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Enlightenment, Diet and New Earth

I was recently asked if we need to have a completely clean diet in order to reach the stage of enlightenment?

A so called “clean” diet is not a prerequisite to becoming enlightened. The notion of what is “clean” is unique to each individual and levels of enlightenment are relative. However, as we become more conscious, we also become more conscious of what we put into our body and how it affects us. We also become more conscious of how our choices affect others, animals and the environment surrounding food growth, etc. Everything is connected to everything else and it would be unlikely to become enlightened without thinking some of these things through. In a sense, we are what we eat and we need to be responsible on some level for what we consume as humans and as individuals. What we consume can lower or raise our vibration. Thou it is important not to become egoic and judgemental towards our self others around this issue for it is all part of the spiritual path and the lessons and choices we make while incarnated.

Our current, mainstream western diet has become unconscious to an extreme and is a big generator of disease and more unconsciousness. There needs to be an overhaul to the system, and the western way of life and the western way of thinking, as it is a failing system. When we start to eat more consciously and cleanly we are saying “no” to the failing system and asking to participate in a higher vibration. And because more people are saying “no” and more and more people are becoming conscious, the vibration around food is changing and it is affecting consciousness in other areas, like education and medicine/health care, etc.

For myself, I have been guided towards the healthy Keto diet and intermittent fasting which fuels the body on fat rather than glucose. Fat is a cleaner fuel for the body. If done correctly, this diet can bring the body into health and repair and can raise one’s vibration. Diet is an individual choice and part of our lesson learning. I try to eat as cleanly and as healthy as possible. I muscle test my diet so I am eating precisely what my body needs and not my ego/intellect.  I often eat a little organic chicken or wild caught fish for one of my two meals a day.  Thou my personality doesn’t like it, I recognize these bodies are designed to consume animals and there is a soul agreement with them to do so.  Even thou I know this, for myself, I choose not to eat larger animals.

If I could easily be vegetarian and be healthy I would do so. The Keto diet is how I am guided by my body and higher self to eat for now. Many of us struggle to live within the limitations of the current lower dimensional dream of this incarnation. Often we must straddle the fence of the choices between lower and higher dimensions. All we can do is do the best with what we have to work with and modify when our higher guidance or body asks us to do so. It is important to honor these bodies and not override their needs with our higher ideals, but to find a balance for both.

At the beginning of the new dream or New Earth, we will not be eating animals. I am told our bodies will not be fueled on glucose or fat. Our bodies will have a different fuel source because we will live in higher frequencies/dimensions than what we are currently living. Until this time we must each listen to our bodies as well as follow our inner guidance to eat the diet which is best for each of us to be healthy. Health is essential while existing in a failing crumbling system/dream.  These current bodies will not go with us into the new dream… Those of us going into the beginning of the new dream will be given new bodies appropriate for the higher dimensions of the new dream.


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Why Some Move into 5-D Sooner

I was recently asked: “what is the reasons why some people move into the 5th dimension sooner than others?

The Earth is a school consisting of 13 dimensions and not everyone’s being entered the school in the same dimension of learning. There are both young souls and olds here and all are growing at different rates. The school is occurring at both the incarnated state and in the spirit realm on the other side. A common mistake that we all make, is to think we are oranges or all the same; when in fact we are apples and oranges and not the same. We didn’t all start out at this School at the same level.

When we realize this is the case, things will make sense and our understanding of the spiritual journey will broaden. Everyone grows at their own pace. There is not a collective soul thing happening on the Earth like many think. However, a certain number of people do need to be awakened in the higher dimensions in order to bring about the shift into the New Earth. We are very close to this happening. the New Earth will consist of the 6th to 9th dimensions in the beginning because so many beings have already moved into 5th-dimensional awareness for quite a while now. Later on in the schooling of the New Earth, the dimensions will return to like we have now so more beings can incarnate and school.

When beings graduate from the Earth School, there are 3-dimensional levels of graduation which a being can graduate from. The 5th -7th dimension is the first level. The 6th to 9th-dimensional levels are the second level. And the last level is the 9th to 13th dimensions. Graduation will take place fairly soon, for all beings leaving the Earth School, when the Earth switches between the old dream and the new dream of the New Earth.


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Who Am I As a Higher Being?

I was recently asked “How do I know my type of soul or how advanced my soul is? How do I find out who I am as a higher being?”

These are good things to wonder about. It might take us a long time to find the answers to this information depending on how connected we are to our higher self and how much understanding we have about reality. Our higher self holds the answers to these questions. Other people who channel beings from the other side can give us insights into our being, but sometimes this information is tainted because they themselves, or who they channel, might not be evolved enough to get the information without distortions of their consciousness.

Part of why this information is meaningful is because the process of getting it for our self can be enriching and can broaden our understanding of reality and how creation works. Sometimes the answers won’t come until we have more understanding of such things… they feed each other. It is a bit of puzzle that we need to put together piece by piece for ourselves. And there is nothing more empowering than having clear communication with our higher self. To be able to live our life with such a connection to Self and to get clear guidance is such a joy.

How I began was, I started connecting with my higher self in meditation and then through journaling and asking questions. I made it clear I was not interested in channeling anyone else but my higher self. It is easy to channel other beings but harder to communicate with one’s higher self. Channeled information from others can sometimes help us to know about our Self. However, I often found the channelings from other beings to be somewhat hit and miss and often came with many distortions. Later on my path, I knew I wanted only the help and information from my own being. I practiced for years and years until now I can ask questions and hear and feel the answers or I can write what I hear if something more lengthy is being conveyed. I am in constant communication with my higher self throughout the day.

Higher self is our intuition and also sends us messages through our feelings and dreams. If I were pondering the answers to something in particular my higher self would often speak to me while I was in the shower. This is probably because I was more open to hearing… going for a walk in nature would have a similar effect.  In order to understand where our being is in the order of things, one needs to understand both the order of things and about their own being… these things go hand in hand.


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Endless Levels to Enlightenment

I was recently asked “If there are endless levels to ‘Enlightenment’ what should we be calling the simple realization and acceptance that ‘All is Self’?”

In the past, I have read many enlightened being’s teachings and found altogether they grandly illustrate the varying levels of awakening or enlightenment. Why are there infinite levels of enlightenment? It is because creation exists in infinite dimensions within dimensions, within infinite universes. There is no end!

Our understanding of reality is tied to the dimension our consciousness exists in on the other side. We as humans can only be conscious/awake or enlightened to the dimension which our higher self (spirit self) has evolved into while in the higher dimensions. The chakras of our bodies are tied to all the earth’s dimensions.

The earth is a school of limited dimensions. While here on earth, one’s consciousness or awakening cannot exceed the 13th dimension. Not everyone will graduate from this Earth School in her highest dimensions. When some beings leave here they will go on to other planetary systems (schools) which have higher vibrations than what is available to the Earth.

For others to understand the whole of this answer, their being would need to have evolved into a dimensional understanding which is allowing of this knowledge. It is not the human self which evolves really, but rather, the higher self, spirit-self in the higher dimensions. Having this understanding is another level of enlightenment.

The level of enlightenment which has the understanding that “All is Self” would be the primary understanding of an awakened or enlightened being. One must understand, there are also levels of understanding within this primary understanding of Self. This is yet again, another example of infinite levels of enlightenment or understanding. There will never be a “one-shoe-fits-all” regarding consciousness. And admittedly, some enlightened experiences make it seem like there is the final understanding, until of course, another new level is realized.

While in this human body, we will never be able to identify or name the levels of consciousness, because levels of consciousness are relative. It is impossible to have a standard definition. The confusion around the topic helps with the learning and growing of our being at this 3rd-dimensional level.

I often use the word awakened and levels of awakening instead of the word enlightenment, as it seems to fit and it takes away the authority of the notion of enlightenment from old traditional, teachings, which many have outgrown. Sometimes I use words together like awakening/enlightenment to cover my basis when writing on the topic.  In the end we are using limited words of the third dimension to explain something which is indeed happening beyond the realm of the intellects understanding.


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Trouble Standing Up for Themselves

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I was recently asked, “Why do spiritual people generally struggle with being assertive or standing up for themselves?”

This might happen for several reasons. Spiritual people are more consciously aware than non-spirituals, of the consequences of their actions, so they want to be ultra careful not to do anything energetically to create harm or karma and so they will bend over backward to be accommodating. They have spent lifetimes developing their compassion and empathy towards others and are more forgiving which allows them to take more abuse hurled towards them. And finally, because they are aware of karma they may be aware when abuse is aimed at them it might be karmic payback from a past life and maybe they feel they deserve it.

