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The Shadow Self

Recently I was asked about my shadow self. You will find my response to the request below.

In shadow psychology, Carl Jung stated the shadow to be the unknown dark side of the personality. According to Jung, the shadow, in being instinctive and irrational, is prone to psychological projection, in which a perceived personal inferiority is recognized as a perceived moral deficiency in someone else. ~ Wikipedia

From my perspective, I no longer have what is thought to be a shadow self. I have a human self, and a soul and higher self and they are now integrated. As the process of integration was happening, the so-called shadow part of me dissolved away.

We are all beings of light that have briefly incarnated into human bodies. For my self, I prefer to focus on, or identify with, the being of light which I am, and who I am in the higher dimensions rather than the brief human. By doing so, the human element of me has awakened at higher dimensional levels than I was previously, and the shadow self vanished.

With the vanishment of the shadow self, we can live an infinite life, while in the human body. This is where we find our inner peace and happiness and shine the light for others. May you find and become your true self.


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You Might Be an Ascended Master

Someone recently asked me: “In spiritual and metaphysical circles, what is an Ascended Master?

The ‘Ascended Masters’ is a sanctioned group or a brotherhood of spirit beings on the other side. These beings, channel, or speak through human mediums. The term ‘Ascended Master’ is ambiguous, however.  To ascend means to rise, but these beings have not yet mastered ascension. No one ever masters ascension as it is a neverending process. Many of us awakened, ‘lightworkers’ on the planet, could also call ourselves ‘Ascended Masters’ if we wanted. Why because we have already ascended as spirit beings, and our human self is waking up to this knowledge.

Not all beings perceive reality from the same dimension. This includes all beings on both sides of the veil, and who are being channeled by humans. Perceptions of reality are relative and are subject to the dimension our consciousness perceives from. The information from a channeled Ascended Master can be spiritually helpful for some of us in human bodies, but can also be poisonous for others of us. This why part of the spiritual path is the learning of discernment.

For the most part, the consciousness of these ‘Ascended Masters’ is that of the 5th dimension. Many don’t realize, but spiritually speaking, the 5th dimension is a lower dimension, from my perspective. The ‘Ascended Masters’ sound lofty when speaking, but this is because the human body does not obstruct them, and being on the other side, they have easy access to information. However, their consciousness is not more evolved than many of the lightworkers, and this is why we might find their information distorted and confusing.

The consciousness of an ‘Ascended Master’ means only they have evolved beyond the third and fourth dimensions of the human teaching field. But again, in the spiritual realm, this is considered low in the consciousness spectrum. I don’t wish to judge this group of beings because their work is needed and helpful for many. My intention is to help with the understanding of what an ‘Ascended Master’ means spiritually.

The planet Earth and her school consist of thirteen dimensions. When I hear any of the ‘Ascended Masters’ or any other fifth-dimensional being speak through a medium (mediums also have their own filters of distortions), it sounds like word-salad to me. Their information and teachings might be helpful to those who are just starting to awaken. But, if you are already awake, these beings will teach you discernment; It might be the decrement to realize your consciousness is more evolved than their’s is! It is kind of rare, for a being above the 5th dimension, to be regularly channeled through a medium unless it is the medium’s own higher self. This is one of the many reasons I wanted to develop my connection with my own higher self and to get my own information.

Decrement is an essential lesson for all of us to learn, and those who call themselves the ‘Ascended Masters’ help teach this valuable lesson. And if you find their information useful…. Wonderful! We are all meant to grow beyond our teachers, and ultimately, we are each our own teacher. So when the words of the ‘Ascended Masters’ sound confusing or like word salad, it is okay, as it means our consciousness has grown beyond the Fifth dimension. ‘Ascended Masters’ serve as a marker for conscious awareness on the spiritual path, and this is a good thing.


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Rising Above the Difficulties

I was recently asked: “What was the difficult life experience you had, which propelled your spiritual journey most?”

Here is the short story of the answer to this question. My most profound awakening came about ten years ago after the sudden death of my beloved, long-term partner. Between the disease which quickly, ravished him, and the drama taking place around him with his family, I started to have panic attacks. It was a time of confusing happenings, and my emotions and PTSD from the previous stress in my life were out of control. How could he leave me alone in this crappy world? What was I going to do without him?

The only thing I could do was to let go of everything. I deeply surrendered everything, all my attachments, both mentally and physically. I also let go of seventy percent of my belongings and moved away to where I wouldn’t be continuously reminded of our relationship and the pain of losing him and what I went through. Moving away also meant I wouldn’t have interaction anymore with his toxic family.

Not long after my move, I could see the effect my deep surrender had on my consciousness. A whole new level of perceiving reality opened for me. Since then, I have continued the practice surrendering and letting go of any mental and physical attachments when they arise. And because of this, my life continues to be transformed.

This life is a school, and hardships are purposefully designed for us to go through, and then we must rise above the difficulty and shine like the light which we are. This is how we the human, provide growth to our higher self and soul. I am sure the hardships I shared, also helped me to burn away old karma, which kept my soul bound to Earth. If we can trust that there is deeper reasoning for the difficulties we experience on our path, it will help with letting go of the pain of attachment.


