastating hardship, my longtime soul mate suddenly became ill and died. After his death and over the months that followed, I completely let go of everything in the material world I had been holding on to.

This was all happening during the first stage of the crisis in the Middle East when so many beings were going through intense hardships. This made what i was going through seem like peanuts. This gave me an important perspective and I became grateful for the smallest things in my life. Also during this time, I pushed the envelope to develop a deep relationship with my higher self and to ask really deep questions about reality. It was an ultra-intense time for me to study and gain higher Knowledge. I had a deep thirst to know the things others would say “there is no way to know such things while in the human form”. No one had the undistorted information which I wanted to know, so it was up to me to find out for myself and so I did. This raised my vibration even more.

Since my ascension and awakening into the highest of dimensions, I have been given a secure place to live and a small inheritance and live a simple peaceful life. I am very grateful indeed.

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The Self and the Sleeping Self

The Dream Portal by Sheilan

Our Self, as a being, is made up of three parts: our physical self who hosts our ethereal self (higher self) and soul self.  The higher self is the host for the soul and who we are when we are not in this physical body.  The higher self is like a bridge for our consciousness; it is the go-between to our soul and physical self.  The soul is the part of us which has no beginning and no end and knows no limits.  Only higher self and physical self has limits and has a beginning and end.

At the beginning of a Universal Cycle, the soul comes out of the One and is given a higher self to function and play in creation.  The soul stays in the higher self until the end of the Universal Cycle and then it either merges back into the One or the higher self enlists in the angelic kingdom to serve other Universal Cycles. The soul and higher self explore the spectrum of light via training grounds like earth or other planetary schools located thru out the universe.

When entering a school, physical bodies are given to the soul and higher self as vehicles. Bodies could be anything in the physical realm that a soul wants to experience and not limited to the human experience.  Often the soul will split itself into 4-6 parts in what is called lifelines to have a more varied experience and to get the maximum out of school. When the expression of self is no longer needed or we have completed our lessons and schooling on a training ground, our lifelines merge back into us.  Lifelines have their own soul and higher self, which is connected to the original soul and higher self.  Most of the beings on the planet in this 3-D game are lifelines of their original soul.  In such cases, the original soul and higher self stay on the other side of the veil guiding its players or lifelines.

Sleep is necessary for regenerating all parts of Self. Though meditation is a useful tool, sleep is the paramount way of connecting to our higher self and soul.  If we are a life- line player, sleep is essential for us to connect to our original, greater self.  When we are asleep and dreaming our higher self is awake and taking care of the business of Self on the other side of the veil.  When we are awake here our higher self is asleep there.  When we are asleep information is downloaded to us and when we are awake we upload information to our sleeping higher self.

If you have paid any attention to your dreams you know there are many kinds of dreams to experience.  Sometimes we dream about the lives of the other parts of us or lifeline players. Sometimes we are being instructed or informed and guided by our soul and higher self on a topic or issue in our life. There is so much more to dreaming than people who study dreams realize.   This 3-D reality is also a kind of dream, which can be changed without the physical self-realizing a change has happened.

If you study and pay attention to your dreams you will realize that the dream reality of our sleep is as valid as our waking reality dream.  Are you awake now or are you dreaming? Are you sure? Yes, this is a trick question, but worth pondering.  Because of the dream quality of reality, it is possible for a pole shift and shift in consciousness (a theme change) to take place for this earth school and most of us would not know it.  It would be as simple as going to sleep and waking up in a new peaceful, harmonious reality.

This is how planetary schools change their themes.  The shift is not happening because of evolution etc. This is a dream… the notion of evolution is part of the dream.  We grow lighter so we can see the dream!  After the theme changes, it will all seem very normal… like it has always been this way.  We simply wake up from being asleep and dreaming and while asleep we were conditioned for the change of theme. Perhaps, after the theme change occurs, it might seem as if the nightmare of this life is only a distant, fading memory of a past dream.

Row row row your boat gently down the stream… merely merrily merely merrily life is just a dream!