All in all, spiritual beings are learning and growing and willing to go through experiences and treading gently, testing the waters until they become stronger in their being and can stand strong against being ill-treated and can do what is called for in that moment. When they stand in their internal strength, they don’t care what others may think of them, and only want to do what their guidance is asking for.

It behooves us not to judge others for we do not know the cosmic back story of karma and lessons with others.  Lives and lessons are complex and there is never a one way fits all approach for any of us. Usually, we are just doing the best we can with what we have to work with. With this in mind, enjoy the journey and keep on treading softly till you are able to stand firm in your power of Self.


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Visuals I Have Used on My Path?

I was recently asked what visuals I like to use while on my spiritual journey, i.e. lakes, mountains, light, etc.?

This is a great question for me as visuals have always been integrated into my spiritual journey. Nature is of course inspiring, but being an artist and remembering the higher dimensions and many past lives from the East like India and China, I have preferred the use of more personal man-made visuals like mandalas and Buddhist artwork. I never tied the images to the religion they are intended, but saw them as universal symbols of the spiritual journey.

When I first started to awaken forty plus years ago, I was drawn to create what seemed like an abstract higher dimensional image. The image was a type of Middle Eastern Mandala, which held a higher vibration, which I could tune into. Creating this image was an awakening in itself as I had little understanding of spiritual art at that time.

Shortly after this time, I started to tap into my own innate understanding of sacred geometry. I was fascinated with all the different shapes of crystal minerals and I was desirous of designing and making little temples and was told this is something my higher self did at one time in the higher dimensions while in another planetary system.

After this time, thirty such years ago, I became aware of the male-dominated society in which we live and in which the Divine Feminine is shunned. Being female, I gravitated towards Goddess images, which represented all aspects of the Divine Feminine and also my feminine higher self whom I was working to get in touch with at this time.

After this period, twenty plus years ago, as my third eye was starting to open, everywhere I looked I saw the Divine Matrix of creation and everywhere I saw mandalas woven into materiality. I remembered my experience with creating my first sacred piece of art and so I began to paint a small series of similar images. After this period, as my enlightenment started to unfold, I gravitated towards the visuals of little statues of Buddha.

These days, art and images aren’t needed or hold the same importance on my journey. The old art doesn’t speak to me the way it used to. I have kept a small Buddha and Green Tara around, and I enjoy them also as part of my memories, along with a few other Asian antiques. I will always use sacred geometry to create my living spaces as it is who I am and it supports my energy while I am in the third dimension.

Sometimes I create digital mandalas and mirrored images for fun from my photos. They look like openings into other dimensions. This is like keeping alive an old discarded secret language. But really, there are no visuals needed to be part of my path as they once were. My understanding of this is, there are no longer images or symbols, which represent the higher dimensions my consciousness is striving to reach at this time. This is indeed something to ponder. We never stop growing!

What visuals we us is an interesting self reflective thing to ponder… What visuals have you used on your journey and why?


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In A Dark Night of the Soul?

I was recently asked if humanity is currently living through a dark night of its collective soul?

In a sense, yes, humanity is going through a type of dark night of the soul experience, but not because there is a collective soul. The reason is more basic. The Earth is a school for spirit or the higher self of a soul. The school exists in many dimensions. The third dimension is a training ground in which beings can incarnate to test what they have learned while in the higher dimensions. Every 10 thousand years or so, the Earth resets the training ground and starts over.

We are currently at the end of a training ground cycle and about to shift into a new training ground cycle. The Earth is using the end of this cycle to get the maximum use of lessons for growth out of the cycle. This is why the intensity of living is so extreme and chaotic. Not all beings who are on the Earth will qualify to enter into the beginning of the New Earth (new cycle) because the frequency at the beginning will be higher than the cycle’s current frequency. They will incarnate later in the cycle when the vibration of training ground accommodates their vibrations and lessons.

The training grounds are designed to seem real. This is why many think we have evolved in our society to where we are today. However, many beings on the planet accurately see that man will not be able to evolve beyond this point, but they don’t understand fully why this is. All seems hopeless to many who are somewhat awake, but not awake enough to understand this cycle is ending and a new cycle is about to begin. There are a handful of people who see the threads into the new cycle and understand what is going on and are sharing the information with others.


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Time and Reincarnation

I was recently asked “when a soul decides to be reincarnated here on earth can the next lifetime be in a earlier time, for example 20 BC or 1800 AD?” This is an excellent question and shows the person questioning is looking deeper into the notion of what is time and what is the soul?

What is the soul? The soul is that which is not made of matter. While time and matter are the same thing, the soul is something else for which there is no definition. The soul is nonexistent and the opposite of matter so it is timeless. In order to exist in manifestation (Time), we created the higher self or spirit body of matter, in which to travel in. Time like manifestation is a paradox; it exists and yet it doesn’t exist. As beings are also a paradox because the soul part of us is nonexistent but our bodies exist in time as part of the manifested universe.

All manifestation exists in a type of time or sequencing. There is order to the Universe and this Earth School. This Earth school is happening in time. Without the foundation of time/sequence, there would be nothing to keep our consciousness grounded. As a soul, we need to be tethered to matter (time) in order to have an existence on Earth or anywhere. Incarnating out of sequence would create chaos and be too disruptive for evolution in the higher dimensions.

The brain we have cannot understand nonexistent time or soul, because it needs to be grounded in order to be cognitive. We can experience soul/nonexistence while in the body, but we don’t have the ability to explain it or to understand it. We can only to Know it. Time is very dense and slow while incarnated in these 3-D bodies. Time in the higher dimensions is much lighter and more fluid for our spirit selves. Time or sequencing is a tool which was created by us the universe, so the soul could exist as a being and we could evolve our being on whatever planetary school we are in.


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Does Law of Attraction Really Work?

I was recently asked if meditation and Law of Attraction really work for manifesting?

The true purpose of meditation is to empty the mind of thoughts and desires of attachments so one can become free from the bondage of the material world. To use meditation and prayer to receive what we desire seems like an oxymoron. Yet, people follow The Law of Attraction and meditate for what they want because they are attached to their desires and being in control. They are attached to the false idea that they can control their lives when in reality this third-dimensional self has very little control. When others receive the things they are asking for it is only because it is their destiny to have such things. This doesn’t mean that they themselves manifested these things.

Finding out the reality of one’s own power or really lack of our power is indeed our true power because once we know we are powerless we are free. If we can surrender and embrace the idea we in the third dimension are a tool for our spirit-Self in the higher dimension, who is our true source of power, we have gained some enlightenment. And if we continue to surrender our desires and attachments, knowing our higher self has all the power, we will have a happier, peaceful life.

This choice is the power we have. We can go along with the flow of reality and become happy knowing our place in the cosmos, or we can fight against this reality and spend our lives in the illusion of thinking or seeking to have control and power of this life. Every being on their spiritual path must learn this for themselves. Having power and control is a deeply ingrained desire and attachment, which all must deal with. The level of corruption and greed people get into because of these attachments is astonishing. However, it is their lessons and their life… so go for it until you have had enough of this lesson!

Also realizing we are not the power of our being doesn’t mean we become doormats for others or we do nothing to make our life better. It means becoming more intuitive and becoming a true instrument for our higher self, so we know when, where and what is wanted for this life.


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The New Earth is Near

We are at the crossroads between the end of one dream cycle and the beginning of the next dream cycle on the teaching field of the earth school.  MaRae, my higher self, was already awakened and was residing in the highest dimensions before coming to earth, so her perspective is unique and supreme. I look forward to sharing some of what I have learned. Here is our new video, I hope it is useful on your journey.


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Reincarnated as a Cat or?

I recently answered someone’s question: “Everyone always says I was a cat in another life. What does this mean?”

It could be that your soul had a recent incarnation as a cat to have the experience or you could have an even deeper connection to the cat which other’s are picking up on. This is a vast universe and souls come from all over the universe to go to this Earth School. The Earth School is popular because it helps souls grow quicker than most schools because the lessons can be very extreme. There are many different souls/higher selves from different star systems here, which means there are many different races of beings who have incarnated into the physical third dimension to grow and learn. One of the races that participate in this Earth to school, is a Catlike race from afar star-system. They are a rare race here at the school, but they are here and do exist.

