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Dark Night of The Soul

I was asked to speak about the “dark night of the soul” and my personal experience of it. Below is what I said:

As a lightworker, to do and be what I was designed for in this incarnation, I needed my attachments and limiting beliefs to be stripped away. In our life, this is precisely what the dark night of the soul does. Throughout my life, I have been through many dark nights of the soul. Transformation is indeed painful, but necessary if we are to grow into a butterfly.

Through this transformational process, I learned the importance of letting go so that I can live my life now practicing continual letting go. It is surprising how easy it is to forget to let go and why it is an ongoing practice. After experiencing so many dark nights of the soul, the ego becomes diminished enough that we realize we can live in perpetual transformation, by using the dynamics of unattachment and acceptance. It is much more enjoyable to accept what needs to be accepted rather than to stay in resistance against something.

Collectively, the Earth is in the process and going through a type of dark night of the soul, and will come out the other side into a new dream or teaching field, which will be less dense. Until we make the shift into the higher frequency, the reality we are in now on the teaching field, will continue to be challenging and a bit crazy. We are very close to this event taking place now… literally it could happen any day now.

Peace to all of you and hold on tight. The ride will be over soon, and it will be worth all the hardships. 🙂


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Lost Connection to Self

I recently answered someone’s question: “What are the signs that show that you lost the connection to your true self?”

When we feel cut off from our higher self or our soul/spirit self, we might become depressed, worried, or uninspired in our lives. Our lives might no longer make sense to us. The joy we once had will be overshadowed with doubts of unsureness of who we are and what we are doing. For whatever reason, this is a cycle that sometimes happens to us. It tests our degrees of faith and makes us go deeper into our being to find the most subtleness of connections to our higher self.

Usually, the seeming, lost connection is beyond our control, and it is not something we did wrong or can bring back on our own. For some, this might be a dark night of the soul period, or it might be a time where our connection just seems hidden from us. When it happens, it feels like we have lost our ability to get the guided answers we are used to relying on. Or, we might feel our intuition is not working for us anymore.

It can be a time of confusion and a time of not trusting our own self for our answers. We might also feel we have been abandoned, and it might bring up abandonment issues for us to heal. We might have fears that this is how our life will be from now on. However, the cycle usually changes, and at some point, we regain our access to our internal connection again and our higher understanding.


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Seeing the Higher Dimensions

Recently someone asked me, “Why can’t we see the higher dimensions, but we can see the lower dimensions?”

I can only answer this from a spiritual perspective. At the moment, the teaching field of this Earth school is taking place primarily in the third dimension, so the vision of what our physical eyes can see is limited. Seeing the higher dimensions beyond this requires a different kind of vision than just our physical, third-dimensional eyes. Some of us can easily see the higher dimensions, while in this 3-D body because we have evolved our consciousness into the higher dimensions. The higher dimensions are more subtle and can often be overlooked and not seen at all by those who have yet to develop or have their third eye or 6th chakra completely open.

The 6th chakra is tied to the 6th dimension. The Earth consists of 13 dimensions. For us to see beyond what the physical, third-dimensional eyes can see, we need to see with the eyes of our spirit and soul or higher self. We need to use our connection to our higher self, residing in the higher dimensions to see. We naturally expand our vision by developing a conscious relationship with who we are in the higher dimensions. As beings, we will only ever able to see up to the level where our higher self resides.

Once we begin to awaken beyond the third-dimension, the part of us who has incarnated into the physical plane can be used to push the boundaries to help our higher self expand beyond their current dimensional awareness. This is why incarnation into the human body is so valuable. To have a human, with this potential, is powerful because we become our own pioneer and tool for new growth, and expansion to happen in the higher dimensions. This kind of growth is a push-pull event, whereby all the selves (soul, higher self and physical self), work as a team to grow our being.


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Spiritual Loneliness

Eternity by Sheilan

Recently someone asked me: “Why do I feel so alone while on the spiritual path?” Below is my response. 

We walk this life and the spiritual path alone, and yes, it can be lonely at times. The more we have consciously awakened, the less isolated we tend to feel because of the inner growth which has taken place. When we connect and integrate more with our higher self, the gaps of loneliness we feel are filled up with awakened consciousness and the understanding of Self. We no longer feel the separation of Self so strongly. Our higher self (the spirit self) spends eternity growing and evolving to become lighter within the spectrum of our creation.

Yes, the loneliness can considerably lessen, the more conscious we become. However, from my perspective, while we are embodied, no matter how enlightened we become, it is only natural to feel a bit of loneliness at times. It is a misconception to think that all loneliness simply disappears with enlightenment. If one is in any kind of form, spirit, human or whatever, there will always be a slight kind of loneliness because this is the nature of having a form, and it is inherent in all matter. The spirit self or form will always yearn for higher degrees of light energy and to keep evolving. This yearning is a type of loneliness that pushes our being forward to forever becoming more conscious.

Again, from my perspective, it is not possible no matter how enlightened, while in a form, for this aspect to be gone entirely. While in a form, and if we are enlightened, we exist as a conscious paradox. When consciousness realizes itself, it becomes eternal. Conscious beings do not need to dissolve back into the One because their consciousness has become One. They are a paradox. They will forever be in Oneness thou striving for greater Oneness while in form. We all exist as both spirit (form) soul (energy), and both need to be understood and acknowledged.


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A Need for Struggle and Strife

I was recently asked this question: “Is it more often than not struggle and strife which makes people spiritual?”

Pain is a great motivator, and yes, because of this growth is painful. We are naturally spiritual beings. Earth is a school for beings to learn and grow and evolve. Part of the curriculum of the school is for us to grow through tough lessons, aided by a system that some call karma.

Karma is a learning system whereby we are held accountable for all our actions. Our spirit self needs to heal the parts of ourself, which are damaged and to balance our self with all other energies.

The more evolved we become, the more aware we are of our spiritual nature. And the more evolved we become, growing can become less painful. When our spirit or higher self has learned what we came here to learn, we can move on from incarnating into the third dimension and graduate from this Earth school.