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What Higher Self Wants

Recently I was asked the question, “What does my higher self want from me”?

Your higher self wants you to grow and to do and be the best you can do and be so that they can evolve and grow in the higher dimensions of light. Your higher self wants you to become sensitive to its desires and for you to come fully into the understanding that you as a human being is only a small part of who you are.

Your higher self isn’t that concerned about your human desires because, in a sense, your human self is illusionary, a mask, and not the most authentic part of your self. Your human self is a temporary representative of self. When you come to realize this fully, it will make your higher self very happy indeed.

Our higher self loves us and designed the perfect life for the growth of Self. In the new year, let us all be true to our higher selves and reflect the higher dimensions in all that we are, so the Earth and other beings are blessed with the gift of the real us.  Happy New Year to All.


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Raising Our Awareness

I was recently asked, “how did you raise your awareness to enter a higher dimension?”

My power as a human is limited in this matter. Yes, certain things were done, but the force behind me is my soul and higher self, and this is where the credit needs to go. Giving our higher self all the credit in our lives is the secret to raising one’s awareness. Because it is behind the realization, that we are not in control of our lives. We do not have power as humans, as most humans think we do to make things happen.

The more we surrender to this understanding, the more of a total vehicle we are able to become for our higher selves. When we, as a human, become entirely aware that this life is their life, our consciousness will be raised higher as the ego becomes diminished.

When I aligned myself with this awareness and surrendered my ego to the desires of my higher self, is when my greater awareness came. When I let go of all my own (the ego’s) plans and desires and acknowledged this life as higher self’s life, is when I entered into the most elevated of dimensions that are available in this Earth School. My consciousness raised to where my higher self lives in the higher dimensions.


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Seeing Dimensions

Recently I was asked this question: “Why can’t we see the higher dimensions, but we can see the lower dimensions?”

I can only answer this from a spiritual perspective. At this time, this Earth school is designed primarily to be happening in the third dimension, a lower dimension. So, the vision of what our physical eyes can see is going to be limited. However, regardless, if we are able, we can see and recognize the higher dimensions. Seeing the higher dimensions requires a different kind of vision.

The higher dimensions are more subtle in appearance and can be easily overlooked and will not be seen at all by those who have yet to develop their third eye or 6th Chakra. If you can’t see the higher dimensions, this means your higher self hasn’t yet evolved into the 6th dimension or you the human, has yet to evolve to where your higher self is.

At this time on Earth, to see beyond what the third-dimensional eyes can see, we need to use our connection to our higher self in the higher dimensions to see. We expand our vision by developing a conscious relationship with who we are in the higher dimensions. As beings, we are only able to see to the degree of the dimension our higher self has expanded into.

Once our human self is awakened into its full potential of the higher self, we can then push the boundaries to help our higher self expand beyond the current dimensions where they reside. This is why incarnation into the human body is so valuable.

To have a human with this potential is very powerful for our soul and higher self. The human becomes the pioneer for new growth and expansion to happen in the higher dimensions for our greater being. This kind of growth is a push-pull event, whereby all the selves (soul, higher self and physical self), work as a team to grow our being.


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Spiritual Awakening and Shift Timeline

Golden Universe by Sheilan

Recently someone asked me this question “I believe to be experiencing a Spiritual Awakening, does anyone have any advice? What are the real signals of it?’ See my reply below and also and timeline update about the coming shift.

Anytime we have new spiritual growth or awakening, at first, the difference between our old perceptions and the fresh, new perceptions are very pronounced. We have many “aha-moments,” and the perceptions are shiny and new and exciting. We can get a little intoxicated and high from it all. However, as we grow into the new perceptions of awareness, the shininess wears off as it becomes our new normal awareness.

When this happens, we might feel we are stuck or stagnant because now it is back to business and lessons as usual. Still, in reality, we have just gotten used to the new perceptions, and we tend to get little addicted to the high and excitement of being in a new learning phase, with all the new “aha-moments.” Going through the new stage and being patient with the old phase, is part of the process of becoming lighter, and we need to embrace it all, even when it seems nothing is happening in our growth. Enjoy your journey!

Shift timeline update: We are just coming out of a two-month-long window of a possibility for the shift to occur. It was indicated to me last week it was recently decided that the final portion of the shift would not happen for another 2-3 years or so. It seems the Earth has decided to delay the shift yet again but will continue to shift into the higher dimensions in small ways. For us, this means that after this window closes, it will become more comfortable for a time, as it has been an intense couple of months. Also, this last window showed me, in the future, it will take a major window like this one, for the final shift to happen. We are passing through the most powerful window I have witnessed thus far while monitoring the shift since 1997.

The shift is going to happen. When we have the understanding, this Earth is a school and a dream reality, and the shift is part of the schooling, the process is less intense to handle. Hang on my friends, we are in this together and we can do it. If you are in Spokane, WA or know others who are, I am starting a circle to support ascension through the shift process. Love and light your way.


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