The more evolved a being is who has incarnated, the more likely they will show similar traits to who their higher self is, in the higher dimensions. Sometimes other races come specifically to the Earth School to work out the issues they have with other races and of course, this carries over to the lessons happening in the third dimension. I hope this gives you some insight into who you might be in the higher dimensions. Only we know the true answers for ourselves, as to who and what we are in the higher dimensions.

To discover more about who we are, it helps us to pay attention to our dreams, especially those which are more memorable and vivid. The dreams that stick with us after we wake up, are what some call Lucid Dreams. In these dreams, we are given the opportunity to view what our higher self is doing on the other side while we sleep. While we sleep our higher self is more active and while we are awake our higher self rests on the other side. Sometimes the higher self will purposely send us information or messages which will help us here in the Third Dimension.


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Why We Incarnate

I was recently asked: “If we are higher beings in a temporary incarnation, why is it necessary to incarnate to learn lessons instead of learning them in our higher form?”

All 13 of the dimensions of the earth are part of this earth school. We always have the opportunity to learn and grow. There are some beings in service to this school, as some of the angelics, who have very few incarnations. On the other side, part of the focus is to be of service to others in all the various ways and to help those who have incarnated with their lessons. In order to be really good at helping those who have incarnated, we need to incarnate, so that we have a better understanding of what it is like to be limited by our physicality and by time and to deal with such things as emotions and karma. In the higher dimensions, we also take classes and study various subjects, but at some point, we need to put all our higher dimensional learning to the test by incarnating into physicality.

So we incarnate to test ourselves… we need the denser, 3-D to grow because it is more intense and faster than just growing on the other side in the higher dimensions. The lessons available at this level are more varied, dramatic and extreme. We can explore and experience lessons in physicality which isn’t available in the higher dimensions. Because of the 3-D body’s emotions, we can feel everything more deeply. We can explore all kinds of themes and story lines. We can change our gender and make use of the karmic system, which isn’t available in the higher dimensions.

A handful of higher dimensional beings at the school, are from previous universes and are not required to incarnate into the 3-D unless they want to. They may choose to incarnate and play the role of a major teacher in one of the themes and then follow up and guide their teachings from the other side. The majority of the beings at this school are from this current universe and are required to incarnate to get a full rounded education in order to graduate and leave the school. There are other schools in the universe that are based in the higher dimensions and much less intense than earth.


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Our Soul Gives Us Our Thoughts

At the broadest perspective or understanding, the soul is the fire which animates these bodies and all things, so yes the soul generates all of our thoughts at various levels including thoughts from the brain’s ego, intellect, and mind chatter.

The soul also generates the thoughts and feelings which come from our emotions. The more elevated we become in our vibration, the more our thoughts will come directly from our soul/higher self in the higher dimensions of self.

When we align ourselves with our higher self and soul, we become a completely guided individual. If we pay attention we will be able to use our thoughts as part of the governing factor which guides us and gives us understanding.  Until the time we are aligned many of our thoughts come from our ego and it will be difficult to separate the two sources.

And as we travel on our spiritual path and we will be able to decipher the more subtle energies of the soul/higher self, and this will help lead us to a more direct connection with our soul / higher self. This connection is sublime. This is how I have precisely been able to push the boundaries of the higher dimensions at this earth school. This is how I directly hear and communicate with my higher self all throughout the day with all things matter great and small.

In the past, when I have pushed through higher dimensional realities, thoughts came to me like breadcrumbs leading me to new pathways of understanding. This stretched my knowledge/understanding beyond what was previously normal for me. Little by little the mind stretches to take in the new perceptions and understanding that came. This is also how we can go deep and directly connect to the energy of the Universal Soul of all things.


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Awakening in Busy Lifestyle?

I was recently asked if someone can reach enlightenment/awakening while living a busy lifestyle, inside society?

Answer: It is rare, but it could happen if this were a beings path and the human had a much older soul. In this situation, perhaps their soul//higher self had done the preparations for their awakening/enlightenment for this lifetime while in previous incarnations.

The reason it is rare is that usually, individuals need a lot of time to contemplate, to think about their lives and realize “who am I and what am I and what is this earth reality about?”  They also need alone time to heal old wounds from previous lifetimes and from this life, and they need to balance karmic debts.

In previous incarnations they would have needed to build a healthy ego for their being, so that when their ego becomes diminished as a human they are able to bounce-back. Or perhaps it is the path of the human to come into this life with a diminished ego. They must also be close to finishing-up with their earth school lessons that their soul chose for them to learn.

And again I will say there are infinite levels to enlightenment or awakenings, and what is awakened or enlightened to one is not to another. Enlightenment is an ongoing journey, which never ends, so it is all relative. It is sort of like beauty being in the eye of the beholder.


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Is This All A Dream?

Recently I was asked: “Since everything feels completely realistic while dreaming, why is it dismissed that our existence while awake is an illusion?”

I have often marveled how few people question what this reality is. Of course, the deeper one goes down the consciousness rabbit hole, the more one finds out this too is a type of dream. I have watched many spiritually advanced friends struggle to remember that this life is a dream especially when they are caught up in emotional pain. I have crossed the line so that I pretty much know this reality is a dream most of the time. The dream is clearly seen by me.

I also marvel that people don’t question more why we dream and the necessity for us to get a good night sleep in order to stay healthy and live. Lucid dreams, or the dreams which stand out, are easy to remember. They are vignettes of our higher self carrying-on, on the other side in the higher dimensions. When we sleep as humans we are awake in the higher dimensions and when are awake here, we are in a rest mode there.

The earth school we attend is finishing up the current teaching cycle. This is why things in our civilization seem to be falling apart. People have become polarized in their beliefs and life is intense. Fukushima, Japan continues to dump radiation into the ocean. The plastic around the earth is threatening our ecosystem etc. Climate change is real, thou, it is not man-made…. It is happening because the dream we are living in is about to change to a new dream with the help of a pole shift. Pole shifts and dream changes happen about every 10 thousand years.

The dream before this dream was called Atlantis and the dream before that was called Lemuria. In our current cycle, we have a male dominant perspective. In Lemuria, we had a female dominant perspective. For all kinds of soul growth, it is important for the teaching curriculum of the earth to change every so often. Each time the curriculum changes, great care goes into making the school setting seem as real as possible… as if it has always been this way and things evolve. Evolution is a mere dream. I have recollections of other dream cycles of this earth school. My being has participated in dream changes many times and I have memories of the change.

If we take an honest look at our civilization’s current situation, we know there is no possible way for us to evolve out of this mess. Many who have yet to realize this is a dream are scared to death about what seems to be happening to our world and rightfully so. The scare is helping many to awaken. The new dream will start out with a civilization who is more advanced and more consciously awake. The darker energies who are currently in the old dream will not be allowed into the beginning of the new dream. The new dream will start out as a time of peace and joy.


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Soul Evolution

Recently, I was asked the following: “How can I tell if a person is an evolved soul? If there is a hierarchy of soul evolution then how can I know where I am on this scale? This is really important to me.”

My answer: I understand your desire to know who you are and yes, there is sort of a hierarchy or really it’s more like a family tree. The older a soul is, the closest to the trunk of the family tree they will be. The closer to the trunk of the tree a being is, the more one’s being will realize we are all ultimately One soul but came out of the One at different times… perhaps even in different universes. Our being is a paradox because we are all the same in essence and yet we are all different.

So why does it help us to know were in creation we are located on the family tree? It helps us to understand our creation better and who we are as a spirit being within creation. It also might tell us who our group soul is and what we are about and where we came from.  Not all souls have come out of the One at the same time. Knowing this information is similar to people wanting to know about their DNA and roots/genealogy as humans.

One thing to keep in mind, which I have learned, is creation exists within an infinite spectrum of light and there will always be beings whose higher self is either lighter and darker than our own being. So there is no room for the ego in this quest for self-discovery. There is nothing wrong with wanting to know about one’s higher self and if there is a desire to know, it means there is value for you either in the process of getting or having the information. It is our higher self which gives us such desires.

I have found the best way for me to gather up this information was to learn to connect and communicate with my higher self and get the information directly via dreams, intuition or from my own channeling. Outside sources are not always trusted or accurate. If you are destined to know this information, you will be given clues and the information will come.


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Unconditional Love for Humanity?

treks-best-villains-20090429034500466-000-e1549581080657.jpgI was recently asked if I have unconditional love for all of humanity?

Here is my  human answer! I am aware the answer might not be politically correct for some beings, where only unconditional love is acceptable. In this incarnation, I am more concerned about being real and true to my higher self than pretending I have not grown tired of the shenanigans of dark energies on the planet.