The semester of our current classroom is coming to an end soon. This is why the lessons have become more intense. A new, bright, and shiny semester will start soon, and all will be right with the world for a time. Some religions call this period on Earth “the Golden Age” or “Heaven on Earth” or “Age of Aquarius”.  The peaceful time on Earth will last for a few thousand years, and then the regular teachings of struggle and strife will return on the teaching field.

We can mitigate the pain of growth by learning to let go and go with the flow of our life rather than resist what is happening. When we remember life in these human bodies is a school, and we are the representative for the real student who is our higher self, life seems to be less painful as we grow.


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Synchronicity and Spiritual Awakening

I was asked recently if seeing synchronicities are a proof of a spiritual awakening?

Yes, seeing synchronicity at work could be considered a degree of awakening. Also, it depends on what your definition of spiritual awakening is. Maybe we could say that seeing synchronicities might mean, we have woke up enough to be able to see the connection of everything, but we might not totally understand it yet.

There is a web to creation and to life’s happenings in the third dimension. Synchronicities are continually happening, but we might not always see them. It seems when a newly awakened person sees them, they place greater meaning on the happenings, than a person who is further along on their awakening journey. Synchronistic incidents for beings who are further along, and more awake is just sort of business as usual and how things are, and they expect to see them.

When we begin to notice synchronicities and such, that we previously weren’t aware of, it might be because we are opening up to a new dimension from what we were previously perceiving from. In the beginning, we see the differences from the old dimension to the new one very clearly. And then over time, we get accustomed to the perceptions, and everything becomes business as usual until we reach the next new dimensional understanding and perception.


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A Sign From God?

Recently I was asked if I was ever contemplating doing or not doing something and I got a “sign from God” to do it or not do it?

Getting a message from “so-called-God” is my normal everyday life. I only do what my higher self desires or guides me to do. Some may find this incomprehensible, but at this stage on my spiritual path, this is how I live my life. From my perspective, my higher self is my God. It is my God-Self. My higher self is my spirit self and is who I am on the other side of the veil, in the higher dimensions.  It is my divine expression of the All, and along with my soul, it is my connection to the All.

I know I have shared this message often in my posts, this is because being conscious of this connection is so vital to our growth at a certain level. Many teachers speak about spirit guides or about us being One, but few talk about the higher dimensions. They might not know who they are in the higher dimensions or that they exist as a being on the other side of the veil.  They might not have a full understanding of Earth being a school.

I recommend for all of us to examine our desires and the deeper motivation behind them. If we are not being guided to do something, why do it? This calls for us to explore what the purpose of this life, and who we are? My path has become one of learning about my higher self and to do what my higher self desires of me at all times. Over the years, I have honed my skills and my listening and feeling so that the communication between us is active and available 24/7. It has taken a lot of effort for me to get here, but the reward of living such a life is very high, peaceful and gratifying.

Just as humans trace their DNA roots, knowing about ourself (our God -Self) in the higher dimensions and being consciously connected, is the beginning of knowing more about our soul’s roots. I wish this awareness and knowledge for all beings.


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Is it Mind or Higher Self Speaking?

Higher Self by Sheilan

Recently, I was asked by someone, “how will I know if it is my mind or my higher self speaking or telling me to do something?

This requires us to dig deep and investigate, study, and practice observation of our self for a long time. Then, over time, we begin to tune into the frequency of our higher self more quickly, and we just sort of know we are dialed in. This is why meditation has become so popular because it helps us to become quiet and more aware of our higher self and our ego. Higher self’s guidance is a little more subtle than our intellect/mind. It is our intuition and gut feelings, whereas the ego’s vibration is more dense and irritating, judgmental, and attached.

It can be tricky and confusing if we are already listening to our higher self, but we doubt what the guidance is, or when we hear the voice of the ego louder because we have an attachment to what we want the outcome to be. Often, we are attached without realizing we are biased in some way, to the issue.

When I have uncertainty around something, I consciously practice non-attachment so that when I ask higher self my questions around what to do, I can feel, hear, know the answer with greater clarity. We can ask our questions as many times as we need and in many different ways until we are sure we have received the intended answer.

When we practice listening and following the voice of our higher self, we support the awakened awareness of our higher self becoming louder within our being.


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Guarding Against Self-Deception

I was recently asked, “how do we guard against self-deception while on our spiritual path?”

This is an excellent question for those of us who sincerely want to evolve in the higher dimensions and want to support our growth process and not just grow when we are challenged and forced into it.

If we stay honest with ourself and are always hungry to know more than we do, because we value our own growth over that of our ego’s opinion and how we look to others, we will do okay. We must stay open and be willing to question our own and other people’s ideas and concepts and perceptions of reality. Question everything over and over again and be prepared to trade up when we find new concepts or perceptions which seem more evolved than the thoughts we hold or have been working with.

Truth cannot be written in stone. It is valuable for us to know that all states of enlightenment are relative. The journey in consciousness awakening to itself is never-ending. Hopefully, we will outgrow our beliefs and understandings many times over during the course of our lifetime.


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Important Part of Spiritual Practice

Recently someone asked me, “what is the most important thing you do in your spiritual practice and why?”

Each person has obviously a very unique way they maneuver on the road to growth. I have stayed inquisitive about existence and question the why of everything. The constant questioning has led me to unravel many of the mysteries of who am I and why am I here and what is this Earth thing? Even tho I no longer have deep desires to know many things, because these questions have been answered, I continue to ponder in my way further out into realms where my human brain has trouble holding on.

The inner pondering, or internal research as I call it, has broadened my perspective tenfold. In the past, the answers out there to life’s riddles from others seemed full of holes and misnomers, and so I worked at solving these riddles for myself, with the help of my higher self. Don’t listen to other’s who tell you it is impossible to know such things and maybe for them it is. If there are questions to something which pull at you for answers, keep at it until that answer is fulfilled and you feel satiated and at peace.

I have written other articles on ways to communicate with one’s higher self, so I won’t go into this at this time.  I will say, the relationship with our higher self and to be able to open up the connection and practice communication with Self, is vital for our growth. I urge all to nurture this relationship so you can make the most of it in this life as it will significantly enhance and speed up one’s spiritual growth. Whatever baby steps, we can take in this direction is worth our efforts.