Sheilan

“You are not just a drop in the ocean. You are the mighty ocean in the drop.” – Rumi

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Having An Opinion

Higher Self by Sheilan
Higher Self by Sheilan

In the Advaita and non-duality community, I have seen people thinking that to have an opinion is unenlightened and undesirable!!!!  My perception and opinion 😉 is this: concerning enlightenment, it matters not if we have opinions or not. What matters is our attachment and identification to the opinion that we make. This shows a subtle and important distinction and understanding of Self.

The ego is not the issue or problem.  It is our attachment to what the ego does and says, which keeps us from enlightenment.  It is our beliefs we are the ego/body foremost and this denies soul it’s due reign over all parts of Self.  Sometimes in the process of giving soul it’s due we go to the other extreme and deny our opinions and then we appear cardboard like.  This reveals we our identifying our Self, on some, level as the ego/body. The ego/body self is our vehicle.  We do not exist without the container of some kind of ego/body and higher self.  The ego is not the part of Self, which identifies.  So then what deeper part of us is doing the identifying?  It is the part of us, which is in the process of waking up to Self and why we chose to come to earth school.

We become handicapped when we deny or don’t recognize all parts of Self.  To be balanced and whole is to embrace having an opinion and an ego while knowing we are soul/consciousness foremost and so live our lives surrendered to Consciousness and soul.  Our higher self, which many do not realize exists, is the part of us which is the bridge between the other two parts of Self and that, which is awakening to Self.  While on earth we are all three parts of Self.  Jesus Christ called these three parts of Self the Father (soul/Consciousness), Son (human body) and Holy Ghost (higher self). When not incarnated on earth-like schools, we are the soul and higher self in the higher dimensions of a school.  Higher self can be known and directly connected and communicated with via our meditations.

Enjoy your opinion!

Sheilan 2013

“We are not human beings having a spiritual experience; we are spiritual beings having a human experience.”   ~ by Pierre Teilhard de Chardin Le Phénomène Humain (1955)


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There Is Only One

I do not hold any one teaching or group to be “the” truth… for Truth is about Knowing the Whole of Everything.

Third Eye by Sheilan

The non-duality understanding of Oneness has always existed.  The Vedic word for Oneness is Advaita and translated means ‘not two’.  It is derived from the Upanishads, which are thought to be the final commentaries and interpretations of the ancient, Vedic texts.  Vedas means ‘Knowledge’.  Many believe the ancient Vedic scriptures have also existed since the beginning of history. These ancient scriptures were written down by sages over a period of time, between 1500 BCE and 500 BCE.  It is said, that prior to this time, the teaching of Knowledge was given orally from one person to another.

The word Upanishad means “sitting down near”, implying sitting at the feet of the one with Knowledge and is the basis for the relationship between teacher and student and ‘the spoken word’.  ‘The spoken word’ is a way of transmitting and pointing to, that which cannot be spoken.  The ultimate lesson of Advaita Knowledge is beyond the realm of conceptual thought and form.  This non-thing or void that will always remain wordless is True reality and at a certain stage in our perception, it is seen as the only thing that exists as Real. All else seeming to be separately real is but a Dream!  From this ultimate perception, individuals and separation do not exist.  The separate self is an illusion, a lie, the Dream. It is the ego in each of us, which believes itself to be separate, with individual power to create and choose.  The ego is the Dream self and does not realize itself to be a fictional character of the Dreamer.  Self Realization happens when Oneness awakens from the Dream into the knowledge of its True Self.  Waking up from the Dream is not something an individual ego can control or make happen faster or even happen at all, because again, in Truth, there are no individuals with individual power.

Advaita thought is an essential pointer to understanding Reality beyond the words and concepts.  India may be credited to having the oldest and most doctrines, as well as teachers teaching Advaita concepts, Ramana Maharshi being the most famous, but the essence of this understanding is universal and can be found at the root of all myths and religions of the world.  Throughout time, there have been teachers emerging with various degrees of this understanding.  Joseph Campbell, in his 1988 ‘Power of Myth’ series, was able to explain this transcendent understanding to a western audience, on national TV.  It seems that this was the beginning of our western culture, to collectively, go deeper into the knowledge of this Ultimate Understanding, allowing for more acceptance and diversity among us.

We come out of Oneness to explore Self… we awaken and see our separation is a dream… We return back to One…   We are Infinity… we are All that exists.
~ Sheilan

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