The answer is yes and no. Yes, at the highest level of my being (my higher self), I do have unconditional love for all and this is my true self. In the highest of dimensions, I have no prejudices and I have understanding and empathy for even the darkest of beings. And much of this reality comes through to my human self as a result of my spiritual growth. However, this human can sometimes be conditional depending on the situation I find myself in. And this is okay with me, for I know I have already evolved myself to be unconditional in the higher dimensions and sometimes being conditional is the way we need to go while in this human experience.

Even thou I know this earth is a school with a broad spectrum of light energies for students, I sometimes grow tired and lack patience with dark, stuck energies. These energies get great joy in making life miserable for all of us. I am soul tired and want to be done babysitting this type of dark energy, who really doesn’t care about others and doesn’t want to grow and learn. I am a forgiving person and if someone wants to grow I will always help them and give them a chance to do so.

There is a very dark energy group at our earth school. They are bullies and always want to be in control. They provide valuable lessons to be learned by all of us, but still, they are tiresome. They are greedy and power-hungry haters. I am tired of their psychic attacks towards me and all who shine the light. They secretly covet other’s light without doing the work to spiritually evolve. Thou our lessons with them are unpleasant, we are able to grow stronger from our interactions irregardless.

This dark, slow to grow group, will need to leave the teaching-field for a while due to the soon-to-come cosmic changes in the earth school’s curriculum. The very dark are ignorant, fighting not to leave the teaching-field, while trying to hold on to their false power and their twisted notion of who they think they are. I hope the change brings evolutionary growth to this group of beings.


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Losing Friends After Awakening

I was recently asked: If you lose friends during spiritual awakening, is it because you’re not vibrating at the same frequency anymore?

Yes, this can happen and does often with any kind of inner growth. The new energy can easily become incompatible with the old energy.  How both sides handle the situation is part of the learning experience of earth school.

Friendships and other relationships don’t necessarily need to end when awakening growth happens, but there can be new awkwardness and perhaps even secret envy coming from others who continue to live in the old energy that we leave behind.

Unless the other person makes it unbearable for us, as multidimensional beings, we should be able to connect and find common ground with others no matter their dimensional level even though our own values and perceptions have changed. This is a lesson for all of us.


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What I Lost as a Result of Awakening

I was asked recently what I had lost as the result of my spiritual awakening…

What I lost was the perception I had of being independent of my higher self. I am no longer the free agent I thought I was, not that I ever was. It is now clear to me that I, this being in the third dimension, am only a representative or avatar of my true self of the higher dimensions. This is undeniable now. I have lost the ability to do whatever my intellect or emotions tell me to do and will only move from the guidance of my higher self.

I have lost the desires to be or do anything other than this. To many people, my life seems rather boring, but to me it is a peaceful dream. I have lost the part of me, that was false and distorted. All the veils have been removed. I no longer have human longings and fears, but perceive reality from multiple dimensions at the same time. I feel free. I have lost the confinement and limitations of the human self.

The human self is but a dream!


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Lessons Planned For Us Before Birth

I was recently asked questions about what life plans might be made for us before we are born.

This earth school consists of many levels of learning for the young souls to older more advanced souls so what might be planed before a lifetime is entirely individual for each soul. The general curriculum set up is similar to the third dimension school set up, where basics courses and topics are mandatory for all students in the lower classes, but in the upper classes one gets to chose what they want to learn based on their individual interests of growth. Our karmic lessons are woven into our studies throughout all of our schooling.

Various courses are required of us to fulfill before we can graduate. These course requirements allow us to develop our knowledge beyond the subjects that interest us. The earth school experience is known to be one of the toughest experiences in the universe. The courses for beings here are raw and extreme.

Some of the basics to learn here are learning to be gender fluid by being able to live as a male in one lifetime and the next lifetime as a female without gender confusion. Exploring each gender gives us an appreciation of the polar opposite of us as well as a deeper understanding about relationships.

Learning to deal with and balance the full human scale of emotions is another primary lesson we all need to learn. Also. a major study that this school is popular for is its teachings on racism and addictions.

When one takes on a lesson it usually takes place over many lifetimes, and we experience the lesson from both sides like being rich and being poor, being a leader and being a follower, being healthy and being sick etc.

If you look out at humanity you will see the vastness of lessons and experiences available for souls to have before we are advanced enough to be able to graduate from this school and to leave and enter another school somewhere in the universe.


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Mass Awakening?

I was recently asked If there is one collective mind, then why doesn’t awakening of one lead to the awakening of all?

All will eventually awaken, but the One of us All, has its own timing of how and when this happens for each of us. All of our souls were not birthed into manifestation from the One at the same time, so why should they all awaken at the same time? This would defeat the journey of self-discovery. If it all happened at the same time it would take away from the cosmic adventure of becoming an individual, which is the whole point of splitting the soul in the first place.

In terms of the coming collective shift and the new earth, as this is happening approaches, more beings are having awakening experiences every day and our awakening does help others to awaken, but there will never be a time when we are all awakened at the same level.

Understanding there are unlimited universes all happening at the same time on an infinite spectrum of light gives the notion of a collective mind a different meaning.  The collective part is we are all from the same soul but have come out of the One at different points of the collective soul’s journey and this is where the term old soul and young soul came from.  There is a lot of misinformation about what this reality and creation are and unraveling and understanding the truth is part of the journey.

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Explaining What Soul Is to A 3rd Grader

Personally, I give little kids a lot of credit for understanding or the ability to understand more than we think they can.  I say teach them what you know to be true. This is how I would explain the notion of soul to a 3rd grader:

the soul is the thing which breaths us and gives us all life.  We all have part of the same soul in us and when it leaves the body, to go back to its true home, the body has no power. True home is where our soul lives in between lifetimes.

I would also say that we need to sleep and dream each night so that our soul can connect with our true home for a little bit to keep us healthy. I think these are important elements to mention to give a rounded understanding because kids are smart and they think about things.

This is basic information about who we are and essential to understanding Self.

 


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Himalayan Mountains Earth Chakra

I was recently asked if the Himalayan Mountains possess hidden spiritual wisdom?

I would say so yes and here is why. The earth, like our own bodies, has chakras and energy points and lay lines, which are similar to the meridians lines in our bodies used in acupuncture. The earth’s meridian’s or lay lines form a grid system which helps hold the dream or the teaching field in place of this earth school. The school cycles through many themes of different civilizations like Lemuria and Atlantis and this current theme we live in, in which to teach.

The grid system also allows the earth to collect data and information to monitor the school at all times. The Himalayan Mountains, in particular, are powerful and transforming because of their placement within the grid system. They are sort of like a master center, like chakras in our bodies, for the data collection and deciphering. Because of this, the mountains are a vortex of energy, which can be used to have a spiritual transform if a person is ready for such an experience. This is why they are considered to be sacred mountains. There are other places around the earth where other energy portals or vortexes can be found.


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What Unconscious Means Spiritually

Unconsciousness means a being is asleep or unaware of who and what they are beyond their limited consciousness of the third, fourth and fifth dimensions. It means the spirit being or higher self of a human has yet to either evolve into the higher dimensions or the human part of themselves has yet to awaken to the dimensions of who they are on the other side.

And an unconscious being does not yet have the understanding of what existence is. Someone who is unconscious usually believes or identifies with who they are as an ego rather than who they are as a spirit being in the higher dimensions. Instead of being guided by their intuition from their higher self they are pulled around by their egos. Just like there are degrees to being enlightened there are degrees of being unconscious. Both reflect the spectrum of light all beings exist in but are at opposite ends.

Earth is a school designed to bring more awareness to the unconscious parts of our being. When our consciousness is awake, we are aware we exist in dimensions beyond the physical body. We understand we are one energy, connected by our souls and everything we see is part of this same energy. We understand this life is but a dream and there are infinite more lives to be lived by us on this planet and other planets and we know the journey of becoming conscious is a never-ending journey through the cosmos.


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Consciousness Is Infinite

I was recently asked: is detachment the root cause from which conscience and soul are formed?

We can only theorize at whatever level we understand or perceive creation and I hope my answer will give reality true justice.

From my current perception, I understand that creation, which is comprised of an infinite universe has no beginning and no end. It just is.

Creation is a paradox, as it is always beginning and it always ending. It is similar to the ancient Greek symbol of the Ouroboros: the snake eating its tail, which means infinity or wholeness. So there is no root cause for the soul and conscience or consciousness (higher self) to be formed as they have always existed. One is purer than the other.