Would you like to know why I picked this May photo of the lilacs, for this August post? Because this is the image, my higher self told me she wanted to use today. This is the only reason! I practice being at her command at all times. Compared to the whole of existence, my human self is like that little drop of water on the flower in the photo.  And the only desire this drop has is to merge itself with the whole of who I am. May Oneness be yours today.


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Going Against Our Heart!

Recently someone asked me, “What happens spiritually when you go against your heart and deny yourself what you truly want in life?”

This is not an easy question to answer because some people think their ego desires are their hearts desires. Not everyone is aligned with the desire of their higher self. We have a lot of narcissists in our society who are cut off from their intuition and the guidance of their higher self. People are often uncertain as to what and who they follow for their guidance. This is because they lack the full understanding of their higher self and why they should choose their higher selves desires over the desires of their ego. And perhaps they don’t have the will power to align with their higher self, and in the case of narcissists, they will not have the ability.

There are only these two choices for guidance. We are either following the choice of our ego or our higher self and yes, sometimes both of these will make the same choice, which of course makes the decision easier. How can we tell the difference in our choices? If it is an important choice, we should give our self some time, if possible, to be sure of the decision. I practice feeling and hearing the answer, and then I shut off my intellect and use a pendulum to confirm the answer with my higher self. I will also ask the question in different ways to make sure of the answer I am getting. Once I feel I have the correct answer, I will follow it. This is the method I have been using for years.

We can also practice trying on the different choices and paying attention to what the alternative feels like. Some people work with the tarot cards for confirmations or the I-Ching. When we get to a stage on our path, where we recognize it is essential always to follow our higher self, this is what we do. If we do something else other than this, for whatever reason, we will be haunted by the choice and never feel good about the decision we made and not following our spirit.

All the choices we make are to teach us to learn to follow our spirit in all things… following our spirit becomes our heart’s desire and what we want above all else. I hope this answers your question.


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We Are That Which Created Us

I was asked recently to answer, “In a very simplified way, what are higher vibrations and higher consciousness, and why do we need it for our soul life purpose?” Find my succinct answer below.

Because this is who we are. We are higher vibrations and higher consciousness. Earth is a school, and we are here to learn who we are and what we are, in all our many forms and dimensions. How far can we expand into our being and raise our consciousness? We are that which created us. Our being is infinite, and this is why enlightenment is a never-ending process of becoming our True Self. This is true evolution, and what is really taking place… and everything else is a dream!


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What Happens to Ego-Mind?

I was recently asked, “What happens to the ego-mind when one transforms into their higher self?”

As we grow to become more of our higher self, our ego-mind becomes diminished. It is still present. However, our higher self overshadows it, while it exists in the background of our being. The ego-mind is no longer who and what we identify as or who we answer to. We now take all of our guidance and cues from our higher self.

When we invite our higher self into our being, we have made a declaration to our being, at some level, that this life belongs to the higher self. We have the recognition that our life is an instrument for our higher self to use… it is the higher self’s life. When we reinforce this sincere choice over and over, the power the ego has in our life is gone. This takes place over time, within stages of awareness, as we come into a broader understanding of Reality and who and what we are.


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The Pendulum Is A Great Tool

Léon Foucault: Rotation Of Earth Interactive Doodle by Google

I was recently asked the question: “I just got a spiritual pendulum, do you have any tips on how I can improve my spirituality?”

The pendulum can be an excellent tool. Don’t listen to the naysayers. If you work and practice with it, it can help you to deepen your relationship with your higher self and can teach you to become more intuitive or psychic. It can also help you with your health. You must be clear and precise with your questions, and who you are asking otherwise you will get wishy-washy results. If you don’t name who you are asking, any unenlightened, out-of-body being can answer. This is not good. Realizing this is what made a big difference for me in getting accurate answers years ago.

If you want to deepen your relationship with your higher self, ask your higher self your questions, and practice listening for the answers as your pendulum is being moved. Your higher self can pretty much answer anything you would want to know. If you want to know about your health, diet, and body, ask your body for the answers. Your body is smart and can guide you on how to take better care of it… like what foods it wants to eat to stay healthy.

When asking questions, in order to get precise information, we must be neutural and nonattached to the answers. If we are biased so will be the answer. Our questions must be precise. This goes for all guidance tools one might be use.

I recommend finding pendulum charts online or in a book or makeing your own. Books can give you many good ideas about how you can use your pendulum. Just know that it takes a little time and effort for this tool of communication to be developed into something useful. However, once you have it, you will be a fan for life.


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Relationships Change After Awakening

I was recently asked the question “When you spiritually awaken why do the relationships of those close to you feel different?” Below is my answer to this question.

The more we awaken, the more we become sovereign beings and complete within our self. We are no longer emotionally tied to others in the same way we were previously. Our relationships with others become non-personal relationships. The relationships most people have with each other are emotionally, personal and emotionally binding. They become emotionally enmeshed with each other or what some call co-dependent where personal boundaries are diffused.

As we grow spiritually, we learn to balance our emotions and we let go of relationships with emotional dependencies because we value our own sovereignty and enlightenment above all else. As we awaken, the emotional ties to everything loosen, until we become free emotionally from others and the reality of the material. By freeing the emotional bonds we have with others, we make room for our higher self to become more prominent in our being.


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What Spiritual Path Do I Follow?

I was recently asked “What version of a spiritual path do you follow”? Read my answer below.

I follow my MaRae’s version, who is my higher self or spirit self in the higher dimensions. It is her path and legacy I am participating in. I am merely her representative in human form. It is with great honor that I have come to know her and to know this is who I am in the higher dimensions. I follow her guidance and preferences in all things for I recognize this life is hers and so it is her spirituality I follow.

My spirituality is individual (as is the case for all of us) and comes from the highest of the Earth’s dimensions. I have memories of past lives on this earth as well as from other star systems. MaRae is part of a group of souls who have come to Earth on a mission and we will be soon leaving when the Earth school shifts into the next dream cycle for teaching. We are currently helping to prepare individuals for the coming shift, which is soon to come.

This was a good question because it brought forth an insightful answer that many can relate to as they have watched their own paths change over the years. What version of a spiritual path do you follow? Each of us has a unique tailor-made path because of the life our higher self designed for us.

