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Is This All A Dream?

Recently I was asked: “Since everything feels completely realistic while dreaming, why is it dismissed that our existence while awake is an illusion?”

I have often marveled how few people question what this reality is. Of course, the deeper one goes down the consciousness rabbit hole, the more one finds out this too is a type of dream. I have watched many spiritually advanced friends struggle to remember that this life is a dream especially when they are caught up in emotional pain. I have crossed the line so that I pretty much know this reality is a dream most of the time. The dream is clearly seen by me.

I also marvel that people don’t question more why we dream and the necessity for us to get a good night sleep in order to stay healthy and live. Lucid dreams, or the dreams which stand out, are easy to remember. They are vignettes of our higher self carrying-on, on the other side in the higher dimensions. When we sleep as humans we are awake in the higher dimensions and when are awake here, we are in a rest mode there.

The earth school we attend is finishing up the current teaching cycle. This is why things in our civilization seem to be falling apart. People have become polarized in their beliefs and life is intense. Fukushima, Japan continues to dump radiation into the ocean. The plastic around the earth is threatening our ecosystem etc. Climate change is real, thou, it is not man-made…. It is happening because the dream we are living in is about to change to a new dream with the help of a pole shift. Pole shifts and dream changes happen about every 10 thousand years.

The dream before this dream was called Atlantis and the dream before that was called Lemuria. In our current cycle, we have a male dominant perspective. In Lemuria, we had a female dominant perspective. For all kinds of soul growth, it is important for the teaching curriculum of the earth to change every so often. Each time the curriculum changes, great care goes into making the school setting seem as real as possible… as if it has always been this way and things evolve. Evolution is a mere dream. I have recollections of other dream cycles of this earth school. My being has participated in dream changes many times and I have memories of the change.

If we take an honest look at our civilization’s current situation, we know there is no possible way for us to evolve out of this mess. Many who have yet to realize this is a dream are scared to death about what seems to be happening to our world and rightfully so. The scare is helping many to awaken. The new dream will start out with a civilization who is more advanced and more consciously awake. The darker energies who are currently in the old dream will not be allowed into the beginning of the new dream. The new dream will start out as a time of peace and joy.


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Soul Evolution

Recently, I was asked the following: “How can I tell if a person is an evolved soul? If there is a hierarchy of soul evolution then how can I know where I am on this scale? This is really important to me.”

My answer: I understand your desire to know who you are and yes, there is sort of a hierarchy or really it’s more like a family tree. The older a soul is, the closest to the trunk of the family tree they will be. The closer to the trunk of the tree a being is, the more one’s being will realize we are all ultimately One soul but came out of the One at different times… perhaps even in different universes. Our being is a paradox because we are all the same in essence and yet we are all different.

So why does it help us to know were in creation we are located on the family tree? It helps us to understand our creation better and who we are as a spirit being within creation. It also might tell us who our group soul is and what we are about and where we came from.  Not all souls have come out of the One at the same time. Knowing this information is similar to people wanting to know about their DNA and roots/genealogy as humans.

One thing to keep in mind, which I have learned, is creation exists within an infinite spectrum of light and there will always be beings whose higher self is either lighter and darker than our own being. So there is no room for the ego in this quest for self-discovery. There is nothing wrong with wanting to know about one’s higher self and if there is a desire to know, it means there is value for you either in the process of getting or having the information. It is our higher self which gives us such desires.

I have found the best way for me to gather up this information was to learn to connect and communicate with my higher self and get the information directly via dreams, intuition or from my own channeling. Outside sources are not always trusted or accurate. If you are destined to know this information, you will be given clues and the information will come.


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Unconditional Love for Humanity?

treks-best-villains-20090429034500466-000-e1549581080657.jpgI was recently asked if I have unconditional love for all of humanity?

Here is my  human answer! I am aware the answer might not be politically correct for some beings, where only unconditional love is acceptable. In this incarnation, I am more concerned about being real and true to my higher self than pretending I have not grown tired of the shenanigans of dark energies on the planet.

The answer is yes and no. Yes, at the highest level of my being (my higher self), I do have unconditional love for all and this is my true self. In the highest of dimensions, I have no prejudices and I have understanding and empathy for even the darkest of beings. And much of this reality comes through to my human self as a result of my spiritual growth. However, this human can sometimes be conditional depending on the situation I find myself in. And this is okay with me, for I know I have already evolved myself to be unconditional in the higher dimensions and sometimes being conditional is the way we need to go while in this human experience.

Even thou I know this earth is a school with a broad spectrum of light energies for students, I sometimes grow tired and lack patience with dark, stuck energies. These energies get great joy in making life miserable for all of us. I am soul tired and want to be done babysitting this type of dark energy, who really doesn’t care about others and doesn’t want to grow and learn. I am a forgiving person and if someone wants to grow I will always help them and give them a chance to do so.