I perceive that creation has always had the desire or push to expand and to know itself. We are ourselves are a microcosm of the whole. Within each of us is the desire to grow and to understand who we are…. What is our origin? Your question is a good example of this. Creation is a spectrum of light. There will always be consciousness which is lighter than our own and there will always be consciousness which is darker than our own.

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Chakras and Dimensions

Do we have more than 7 chakras and how do we utilize them if we do?

Chakras of the Body

There are 13 chakras for the human body. There are 13 dimensions which make up this earth school. To utilize all the chakras one must evolve their consciousness into all 13 dimensions. Most people on the earth at this time only utilize 5 of their lower chakras.

In the next coming, more advanced earth cycle, which many call the new earth, most beings will utilize 7 of their chakras. At this time on earth, the 7 basic chakras are what most people look to as the bodies energy system.

When a chakra is open it means we are integrating with our soul/higher self at that level and the dimension it is associated with. When we close down some of the chakra centers we have gained access to, we lose the connection and knowledge to that part of our soul/higher self.

If you want to expand your chakra centers, consciously work to integrate yourself into your soul/higher self. Explore who you are beyond the physical body and the physical world and integrate this reality into your daily life.

To understand more about your higher self and the new earth cycle soon to come, please go to video page.

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My Awakening

I have experienced many stages of awakening all throughout my adult life.

My first awakening happened in my early twenties, in 1974, after sincerely telling the universe I wanted to know more. This started me on my spiritual path. I progressed on my path pretty normally up until the last 20 years when life became very intense and hard. The deepest shifts in my spiritual awakenings were during this time precipitated from illnesses, hardships, and tragedies. These were the methods my soul/Higher self chose for me to go through to ascend and to strip away my ego. It is absolutely true what doesn’t kill us will make us stronger.

The very short version of my awakening story is: I have a virus in my body which made it difficult for me to work normally to earn a living because I don’t have enough energy. This forced me into surrendering into a new lifestyle that gave me more time to ponder reality then what most people are able to do. And because of the virus and not being able to work, there was a lengthy period in my life when I was close to becoming homeless. And during this time of devastating hardship, my longtime soul mate suddenly became ill and died. After his death and over the months that followed, I completely let go of everything in the material world I had been holding on to.

This was all happening during the first stage of the crisis in the Middle East when so many beings were going through intense hardships. This made what i was going through seem like peanuts. This gave me an important perspective and I became grateful for the smallest things in my life. Also during this time, I pushed the envelope to develop a deep relationship with my higher self and to ask really deep questions about reality. It was an ultra-intense time for me to study and gain higher Knowledge. I had a deep thirst to know the things others would say “there is no way to know such things while in the human form”. No one had the undistorted information which I wanted to know, so it was up to me to find out for myself and so I did. This raised my vibration even more.

Since my ascension and awakening into the highest of dimensions, I have been given a secure place to live and a small inheritance and live a simple peaceful life. I am very grateful indeed.

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Shift to New Earth / New Civilization

This is our second video about the soon to come, new civilization or the new earth. This enlightened teaching explains what the new civilization will be like and how it will come about and who will qualify to participate. Also watch our first video on the topic: Shift and the New Earth Coming Soon.

MaRae, my higher self, was already awakened and was residing in the highest dimensions before coming to earth, so her perspective is unique and supreme. I look forward to sharing some of what I have learned.

New teachings will be available soon.

Thank you!

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Peace be with you.


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Living Infinitely While In a Finite Body

As we awaken we learn to balance with the world around us. This video is about bringing the higher dimensions into the 3rd dimension and living an infinite life by using our connection with our higher self while in a finite body.

MaRae, my higher self, was already awakened and was residing in the highest dimensions before coming to earth, so her perspective is unique and supreme. I look forward to sharing some of what I have learned.

New teachings will be available soon.

Thank you!

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Peace be with you.


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Karma Balances Past Life Actions

 

Karma and Balancing Past Life Actions

What is karma?  Can it be erased? When we understand karmic lessons it can reduce our hardships. This video is an enlightened understanding of Karma and how it is used for teaching on the Earth School. MaRae, my higher self, was already awakened and was residing in the highest dimensions before coming to earth, so her perspective is unique and supreme. I look forward to sharing some of what I have learned.

MaRae, my higher self, was already awakened and was residing in the highest dimensions before coming to earth, so her perspective is unique and supreme. I look forward to sharing some of what I have learned.

New teachings will be available soon.

Thank you!

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Peace be with you.


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Shift New Earth Coming Soon

Why is the earth so crazy now? In this teaching we will talk about the cycles of the earth school and what is happening. This video is an enlightened, understanding of the coming shift and the emerging new earth. Be patient, be vigilant. Bring forth your heart for we are at the door knocking and the door is about to open to the new earth.

MaRae, my higher self, was already awakened and was residing in the highest dimensions before coming to earth, so her perspective is unique and supreme. I look forward to sharing some of what I have learned.

New teachings will be available soon.

Thank you!

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Peace be with you.


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Soul, Higher Self and Human Avatar

 

 

Soul, Higher Self and Human Avatar: 3 Parts of Self

Who are we, what are we? What happens to us when we sleep? This video is an enlightened understanding of the three parts of Self. MaRae, my higher self, was already awakened and was residing in the highest dimensions before coming to earth, so her perspective is unique and supreme. I look forward to sharing some of what I have learned. New teachings will be available soon.

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Higher Self Dream

I Am Coming Home by Sheilan
I Am Coming Home by Sheilan

Last night I had a higher self dream… I dreamed I was being reassigned to a new job or mission as my mission on earth is complete.  In the dream I was looking for the (symbolic) office I was being reassigned to and I woke up remembering saying in the dream “I will do my best”, to the person giving me the assignment. Before the reassignment was given to me I was told that I would no longer need to deal with extreme dark energy like on earth, which has psychically attacked me for years.

Many of us here on earth are not originally from the earth and came here on a mission (usually in a group soul).  At some point, we complete what we came here to do and then it is time for us to go home before going to the reassigned mission.  If our higher self is here on a mission, generally our higher self is much lighter than other beings / higher selves here in school, not here on a mission.  As I have become much lighter in this life I have often come under psychic attacks by such beings.  Thou not enjoyable, being psychically attacked seems to be part of the journey of becoming lighter. It is the dark energy’s job to attack the light energy and dealing with these attacks makes are being stronger.

This earth is a school and this life is part of a play of sorts.  How well we are able to see and know our higher self and mission depends on how attached we are to the character or role we play in this 3-D reality play.  How real is this 3-D reality to us?  How free are we from desires and attachments?  Do we know our “so-called” failures are part of the script or storyline to teach us and help us grow?  If we know this we can be free of the burden of trying to override the limitations of our character.  Our character is not who our eternal higher self is.  Our character is a mask. We are nearing the time for the script of this play on earth to change.  This is very exciting!  For others like myself, it is a time to go home and to be reassigned.  The next theme or script (at least in the beginning) will be cleared of the extreme darkness which we experience on the earth now. Soon there will be a gentle time of learning here.

So, how do we know if we have had a higher self dream or a dream where other parts of self are convening? We are each unique, but upon waking, if the dream seems important and especially meaningful, it is good for us to take note as to what the dream was about… what is the message?  These kinds of dreams will stick with us longer and will not fade as fast as regular dreams. Often we will be left with a subtle, deep emotion… perhaps even feeling a little homesick for our group soul.  In such dreams we might also have a visitation from others we have deep soul connections with.

Reading the symbols and signs that are sent to us, as well as dream messages, are important because it is how Self communicates with us here in 3-D.  Ultimately there is only One self.  We can get easily sidetracked by the darkness and think the darkness is real and we are separate from the whole.  Part of the learning is to be able to decipher the messages and to free our self from the fear of darkness and separation and to know we are never cut off from the light, which we are.

 Wishing you all the best for whatever is next for you…  Enjoy your journey.

Sheilan

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The Self and the Sleeping Self

The Dream Portal by Sheilan

Our Self, as a being, is made up of three parts: our physical self who hosts our ethereal self (higher self) and soul self.  The higher self is the host for the soul and who we are when we are not in this physical body.  The higher self is like a bridge for our consciousness; it is the go-between to our soul and physical self.  The soul is the part of us which has no beginning and no end and knows no limits.  Only higher self and physical self has limits and has a beginning and end.