If we are involved with the teachings from another being or for a time, it means there ia an attunement and vibrational alignment happening in the higher dimensions. Often times our higher self will use other’s teachings for us, as a stepping off point into new doorways, which will then take our being even further than the original teacher’s teachings. This is how we work together as a team to serve each other for the betterment of all.


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Angel Experiences

Angels Among Us by Sheilan

Recently I was asked: “Have you ever come face to face with an angel and did that encounter change your whole spiritual perception?”

I have had many experiences with angels. My first experience was when I was in my twenties, forty-something years ago. I was newly married at the time and we had been fighting and the relationship just was not working. It was in the evening and I was in a darkened bedroom crying deeply because I had been spiritually guided to get married, and now it wasn’t working and I felt stuck and miserable and didn’t know where to turn. As I cried, the room became golden in light and I felt a deep calmness and presence, which assured me everything was going to be alright and it was.

Thou I did not see an angel’s form that night, their light and presence were seen and felt. I thought of this experience many times through the years, to give myself strength and a reminder that I am never alone on my path. The next experience I had was about seven years after this. I was participating in a small, transformational workshop in which we were doing bodywork to release old stuck energy. While I was peacefully laying there after releasing much old energy, I crossed through the veils and I could hear the music of the spheres and I was allowed to say in that energy for along time and participate with my voice in their angelic music. It was incredibly peaceful, beautiful and meaningful. It showed me how close the other side of the veil is to our third dimensional world and music of the spheres does exist.

A few years after this joyful experience, I was in Guatemala with a friend and ate some bad food. I got really sick and at one point, I started to leave my body. As I lay there, I was aware that the veil between our worlds had dissolved and I was in both this third dimension, as well as the dimensions on the other side of the veil.  I could hear my spirit guides and my angel protector discussing the situation and what to do. As it was not my time to leave this life, a few minutes later, I was shoved back into my body. This experience again confirmed for me we are never alone on our paths. We are protected by angels and other guides who help us on our journey while we are in these third dimensional bodies.

I have had many different kind of angel experiences and thou I have never seen an angel’s form other than bright light and heard their voices, I can always feel their presence powerfully. I have had many channeled experiences with angels of many ranks coming in to speak with me and I always enjoy their presence. These days angels are more integrated into my life and thou I am grateful for the work they do, I do not place them on a pedestal or feel they are beyond my reach.  I call upon their help for my protection every day. I consider them as my friends. Spiritually, I now have a better understanding of their role within the cosmos as well as my own. Angels are available to all of us and will come to our aide when they are called upon by us.


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How Long Does Purging Take?

I was asked recently: “How long does the purging period take for one’s pre-spiritual life (ridding of toxic friends, unhealthy lifestyle habits, behaviors that no longer resonate with you?”

I can’t really say how long this might take as it is unique to each individual and all situations. It may seem like there is a before and after to our becoming spiritual, but in reality, all life is spiritual and there is no before and after time. For myself, once I get the clear message that change needs to happen in my life, I try and make the changes as quickly and as gracefully as I can, for all the involved parties. My energy always wants to move quickly into what is next for me.

The purging processes is an ongoing process which lasts for the whole of our life. There will always be people who enter our lives, who we will eventually need to let go of for various reasons. We need to keep growing after we received the lesson or fulfilled the karma for why that person was in our life. Along the way, we will always be making lifestyle changes, which supports new growth. After learning to make better choices and to be more discerning as to who and what we let into our lives, the purging can become more refined.

Purging is a sacred, necessary process for us to fully move into the next vibration waiting for us. If we can bless the beings and things and the parts of our self we are letting go of and be kind about it, it is best. We must be responsible for our choices. Purging with consciousness helps us to be more mindful of being a student of the Earth School and to realize every part of existence is designed for our growth and the growth of others. The more we let into our life, the more we will be held responsible for the caring and the letting go of when we or they need to move on. Purging is a lesson in living in balance as well as a lesson in non-attachment and taking responsibility for all of our actions at all levels.


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New Earth Update and Chat Sessions

Are We There Yet?

I was recently told by MaRae, my higher self, that the Earth has decided to extend the Earth’s current schooling cycle for four to six more years. The extension gives the Earth the opportunity for deeper and intense lessons to be learned and more transformation to take place. So hang on everyone…. “It’s not over till the fat lady sings.”

This also gives us lightworkers a chance to refocus on what is next for us and our own service of shining the light for others. Four to six more years means, much more darkness and weirdness in the world, so hold on to your precious humor and travel with the flow and rhythm of your higher guidance. Thou it is fascinating to watch it all unravel, it is also heartbreaking to see all the suffering happening. The only way out of this cycle gracefully, is for all of us to do our part and stay balanced, grounded and connected to our higher self. It is a must to ask for angelic protection each time we go to sleep or leave the house. We must beware of darkness running amok, causing harm where it can.

MaRae has indicated to me, she would like me to once again offer one-on-one chat sessions and classes. I dropped out from this for a few years and I grew my being more so I could stand fully in the energy of my higher self. And now that we are in the last stretch of this Earth’s teaching cycle, before the New Earth begins, I am being asked to be available during these challenging times. So, I am here and available if there is a need. I have kept my prices affordable to help all.

One more thing I would like to say and that is to enjoy this precious life and honor your body and self for all your efforts and all the hard work you have done on yourself. The Earth feels confident she can go another 4-6 years because there is enough light now from the lightworkers to help keep a balance from darker energies taking over. This is wonderful really. This means in the New Earth, lightworkers who will be choosing to go into this cycle, will be able to experience even higher dimensions now. Also, with the added time, more beings, in general, will have a chance to raise their vibrations to qualify to transfer into the New Earth cycle. So let’s rejoice and be grateful for whatever is and “what will be will be!”


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Why Some Move into 5-D Sooner

I was recently asked: “what is the reasons why some people move into the 5th dimension sooner than others?

The Earth is a school consisting of 13 dimensions and not everyone’s being entered the school in the same dimension of learning. There are both young souls and olds here and all are growing at different rates. The school is occurring at both the incarnated state and in the spirit realm on the other side. A common mistake that we all make, is to think we are oranges or all the same; when in fact we are apples and oranges and not the same. We didn’t all start out at this School at the same level.