There is a very dark energy group at our earth school. They are bullies and always want to be in control. They provide valuable lessons to be learned by all of us, but still, they are tiresome. They are greedy and power-hungry haters. I am tired of their psychic attacks towards me and all who shine the light. They secretly covet other’s light without doing the work to spiritually evolve. Thou our lessons with them are unpleasant, we are able to grow stronger from our interactions irregardless.

This dark, slow to grow group, will need to leave the teaching-field for a while due to the soon-to-come cosmic changes in the earth school’s curriculum. The very dark are ignorant, fighting not to leave the teaching-field, while trying to hold on to their false power and their twisted notion of who they think they are. I hope the change brings evolutionary growth to this group of beings.


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Losing Friends After Awakening

I was recently asked: If you lose friends during spiritual awakening, is it because you’re not vibrating at the same frequency anymore?

Yes, this can happen and does often with any kind of inner growth. The new energy can easily become incompatible with the old energy.  How both sides handle the situation is part of the learning experience of earth school.

Friendships and other relationships don’t necessarily need to end when awakening growth happens, but there can be new awkwardness and perhaps even secret envy coming from others who continue to live in the old energy that we leave behind.

Unless the other person makes it unbearable for us, as multidimensional beings, we should be able to connect and find common ground with others no matter their dimensional level even though our own values and perceptions have changed. This is a lesson for all of us.


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What I Lost as a Result of Awakening

I was asked recently what I had lost as the result of my spiritual awakening…

What I lost was the perception I had of being independent of my higher self. I am no longer the free agent I thought I was, not that I ever was. It is now clear to me that I, this being in the third dimension, am only a representative or avatar of my true self of the higher dimensions. This is undeniable now. I have lost the ability to do whatever my intellect or emotions tell me to do and will only move from the guidance of my higher self.

I have lost the desires to be or do anything other than this. To many people, my life seems rather boring, but to me it is a peaceful dream. I have lost the part of me, that was false and distorted. All the veils have been removed. I no longer have human longings and fears, but perceive reality from multiple dimensions at the same time. I feel free. I have lost the confinement and limitations of the human self.

The human self is but a dream!


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Lessons Planned For Us Before Birth

I was recently asked questions about what life plans might be made for us before we are born.

This earth school consists of many levels of learning for the young souls to older more advanced souls so what might be planed before a lifetime is entirely individual for each soul. The general curriculum set up is similar to the third dimension school set up, where basics courses and topics are mandatory for all students in the lower classes, but in the upper classes one gets to chose what they want to learn based on their individual interests of growth. Our karmic lessons are woven into our studies throughout all of our schooling.

Various courses are required of us to fulfill before we can graduate. These course requirements allow us to develop our knowledge beyond the subjects that interest us. The earth school experience is known to be one of the toughest experiences in the universe. The courses for beings here are raw and extreme.

Some of the basics to learn here are learning to be gender fluid by being able to live as a male in one lifetime and the next lifetime as a female without gender confusion. Exploring each gender gives us an appreciation of the polar opposite of us as well as a deeper understanding about relationships.

Learning to deal with and balance the full human scale of emotions is another primary lesson we all need to learn. Also. a major study that this school is popular for is its teachings on racism and addictions.

When one takes on a lesson it usually takes place over many lifetimes, and we experience the lesson from both sides like being rich and being poor, being a leader and being a follower, being healthy and being sick etc.

If you look out at humanity you will see the vastness of lessons and experiences available for souls to have before we are advanced enough to be able to graduate from this school and to leave and enter another school somewhere in the universe.


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Mass Awakening?

I was recently asked If there is one collective mind, then why doesn’t awakening of one lead to the awakening of all?

All will eventually awaken, but the One of us All, has its own timing of how and when this happens for each of us. All of our souls were not birthed into manifestation from the One at the same time, so why should they all awaken at the same time? This would defeat the journey of self-discovery. If it all happened at the same time it would take away from the cosmic adventure of becoming an individual, which is the whole point of splitting the soul in the first place.

In terms of the coming collective shift and the new earth, as this is happening approaches, more beings are having awakening experiences every day and our awakening does help others to awaken, but there will never be a time when we are all awakened at the same level.

Understanding there are unlimited universes all happening at the same time on an infinite spectrum of light gives the notion of a collective mind a different meaning.  The collective part is we are all from the same soul but have come out of the One at different points of the collective soul’s journey and this is where the term old soul and young soul came from.  There is a lot of misinformation about what this reality and creation are and unraveling and understanding the truth is part of the journey.

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