At the beginning of a Universal Cycle, the soul comes out of the One and is given a higher self to function and play in creation.  The soul stays in the higher self until the end of the Universal Cycle and then it either merges back into the One or the higher self enlists in the angelic kingdom to serve other Universal Cycles. The soul and higher self explore the spectrum of light via training grounds like earth or other planetary schools located thru out the universe.

When entering a school, physical bodies are given to the soul and higher self as vehicles. Bodies could be anything in the physical realm that a soul wants to experience and not limited to the human experience.  Often the soul will split itself into 4-6 parts in what is called lifelines to have a more varied experience and to get the maximum out of school. When the expression of self is no longer needed or we have completed our lessons and schooling on a training ground, our lifelines merge back into us.  Lifelines have their own soul and higher self, which is connected to the original soul and higher self.  Most of the beings on the planet in this 3-D game are lifelines of their original soul.  In such cases, the original soul and higher self stay on the other side of the veil guiding its players or lifelines.

Sleep is necessary for regenerating all parts of Self. Though meditation is a useful tool, sleep is the paramount way of connecting to our higher self and soul.  If we are a life- line player, sleep is essential for us to connect to our original, greater self.  When we are asleep and dreaming our higher self is awake and taking care of the business of Self on the other side of the veil.  When we are awake here our higher self is asleep there.  When we are asleep information is downloaded to us and when we are awake we upload information to our sleeping higher self.

If you have paid any attention to your dreams you know there are many kinds of dreams to experience.  Sometimes we dream about the lives of the other parts of us or lifeline players. Sometimes we are being instructed or informed and guided by our soul and higher self on a topic or issue in our life. There is so much more to dreaming than people who study dreams realize.   This 3-D reality is also a kind of dream, which can be changed without the physical self-realizing a change has happened.

If you study and pay attention to your dreams you will realize that the dream reality of our sleep is as valid as our waking reality dream.  Are you awake now or are you dreaming? Are you sure? Yes, this is a trick question, but worth pondering.  Because of the dream quality of reality, it is possible for a pole shift and shift in consciousness (a theme change) to take place for this earth school and most of us would not know it.  It would be as simple as going to sleep and waking up in a new peaceful, harmonious reality.

This is how planetary schools change their themes.  The shift is not happening because of evolution etc. This is a dream… the notion of evolution is part of the dream.  We grow lighter so we can see the dream!  After the theme changes, it will all seem very normal… like it has always been this way.  We simply wake up from being asleep and dreaming and while asleep we were conditioned for the change of theme. Perhaps, after the theme change occurs, it might seem as if the nightmare of this life is only a distant, fading memory of a past dream.

Row row row your boat gently down the stream… merely merrily merely merrily life is just a dream!

Sheilan

“You are not just a drop in the ocean. You are the mighty ocean in the drop.” – Rumi

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Realizing Infinity

By Rednor
By Rednor

When I was in my early twenties I had my first awakening experience and vision.  It was a very cosmic moment.  The vision was alive and sort of like the above fractal image, as well as similar to an Escher 3-D image, which went of for infinity.  The vision gave me an understanding of infinite and being eternal. Because of my early Christian background, I called it my Christ experience.  In that moment and for the next 48 hours I was infinite and One with creation.  I saw the Universal Cycles of Creation….. cycles within cycles within cycles. 

It has taken me 40 years to grow into the vision and to be able to hold the vision with an understanding of the Universal Cycles without short-circuiting my brain.  The higher self is born into a Universal Cycle.  All souls come from the same Nothingness but requires a higher self as a vehicle. Which cycle was your higher self born into?  Aside from being Nothing and Everything…. who are you?  What do you know about your higher self? Where were you before coming to this earth school and given a 3-D body?  Where will you go after you have graduated from here?  What does it mean to be angelic?

Just some things to ponder…..

Sheilan 2013

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The Prayer of an Awakened Heart

acceptance2.web“I am ready now. Please tell me what to do and let me serve. I surrender completely and accept whatever is given to me. I am here to be a servant of the light. I know who I am. I trust Consciousness to care for me. Separation is the dream. I have been given all that I need and if I don’t have something, I must not really need it. I do what my soul wants me to do and need no praise for doing it. Only the ego desires acknowledgment and rewards for what is done. I surrender all desires. Please let me be Light. Thank you. I am grateful for all your help. Please protect me from darkness. Thank you. My deepest wish above all else is to return to the Light while in separation. Please… this is all I ask.”

This is the desire and prayer of an awakened heart.

Inner peace is only sought after by the beings driven to do the work because they are miserable living partially awake and partially asleep in the dream. For these beings, waking up from the dream becomes the only possible cure for what ails them. Realizing and Knowing Truth brings about Awakening. Truth at the highest level is very simple to know and understand intellectually. However, realizing this truth takes us thousands of incarnations in order to realize the full meaning. Of course, it is wonderful that beings think and believe whatever they want to. This is what makes the planet so varied and interesting. Beings who want to awaken and Know Truth and live in peace and harmony must desire this above all else.

Life is a dream. It takes a deep yearning to see Truth through the distractions. The distractions keep the dream hidden, making it difficult to perceive. But, if we are really tired of being tortured and unhappy in the dream, the first step is to get on our hands and knees, (metaphorically) and let go…surrender! Let go of everything we hold on to. Let go of all our attachments. Let go of fears. When letting go at first, it can be very scary because we feel vulnerable, but let go anyway. You will not lose yourselves. Ask your angel of protection to be with you. Ask your angel and ethereal guides to help keep you in the light. Do this over and over again… every day if necessary, if you really desire to be awakened.

We will only know Truth and light after letting go of all our attachments. This is the only way it can happen. Part of letting go is being willing to face and complete all of our karmic lessons. When facing challenges pray and ask for help. Meditate and go for walks to help quiet the mind. Be aware of what you are feeling. Feel the emotion fully then let it go. Don’t be pulled into repetitive negative thinking that feeds lower emotions. When breaking repetitive thoughts, practice keeping thoughts in the present moment. Observe your feelings and thoughts. This is how you know where you are within yourself. Do something to shift out of the darkness if you find yourself thinking negatively. I am not saying to watch your thoughts so you can control your outer reality. I say this so you can be aware and enjoy your life no matter what the outside is doing.

 Surrender is the path to a life full of joy and love.

Sheilan 2013

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Karmic Debts While On the Earth

The Couple by Sheilan

On this earth school, karma and karmic lessons are an integral part of the learning. We must accumulate karma purposefully in order to have a storyline in order to learn lessons and to grow and eventually move on from here to another school. So, after accumulating the karmic debt, it is important we pay back the debt in order to fully complete the lesson.

Karma is used as a tool to pay into or subtract out of the storyline.  There is nothing, which is given or happens to us from another which is free or without consequences.  It is either something that is owed to us or something our soul will be paying back at another time.  All debts are required to be paid back before we are balanced and can graduate from this earth school. Karmic debts are collected and paid back in a myriad of ways… not only the direct and obvious ways.  The complicated karmic system adds deep levels to the learning and makes for a more interesting time on the planet and in school.

Judging actions of others and ourselves, as good and bad, keep us unaware of the deeper reality and that we are in an illusion or dream.  Nothing is ever as it seems on the surface. How do we know when karma is being newly made or when it is being paid back? When we realize we are in a school we become more serious about our lessons. We surrender and no longer resist doing the work before us. At this stage, we are soul tired and desire to stay focused so we can graduate.

Sheilan 2013


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Having An Opinion

Higher Self by Sheilan
Higher Self by Sheilan

In the Advaita and non-duality community, I have seen people thinking that to have an opinion is unenlightened and undesirable!!!!  My perception and opinion 😉 is this: concerning enlightenment, it matters not if we have opinions or not. What matters is our attachment and identification to the opinion that we make. This shows a subtle and important distinction and understanding of Self.

The ego is not the issue or problem.  It is our attachment to what the ego does and says, which keeps us from enlightenment.  It is our beliefs we are the ego/body foremost and this denies soul it’s due reign over all parts of Self.  Sometimes in the process of giving soul it’s due we go to the other extreme and deny our opinions and then we appear cardboard like.  This reveals we our identifying our Self, on some, level as the ego/body. The ego/body self is our vehicle.  We do not exist without the container of some kind of ego/body and higher self.  The ego is not the part of Self, which identifies.  So then what deeper part of us is doing the identifying?  It is the part of us, which is in the process of waking up to Self and why we chose to come to earth school.