When we realize this is the case, things will make sense and our understanding of the spiritual journey will broaden. Everyone grows at their own pace. There is not a collective soul thing happening on the Earth like many think. However, a certain number of people do need to be awakened in the higher dimensions in order to bring about the shift into the New Earth. We are very close to this happening. the New Earth will consist of the 6th to 9th dimensions in the beginning because so many beings have already moved into 5th-dimensional awareness for quite a while now. Later on in the schooling of the New Earth, the dimensions will return to like we have now so more beings can incarnate and school.

When beings graduate from the Earth School, there are 3-dimensional levels of graduation which a being can graduate from. The 5th -7th dimension is the first level. The 6th to 9th-dimensional levels are the second level. And the last level is the 9th to 13th dimensions. Graduation will take place fairly soon, for all beings leaving the Earth School, when the Earth switches between the old dream and the new dream of the New Earth.


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How Awakening Changes Our Life

One’s life does change after a spiritual awakening. Each time one has a spiritual awakening their life changes. The perceptions we once had of reality no longer fit. All levels of awakening are different, so all levels of perceptions of reality will be different. But what ultimately happens is the dream which makes this third-dimensional existence seem real falls away. One sees the dream and knows it is only temporary and not reality. One understands the Oneness of the essence. One’s desires and attachments become diminished bringing peace and tranquility to our being. One looks away from finding any real security from the third dimension, but rather looks to their soul and higher self for their security.

The Hindu tradition has described the spiritual path of learning to become like the lotus flower which rises above the murky waters instead of living in the murky water. After awakenings take place, our being begins to live above the murky water of life. We become elevated from the mundane concerns of existence. We still have the mundane in our life but we are not as focused on it as we once were. We have gained broader perceptions of the whole of life. With this new knowledge comes new responsibilities to the knowledge. We are required to be of service to others in different ways.

There will be many changes to our being the deeper we go into awakening. Much of our strong personality will fall away. Many people will shun us as their being feels threatened by the level of our light. They may attack us in subtle and not so subtle ways. Many of us, on the awakening path, have gone or will go through the strippingaway process. which diminishes the ego. We might find ourselves without others around us who understand what is going on for us. The process of awakening for us can be challenging for the other beings around us.

There is a level of spiritual understanding which believes, we as human beings, manifest what is around us, rather than life being a very complicated, intricate system designed for us to awaken from the dream. Because of their ideas around manifestation, these souls, often judge the more advanced souls, whose life is being stripped away, as “less-than” for not being able to control their destiny and make things happen for themselves. When souls awaken beyond the stage of life being about manifestation, they begin to see life is not about controlling and fulfilling our desires, but rather about waking up from the long dark sleep we as humans find ourselves in.


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Who Am I As a Higher Being?

I was recently asked “How do I know my type of soul or how advanced my soul is? How do I find out who I am as a higher being?”

These are good things to wonder about. It might take us a long time to find the answers to this information depending on how connected we are to our higher self and how much understanding we have about reality. Our higher self holds the answers to these questions. Other people who channel beings from the other side can give us insights into our being, but sometimes this information is tainted because they themselves, or who they channel, might not be evolved enough to get the information without distortions of their consciousness.

Part of why this information is meaningful is because the process of getting it for our self can be enriching and can broaden our understanding of reality and how creation works. Sometimes the answers won’t come until we have more understanding of such things… they feed each other. It is a bit of puzzle that we need to put together piece by piece for ourselves. And there is nothing more empowering than having clear communication with our higher self. To be able to live our life with such a connection to Self and to get clear guidance is such a joy.

How I began was, I started connecting with my higher self in meditation and then through journaling and asking questions. I made it clear I was not interested in channeling anyone else but my higher self. It is easy to channel other beings but harder to communicate with one’s higher self. Channeled information from others can sometimes help us to know about our Self. However, I often found the channelings from other beings to be somewhat hit and miss and often came with many distortions. Later on my path, I knew I wanted only the help and information from my own being. I practiced for years and years until now I can ask questions and hear and feel the answers or I can write what I hear if something more lengthy is being conveyed. I am in constant communication with my higher self throughout the day.

Higher self is our intuition and also sends us messages through our feelings and dreams. If I were pondering the answers to something in particular my higher self would often speak to me while I was in the shower. This is probably because I was more open to hearing… going for a walk in nature would have a similar effect.  In order to understand where our being is in the order of things, one needs to understand both the order of things and about their own being… these things go hand in hand.


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Endless Levels to Enlightenment

I was recently asked “If there are endless levels to ‘Enlightenment’ what should we be calling the simple realization and acceptance that ‘All is Self’?”

In the past, I have read many enlightened being’s teachings and found altogether they grandly illustrate the varying levels of awakening or enlightenment. Why are there infinite levels of enlightenment? It is because creation exists in infinite dimensions within dimensions, within infinite universes. There is no end!

Our understanding of reality is tied to the dimension our consciousness exists in on the other side. We as humans can only be conscious/awake or enlightened to the dimension which our higher self (spirit self) has evolved into while in the higher dimensions. The chakras of our bodies are tied to all the earth’s dimensions.

The earth is a school of limited dimensions. While here on earth, one’s consciousness or awakening cannot exceed the 13th dimension. Not everyone will graduate from this Earth School in her highest dimensions. When some beings leave here they will go on to other planetary systems (schools) which have higher vibrations than what is available to the Earth.

For others to understand the whole of this answer, their being would need to have evolved into a dimensional understanding which is allowing of this knowledge. It is not the human self which evolves really, but rather, the higher self, spirit-self in the higher dimensions. Having this understanding is another level of enlightenment.

The level of enlightenment which has the understanding that “All is Self” would be the primary understanding of an awakened or enlightened being. One must understand, there are also levels of understanding within this primary understanding of Self. This is yet again, another example of infinite levels of enlightenment or understanding. There will never be a “one-shoe-fits-all” regarding consciousness. And admittedly, some enlightened experiences make it seem like there is the final understanding, until of course, another new level is realized.

While in this human body, we will never be able to identify or name the levels of consciousness, because levels of consciousness are relative. It is impossible to have a standard definition. The confusion around the topic helps with the learning and growing of our being at this 3rd-dimensional level.