We become handicapped when we deny or don’t recognize all parts of Self.  To be balanced and whole is to embrace having an opinion and an ego while knowing we are soul/consciousness foremost and so live our lives surrendered to Consciousness and soul.  Our higher self, which many do not realize exists, is the part of us which is the bridge between the other two parts of Self and that, which is awakening to Self.  While on earth we are all three parts of Self.  Jesus Christ called these three parts of Self the Father (soul/Consciousness), Son (human body) and Holy Ghost (higher self). When not incarnated on earth-like schools, we are the soul and higher self in the higher dimensions of a school.  Higher self can be known and directly connected and communicated with via our meditations.

Enjoy your opinion!

Sheilan 2013

“We are not human beings having a spiritual experience; we are spiritual beings having a human experience.”   ~ by Pierre Teilhard de Chardin Le Phénomène Humain (1955)


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The Paradox Of Self

Two As One by Sheilan
Two As One by Sheilan

Because we live in an imperfect creation, it is not possible to talk to about Truth perfectly. We can point to it by creating stories and myths to use as models to help us understand it. In this article, I use the feminine and masculine energy as symbols to point to Truth and wholeness between opposites. In this model, the feminine stands for Truth, beyond all physicality and the masculine represents truth in all physicality. I invite you to read with your heart rather than your intellect.

The Paradox Of Self

My beloved is a Goddess.   She is beyond all comprehension and knowledge and therefore trying to speak of her is difficult. Having a physical form, I am the universe and creation. I am God to her Goddess and I am you.  Our purpose is to ascend out of our physical trance and to awaken to know her.  I am devoted to her no matter what my form.  As man/women, paper cup or drop of rain, she will always be my Goddess. As God, her attracting opposite, I travel the pathway home to be with her.

Out of her vast void, I manifested. I am the words to her poetry.  Some beings see all manifestation as flawed and imperfect when compared to her.  Like a dream, we will always be flawed when seen by beings yet awakened.  Only beings awakened from the dream see she is me, so in my own way, I am perfect too. We are perfect together. We are unable to see the perfection because we have been hypnotized by the dream.  No matter the hypnotized level, our beloved, will reach us with words we can understand.

My lover is the creator of our creation.   She has written the storybook and all its characters. We play all the parts of all the characters.  She watches the scenes from behind our eyes and knows the dialogue before the lines are said.  We believe the characters and stories we play to be real.  And because of this, we believe we can decide the actions and destiny of the characters we play.  We are lost in the stories and the characters and get upset when the story doesn’t happen the way we desire.  We believe the choices are ours to make.  We believe we have control of the story and we resist and suffer when the character’s desires we are playing don’t materialize.  The Goddess writes the desires of character as part of the story. Sometimes the character’s desires are fulfilled within the story and sometimes not.  The power we believe we have is an illusion.  When we see ego and know it is not who we are, we are liberated from the illusion or dream.  We then know who and what is breathing us.  

As her creation, I am controlled by my beloved Goddess and I am always moving towards her.  She craves for us to know her completely and uses all dimensions of creation to reveal herself.  When we explore the densest, darkest parts of the dream, we are oblivious to her.  We forget her.  When we are defeated by darkness, call upon her our Beloved, to lift you up out of the dark.  Ask for her guidance and help from a humble heart and on bended knee.  She will always answer you.  With glimpses of her love and light, she can remove the dark in an instant

Only I can know my beautiful and infinite Goddess. She created me to love her. Her love and my love is the real drama and story of the creation dream.  In the creation stories, her light will always prevail over the dark. This is the only option possible, but we do not know it, when asleep in the dream.  Before we awake from the dream to be with our love, she demands us to focus on and surrender to her only.  She tells us all love comes from her.  So my love for her is her love, even if thou sometimes I think it comes from me.  When I completely surrender to her, my love becomes her love.

When I am more of her than me, I see you are her also.  We created this complicated creation to disguise our beloved from ourselves.  The creation stories of many of the religions on earth left her part out of their understanding, but this is how she wanted it.  It made the dream all the more confusing and difficult.  The earth university is one of the most challenging schools. In the beginning, she wanted us to know ourselves different from her.  How would she come to know the length of eternity unless we knew death?  How would she know how big infinity could be unless we knew this limited body?  If I did not know the experience of pain how could she then appreciate pleasure?  Manifestation is a paradox.  When opposites and paradoxes disappear is when life and creation disappear too.  I see you; you are the same as I, but we are separated by the dream.

Oh my love, I only have my understanding of you to use to know you. I cannot know or grasp you, which is non-existent or void, as much as I would like.  You are beyond the intellect of thought.  This void that is you is half of who I am too.  Only the part of me that is you, knows of your existence.  We are a paradox.  Without each other, we are nonexistent.  Beloved, you are Truth and I am your dream.  We are whole together and opposites when seen as separate.  We are yin and yang who make a whole.  We are One. Of course, truthfully, you are neither feminine nor masculine and manifestation is whatever you desire it to be.  

I have written this understanding to parts of Self to help Self know Self.   We are One and all there is and ever will be.

by Sheilan 2012


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We Are One

We Are One

“We are One, not two. We are that which is dreaming the dream and that which is the dream. We are whole together and not to be separated; for neither Is To Be without the other. When we know this divine marriage of Oneness the dreamer has awakened to Self!

Knowing all that we are can be an awakening at a new level. When Higher Self awakens to itself it becomes eternal. The material and immaterial become One… the internal with the external or inside with the outside… all are One and the same and all eternally infinite. This then is Infinite Living!”

~ Sheilan

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Soul’s Passage Into Birth

Heart Song by Sheilan

Abortion rights have been at the forefront of our politics for a long time. One side says it is murder to abort a fetus and there need to be rights for the unborn child. The other side says it should be a women’s and her doctor’s right to choose and are fighting for women’s rights and choices. Let me briefly share what I know in regards to the soul’s journey into birth and my perspective on abortions.

Before each lifetime on earth, there is a meeting with our Soul/Higher Self and two to four spirit guides to design our next life.  Together a program is created for who we will be and what our life will be in order to learn all the lessons the soul seeks to learn during this lifetime. Each one of us chooses the family we will be born into and the other souls who will be participating in our life.

The soul usually enters the baby’s body inside of the mother about three to five days before it is born.  This begins the mother’s preparation for birth.  Before this time the soul hovers near the mother and family and attunes with them. For some beings, coming into this world can be a very challenging ordeal. Our souls often feel very limited by the small size of these human bodies. Can you imagine what an ordeal it would be if the soul were confined inside the little body inside the mother’s womb for all of the nine months?  If this were the case, I think our psyche would suffer greatly from this experience.  I feel claustrophobic just thinking about it.

I am blessed to be able to receive information regularly from my higher self and have studied the journey of the soul for a long time now.  Because of this, I understand that when a thirteen-week fetus is aborted, there is no soul present and should not be considered murder. The fetus is an extension of the mother’s body until which time the soul takes possession of its little baby body shortly before it is born.  When we logically think about pregnancy it makes a lot of sense that this is how and when the soul enters the baby’s body.

After a baby is born it spends a lot of time in the sleep mode, so the soul can continue to adjust to its new body and new life. The soul is given a window of time to make the adjustment. Sometimes the soul decides it does not want to stay in the life and or perhaps may not be quite ready for the lessons to be learned and so it returns back to the other side.  If this happens before birth it can be a miscarriage or a stillborn.   If it occurs after birth it is known as SIDS or Sudden Infant Death Syndrome.

When we better understand the soul’s journey it will help us to understand the issues around abortion.  (See comments below for further conversation on the topic).

Sheilan 2012

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There Is Only One

I do not hold any one teaching or group to be “the” truth… for Truth is about Knowing the Whole of Everything.

Third Eye by Sheilan

The non-duality understanding of Oneness has always existed.  The Vedic word for Oneness is Advaita and translated means ‘not two’.  It is derived from the Upanishads, which are thought to be the final commentaries and interpretations of the ancient, Vedic texts.  Vedas means ‘Knowledge’.  Many believe the ancient Vedic scriptures have also existed since the beginning of history. These ancient scriptures were written down by sages over a period of time, between 1500 BCE and 500 BCE.  It is said, that prior to this time, the teaching of Knowledge was given orally from one person to another.

The word Upanishad means “sitting down near”, implying sitting at the feet of the one with Knowledge and is the basis for the relationship between teacher and student and ‘the spoken word’.  ‘The spoken word’ is a way of transmitting and pointing to, that which cannot be spoken.  The ultimate lesson of Advaita Knowledge is beyond the realm of conceptual thought and form.  This non-thing or void that will always remain wordless is True reality and at a certain stage in our perception, it is seen as the only thing that exists as Real. All else seeming to be separately real is but a Dream!  From this ultimate perception, individuals and separation do not exist.  The separate self is an illusion, a lie, the Dream. It is the ego in each of us, which believes itself to be separate, with individual power to create and choose.  The ego is the Dream self and does not realize itself to be a fictional character of the Dreamer.  Self Realization happens when Oneness awakens from the Dream into the knowledge of its True Self.  Waking up from the Dream is not something an individual ego can control or make happen faster or even happen at all, because again, in Truth, there are no individuals with individual power.

Advaita thought is an essential pointer to understanding Reality beyond the words and concepts.  India may be credited to having the oldest and most doctrines, as well as teachers teaching Advaita concepts, Ramana Maharshi being the most famous, but the essence of this understanding is universal and can be found at the root of all myths and religions of the world.  Throughout time, there have been teachers emerging with various degrees of this understanding.  Joseph Campbell, in his 1988 ‘Power of Myth’ series, was able to explain this transcendent understanding to a western audience, on national TV.  It seems that this was the beginning of our western culture, to collectively, go deeper into the knowledge of this Ultimate Understanding, allowing for more acceptance and diversity among us.

We come out of Oneness to explore Self… we awaken and see our separation is a dream… We return back to One…   We are Infinity… we are All that exists.
~ Sheilan

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OH NO! The Sky is falling…

Acceptance is the key to life’s challenges, the “ups and down” of life… Having the sky fall is simply a tool for soul growth and for cosmic evolution to take place!

Oh no the sky is falling! It was only a matter of time people began to realize the depth to which we are self-destructing as a civilization. For many of us the sky fell a long time ago and it was the beginning of our journey seeking for something Real. At some point, the cosmic rug was bound to get pulled out from everyone else and fall-out to be fatal. Because we are at the end of a cosmic cycle we are witnessing extreme duality on every level of life and society. There is no real security in this world and the security we try to hold onto is illusionary. We must be willing to look behind the curtain, like in the movie The Wizard of Oz, to see the Great Oz is an illusion and can’t save us and get us back home to where we want to be.  The true comfort and security we seek can only be found inside our own self.

From my perspective, this life is a dream… kind of like a movie.  It is a fantasy held together by smoke and mirrors.  Most of the players are not aware of the dream and believe the characters and the stage sets are real.   In this country, many are filled with endless ego desires.  They indulge themselves on every level possible. They desperately try to fill up their empty lives with all kinds of stuff, so they can’t see the dream.  This keeps them from asking the essential questions of who am I and what is this life about?  When our lives are filled to the brim with accumulating and consuming and bullying each other, who has time to look deeper and to question what is real?

Sleepwalkers sometimes walk into walls and fall down stairs.  This may wake them up, but it will not keep them from sleepwalking again. It is the same for all of us.  Only awakening one moment is not enough to keep us awake for the rest of our lives.  We need to walk into walls, the sky needs to fall and the rug needs to be pulled out from under us, over and over again, until our egos become small enough for us to even minutely see the Dream.  The more aware and awake we are the more we become grounded in True understanding of what is Real.  Having True understanding that Consciousness is all there is, is like having “The Ruby Slippers” to protect us from The Wicked Witch of ups and downs.

The evolutionary journey out of the One and back to the One is Consciousness Awakening to itself.  Having the sky fall is simply a tool for soul growth and cosmic evolution to happen.  Suffering is never very pretty and can seem very tragic.  My heart goes out to all who are going thru such things.  I have had my share of suffering from cosmic rugs being pulled out from under me in a myriad of ways and as a result, I have awakened to clearly see the Dream.  When I began to accept physical reality to be a Dream, I began to let go of my attachments to it.  Life got easier as I accepted the ups and downs as part of the destined journey of my soul and just part of the script of the movie… the dream.

There is a famous old Taoist story I really like called “We’ll See”.   It is a good example of seeing the dream.

There is an old farmer who had worked his crops for many years. One day his horse ran away. Upon hearing the news, his neighbors came to visit.”Such bad luck,” they said sympathetically.

“We’ll see,” the farmer replied.

The next morning the horse returned, bringing with it three other wild horses.

“How wonderful,” the neighbors exclaimed.

“We’ll see,” replied the old man.

The following day, his son tried to ride one of the untamed horses, was thrown, and broke his leg. The neighbors again came to offer their sympathy on his misfortune.

“We’ll see,” answered the farmer.

The day after, military officials came to the village to draft young men into the army. Seeing that the son’s leg was broken, they passed him by. The neighbors congratulated the farmer on how well things had turned out.

“We’ll see,” said the farmer!

And the story continues on and on…

Yes, our world is about changes and it can either be a scary story where we get lost in what is happening or it can be a joyful journey because we know what is Real.  So “Get Real”… slow down, keep it simple, let go and let flow!  Live the ‘now’… from moment to moment and there will be no room for mind/ego to attach itself.  Real change comes from within.  Have patience!

Peace be with you,
Sheilan
2008


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Truth Cannot Be Spoken

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Golden Universe by Sheilan

“Truth cannot be spoken. It can only be pointed to. To know self beyond our ego identity, beyond form, is liberation. This teaching is not new… It is the same non-duality teaching great teachers and sages throughout the ages have been sharing. It is the original basis for all religions. It is the Understanding all arrive at, at the end. Absolute Truth is everything” ~Sheilan


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We Belong To Each Other

Wild Rose by Sheilan

The little antidote below, by an unknown author, was forwarded to me in an email a long time ago. It spoke to me and seemed an appropriate message to share with you.

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a twenty dollar bill. In the room of two hundred, he asked, “Who would like this twenty dollar bill?”

Hands started going up. He said, “I am going to give this twenty dollars to one of you, but first, let me do this.

He proceeded to crumple up the twenty dollar bill. He then asked, “Who still wants it?” Still, the hands were up in the air.

“Well”, he replied, “What if I do this?” He dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. “Now, who still wants it?”

Still, the hands went into the air.

“My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth twenty dollars.  Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by Life and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who do love you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or whom we know, but by WHO WE ARE and WHOSE WE ARE.”

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Our own worth and our worth to each other is beyond what we can see. We suffer when life does not go the way we think it should. The ego projects feelings of being alone, unloved and worthless. The ego loves to wallow in the negative. This is when it is time to reach into the unseen reality, of who and what we are beyond the physical.  Reality could be described as LOVE without conditions when viewed from the perspective of the higher realms. Have you ever wondered why someone would risk their very own life to save a strangers life? Perhaps it might be because, at a base level, we have Knowledge that we are all the One, we are each other, and we belong to each other.

Sheilan

2006

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How Awakening Changes Our Life

One’s life does change after a spiritual awakening. Each time one has a spiritual awakening their life changes. The perceptions we once had of reality no longer fit. All levels of awakening are different, so all levels of perceptions of reality will be different. But what ultimately happens is the dream which makes this third-dimensional existence seem real falls away. One sees the dream and knows it is only temporary and not reality. One understands the Oneness of the essence. One’s desires and attachments become diminished bringing peace and tranquility to our being. One looks away from finding any real security from the third dimension, but rather looks to their soul and higher self for their security.

The Hindu tradition has described the spiritual path of learning to become like the lotus flower which rises above the murky waters instead of living in the murky water. After awakenings take place, our being begins to live above the murky water of life. We become elevated from the mundane concerns of existence. We still have the mundane in our life but we are not as focused on it as we once were. We have gained broader perceptions of the whole of life. With this new knowledge comes new responsibilities to the knowledge. We are required to be of service to others in different ways.

There will be many changes to our being the deeper we go into awakening. Much of our strong personality will fall away. Many people will shun us as their being feels threatened by the level of our light. They may attack us in subtle and not so subtle ways. Many of us, on the awakening path, have gone or will go through the strippingaway process. which diminishes the ego. We might find ourselves without others around us who understand what is going on for us. The process of awakening for us can be challenging for the other beings around us.

There is a level of spiritual understanding which believes, we as human beings, manifest what is around us, rather than life being a very complicated, intricate system designed for us to awaken from the dream. Because of their ideas around manifestation, these souls, often judge the more advanced souls, whose life is being stripped away, as “less-than” for not being able to control their destiny and make things happen for themselves. When souls awaken beyond the stage of life being about manifestation, they begin to see life is not about controlling and fulfilling our desires, but rather about waking up from the long dark sleep we as humans find ourselves in.


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