I often use the word awakened and levels of awakening instead of the word enlightenment, as it seems to fit and it takes away the authority of the notion of enlightenment from old traditional, teachings, which many have outgrown. Sometimes I use words together like awakening/enlightenment to cover my basis when writing on the topic.  In the end we are using limited words of the third dimension to explain something which is indeed happening beyond the realm of the intellects understanding.


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Trouble Standing Up for Themselves

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I was recently asked, “Why do spiritual people generally struggle with being assertive or standing up for themselves?”

This might happen for several reasons. Spiritual people are more consciously aware than non-spirituals, of the consequences of their actions, so they want to be ultra careful not to do anything energetically to create harm or karma and so they will bend over backward to be accommodating. They have spent lifetimes developing their compassion and empathy towards others and are more forgiving which allows them to take more abuse hurled towards them. And finally, because they are aware of karma they may be aware when abuse is aimed at them it might be karmic payback from a past life and maybe they feel they deserve it.

All in all, spiritual beings are learning and growing and willing to go through experiences and treading gently, testing the waters until they become stronger in their being and can stand strong against being ill-treated and can do what is called for in that moment. When they stand in their internal strength, they don’t care what others may think of them, and only want to do what their guidance is asking for.

It behooves us not to judge others for we do not know the cosmic back story of karma and lessons with others.  Lives and lessons are complex and there is never a one way fits all approach for any of us. Usually, we are just doing the best we can with what we have to work with. With this in mind, enjoy the journey and keep on treading softly till you are able to stand firm in your power of Self.


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In A Dark Night of the Soul?

I was recently asked if humanity is currently living through a dark night of its collective soul?

In a sense, yes, humanity is going through a type of dark night of the soul experience, but not because there is a collective soul. The reason is more basic. The Earth is a school for spirit or the higher self of a soul. The school exists in many dimensions. The third dimension is a training ground in which beings can incarnate to test what they have learned while in the higher dimensions. Every 10 thousand years or so, the Earth resets the training ground and starts over.

We are currently at the end of a training ground cycle and about to shift into a new training ground cycle. The Earth is using the end of this cycle to get the maximum use of lessons for growth out of the cycle. This is why the intensity of living is so extreme and chaotic. Not all beings who are on the Earth will qualify to enter into the beginning of the New Earth (new cycle) because the frequency at the beginning will be higher than the cycle’s current frequency. They will incarnate later in the cycle when the vibration of training ground accommodates their vibrations and lessons.

The training grounds are designed to seem real. This is why many think we have evolved in our society to where we are today. However, many beings on the planet accurately see that man will not be able to evolve beyond this point, but they don’t understand fully why this is. All seems hopeless to many who are somewhat awake, but not awake enough to understand this cycle is ending and a new cycle is about to begin. There are a handful of people who see the threads into the new cycle and understand what is going on and are sharing the information with others.


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Time and Reincarnation

I was recently asked “when a soul decides to be reincarnated here on earth can the next lifetime be in a earlier time, for example 20 BC or 1800 AD?” This is an excellent question and shows the person questioning is looking deeper into the notion of what is time and what is the soul?

What is the soul? The soul is that which is not made of matter. While time and matter are the same thing, the soul is something else for which there is no definition. The soul is nonexistent and the opposite of matter so it is timeless. In order to exist in manifestation (Time), we created the higher self or spirit body of matter, in which to travel in. Time like manifestation is a paradox; it exists and yet it doesn’t exist. As beings are also a paradox because the soul part of us is nonexistent but our bodies exist in time as part of the manifested universe.

All manifestation exists in a type of time or sequencing. There is order to the Universe and this Earth School. This Earth school is happening in time. Without the foundation of time/sequence, there would be nothing to keep our consciousness grounded. As a soul, we need to be tethered to matter (time) in order to have an existence on Earth or anywhere. Incarnating out of sequence would create chaos and be too disruptive for evolution in the higher dimensions.

The brain we have cannot understand nonexistent time or soul, because it needs to be grounded in order to be cognitive. We can experience soul/nonexistence while in the body, but we don’t have the ability to explain it or to understand it. We can only to Know it. Time is very dense and slow while incarnated in these 3-D bodies. Time in the higher dimensions is much lighter and more fluid for our spirit selves. Time or sequencing is a tool which was created by us the universe, so the soul could exist as a being and we could evolve our being on whatever planetary school we are in.


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The New Earth is Near

We are at the crossroads between the end of one dream cycle and the beginning of the next dream cycle on the teaching field of the earth school.  MaRae, my higher self, was already awakened and was residing in the highest dimensions before coming to earth, so her perspective is unique and supreme. I look forward to sharing some of what I have learned. Here is our new video, I hope it is useful on your journey.


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Why We Incarnate

I was recently asked: “If we are higher beings in a temporary incarnation, why is it necessary to incarnate to learn lessons instead of learning them in our higher form?”

All 13 of the dimensions of the earth are part of this earth school. We always have the opportunity to learn and grow. There are some beings in service to this school, as some of the angelics, who have very few incarnations. On the other side, part of the focus is to be of service to others in all the various ways and to help those who have incarnated with their lessons. In order to be really good at helping those who have incarnated, we need to incarnate, so that we have a better understanding of what it is like to be limited by our physicality and by time and to deal with such things as emotions and karma. In the higher dimensions, we also take classes and study various subjects, but at some point, we need to put all our higher dimensional learning to the test by incarnating into physicality.

So we incarnate to test ourselves… we need the denser, 3-D to grow because it is more intense and faster than just growing on the other side in the higher dimensions. The lessons available at this level are more varied, dramatic and extreme. We can explore and experience lessons in physicality which isn’t available in the higher dimensions. Because of the 3-D body’s emotions, we can feel everything more deeply. We can explore all kinds of themes and story lines. We can change our gender and make use of the karmic system, which isn’t available in the higher dimensions.

A handful of higher dimensional beings at the school, are from previous universes and are not required to incarnate into the 3-D unless they want to. They may choose to incarnate and play the role of a major teacher in one of the themes and then follow up and guide their teachings from the other side. The majority of the beings at this school are from this current universe and are required to incarnate to get a full rounded education in order to graduate and leave the school. There are other schools in the universe that are based in the higher dimensions and much less intense than earth.


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Is This All A Dream?

Recently I was asked: “Since everything feels completely realistic while dreaming, why is it dismissed that our existence while awake is an illusion?”

I have often marveled how few people question what this reality is. Of course, the deeper one goes down the consciousness rabbit hole, the more one finds out this too is a type of dream. I have watched many spiritually advanced friends struggle to remember that this life is a dream especially when they are caught up in emotional pain. I have crossed the line so that I pretty much know this reality is a dream most of the time. The dream is clearly seen by me.

I also marvel that people don’t question more why we dream and the necessity for us to get a good night sleep in order to stay healthy and live. Lucid dreams, or the dreams which stand out, are easy to remember. They are vignettes of our higher self carrying-on, on the other side in the higher dimensions. When we sleep as humans we are awake in the higher dimensions and when are awake here, we are in a rest mode there.

The earth school we attend is finishing up the current teaching cycle. This is why things in our civilization seem to be falling apart. People have become polarized in their beliefs and life is intense. Fukushima, Japan continues to dump radiation into the ocean. The plastic around the earth is threatening our ecosystem etc. Climate change is real, thou, it is not man-made…. It is happening because the dream we are living in is about to change to a new dream with the help of a pole shift. Pole shifts and dream changes happen about every 10 thousand years.

The dream before this dream was called Atlantis and the dream before that was called Lemuria. In our current cycle, we have a male dominant perspective. In Lemuria, we had a female dominant perspective. For all kinds of soul growth, it is important for the teaching curriculum of the earth to change every so often. Each time the curriculum changes, great care goes into making the school setting seem as real as possible… as if it has always been this way and things evolve. Evolution is a mere dream. I have recollections of other dream cycles of this earth school. My being has participated in dream changes many times and I have memories of the change.

If we take an honest look at our civilization’s current situation, we know there is no possible way for us to evolve out of this mess. Many who have yet to realize this is a dream are scared to death about what seems to be happening to our world and rightfully so. The scare is helping many to awaken. The new dream will start out with a civilization who is more advanced and more consciously awake. The darker energies who are currently in the old dream will not be allowed into the beginning of the new dream. The new dream will start out as a time of peace and joy.


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Soul Evolution

Recently, I was asked the following: “How can I tell if a person is an evolved soul? If there is a hierarchy of soul evolution then how can I know where I am on this scale? This is really important to me.”

My answer: I understand your desire to know who you are and yes, there is sort of a hierarchy or really it’s more like a family tree. The older a soul is, the closest to the trunk of the family tree they will be. The closer to the trunk of the tree a being is, the more one’s being will realize we are all ultimately One soul but came out of the One at different times… perhaps even in different universes. Our being is a paradox because we are all the same in essence and yet we are all different.

So why does it help us to know were in creation we are located on the family tree? It helps us to understand our creation better and who we are as a spirit being within creation. It also might tell us who our group soul is and what we are about and where we came from.  Not all souls have come out of the One at the same time. Knowing this information is similar to people wanting to know about their DNA and roots/genealogy as humans.

One thing to keep in mind, which I have learned, is creation exists within an infinite spectrum of light and there will always be beings whose higher self is either lighter and darker than our own being. So there is no room for the ego in this quest for self-discovery. There is nothing wrong with wanting to know about one’s higher self and if there is a desire to know, it means there is value for you either in the process of getting or having the information. It is our higher self which gives us such desires.

I have found the best way for me to gather up this information was to learn to connect and communicate with my higher self and get the information directly via dreams, intuition or from my own channeling. Outside sources are not always trusted or accurate. If you are destined to know this information, you will be given clues and the information will come.


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Losing Friends After Awakening

I was recently asked: If we lose friends during and after a spiritual awakening, and is it because we are not vibrating at the same frequency anymore?

Yes, this can happen and often does happen with any kind of inner growth. The new energy can easily become incompatible with the old energy.  How both sides handle the situation is part of the learning experience of earth school.

Friendships and other relationships don’t necessarily need to end when awakening growth happens, but there can be new awkwardness and perhaps even secret envy coming from others who continue to live in the old energy that we leave behind.

Unless the other person makes it unbearable for us, as multidimensional beings, we should be able to connect and find common ground with others no matter their dimensional level even though our own values and perceptions have changed. This is a lesson for all of us.


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What I Lost as a Result of Awakening

I was asked recently what I had lost as the result of my spiritual awakening…

What I lost was the perception I had of being independent of my higher self. I am no longer the free agent I thought I was, not that I ever was. It is now clear to me that I, this being in the third dimension, am only a representative or avatar of my true self of the higher dimensions. This is undeniable now. I have lost the ability to do whatever my intellect or emotions tell me to do and will only move from the guidance of my higher self.

I have lost the desires to be or do anything other than this. To many people, my life seems rather boring, but to me it is a peaceful dream. I have lost the part of me, that was false and distorted. All the veils have been removed. I no longer have human longings and fears, but perceive reality from multiple dimensions at the same time. I feel free. I have lost the confinement and limitations of the human self.

The human self is but a dream!


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Mass Awakening?

I was recently asked If there is one collective mind, then why doesn’t awakening of one lead to the awakening of all?

All will eventually awaken, but the One of us All, has its own timing of how and when this happens for each of us. All of our souls were not birthed into manifestation from the One at the same time, so why should they all awaken at the same time? This would defeat the journey of self-discovery. If it all happened at the same time it would take away from the cosmic adventure of becoming an individual, which is the whole point of splitting the soul in the first place.

In terms of the coming collective shift and the new earth, as this is happening approaches, more beings are having awakening experiences every day and our awakening does help others to awaken, but there will never be a time when we are all awakened at the same level.

Understanding there are unlimited universes all happening at the same time on an infinite spectrum of light gives the notion of a collective mind a different meaning.  The collective part is we are all from the same soul but have come out of the One at different points of the collective soul’s journey and this is where the term old soul and young soul came from.  There is a lot of misinformation about what this reality and creation are and unraveling and understanding the truth is part of the journey.

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Explaining What Soul Is to A 3rd Grader

Personally, I give little kids a lot of credit for understanding or the ability to understand more than we think they can.  I say teach them what you know to be true. This is how I would explain the notion of soul to a 3rd grader:

the soul is the thing which breaths us and gives us all life.  We all have part of the same soul in us and when it leaves the body, to go back to its true home, the body has no power. True home is where our soul lives in between lifetimes.

I would also say that we need to sleep and dream each night so that our soul can connect with our true home for a little bit to keep us healthy. I think these are important elements to mention to give a rounded understanding because kids are smart and they think about things.

This is basic information about who we are and essential to understanding Self.

 


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Himalayan Mountains Earth Chakra

I was recently asked if the Himalayan Mountains possess hidden spiritual wisdom?

I would say so yes and here is why. The earth, like our own bodies, has chakras and energy points and lay lines, which are similar to the meridians lines in our bodies used in acupuncture. The earth’s meridian’s or lay lines form a grid system which helps hold the dream or the teaching field in place of this earth school. The school cycles through many themes of different civilizations like Lemuria and Atlantis and this current theme we live in, in which to teach.

The grid system also allows the earth to collect data and information to monitor the school at all times. The Himalayan Mountains, in particular, are powerful and transforming because of their placement within the grid system. They are sort of like a master center, like chakras in our bodies, for the data collection and deciphering. Because of this, the mountains are a vortex of energy, which can be used to have a spiritual transform if a person is ready for such an experience. This is why they are considered to be sacred mountains. There are other places around the earth where other energy portals or vortexes can be found.


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What Unconscious Means Spiritually

Unconsciousness means a being is asleep or unaware of who and what they are beyond their limited consciousness of the third, fourth and fifth dimensions. It means the spirit being or higher self of a human has yet to either evolve into the higher dimensions or the human part of themselves has yet to awaken to the dimensions of who they are on the other side.

And an unconscious being does not yet have the understanding of what existence is. Someone who is unconscious usually believes or identifies with who they are as an ego rather than who they are as a spirit being in the higher dimensions. Instead of being guided by their intuition from their higher self they are pulled around by their egos. Just like there are degrees to being enlightened there are degrees of being unconscious. Both reflect the spectrum of light all beings exist in but are at opposite ends.

Earth is a school designed to bring more awareness to the unconscious parts of our being. When our consciousness is awake, we are aware we exist in dimensions beyond the physical body. We understand we are one energy, connected by our souls and everything we see is part of this same energy. We understand this life is but a dream and there are infinite more lives to be lived by us on this planet and other planets and we know the journey of becoming conscious is a never-ending journey through the cosmos.


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Consciousness Is Infinite

I was recently asked: is detachment the root cause from which conscience and soul are formed?

We can only theorize at whatever level we understand or perceive creation and I hope my answer will give reality true justice.

From my current perception, I understand that creation, which is comprised of an infinite universe has no beginning and no end. It just is.

Creation is a paradox, as it is always beginning and it always ending. It is similar to the ancient Greek symbol of the Ouroboros: the snake eating its tail, which means infinity or wholeness. So there is no root cause for the soul and conscience or consciousness (higher self) to be formed as they have always existed. One is purer than the other.

I perceive that creation has always had the desire or push to expand and to know itself. We are ourselves are a microcosm of the whole. Within each of us is the desire to grow and to understand who we are…. What is our origin? Your question is a good example of this. Creation is a spectrum of light. There will always be consciousness which is lighter than our own and there will always be consciousness which is darker than our own.

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My Awakening

I have experienced many stages of awakening all throughout my adult life.

My first awakening happened in my early twenties, in 1974, after sincerely telling the universe I wanted to know more. This started me on my spiritual path. I progressed on my path pretty normally up until the last 20 years when life became very intense and hard. The deepest shifts in my spiritual awakenings were during this time precipitated from illnesses, hardships, and tragedies. These were the methods my soul/Higher self chose for me to go through to ascend and to strip away my ego. It is absolutely true what doesn’t kill us will make us stronger.

The very short version of my awakening story is: I have a virus in my body which made it difficult for me to work normally to earn a living because I don’t have enough energy. This forced me into surrendering into a new lifestyle that gave me more time to ponder reality then what most people are able to do. And because of the virus and not being able to work, there was a lengthy period in my life when I was close to becoming homeless. And during this time of devastating hardship, my longtime soul mate suddenly became ill and died. After his death and over the months that followed, I completely let go of everything in the material world I had been holding on to.

This was all happening during the first stage of the crisis in the Middle East when so many beings were going through intense hardships. This made what i was going through seem like peanuts. This gave me an important perspective and I became grateful for the smallest things in my life. Also during this time, I pushed the envelope to develop a deep relationship with my higher self and to ask really deep questions about reality. It was an ultra-intense time for me to study and gain higher Knowledge. I had a deep thirst to know the things others would say “there is no way to know such things while in the human form”. No one had the undistorted information which I wanted to know, so it was up to me to find out for myself and so I did. This raised my vibration even more.

Since my ascension and awakening into the highest of dimensions, I have been given a secure place to live and a small inheritance and live a simple peaceful life. I am very grateful indeed.

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Living Infinitely While In a Finite Body

As we awaken we learn to balance with the world around us. This video is about bringing the higher dimensions into the 3rd dimension and living an infinite life by using our connection with our higher self while in a finite body.

MaRae, my higher self, was already awakened and was residing in the highest dimensions before coming to earth, so her perspective is unique and supreme. I look forward to sharing some of what I have learned.

New teachings will be available soon.

Thank you!

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Peace be with you.


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Karma Balances Past Life Actions

 

Karma and Balancing Past Life Actions

What is karma?  Can it be erased? When we understand karmic lessons it can reduce our hardships. This video is an enlightened understanding of Karma and how it is used for teaching on the Earth School. MaRae, my higher self, was already awakened and was residing in the highest dimensions before coming to earth, so her perspective is unique and supreme. I look forward to sharing some of what I have learned.

MaRae, my higher self, was already awakened and was residing in the highest dimensions before coming to earth, so her perspective is unique and supreme. I look forward to sharing some of what I have learned.

New teachings will be available soon.

Thank you!

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Peace be with you.


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Shift New Earth Coming Soon

Why is the earth so crazy now? In this teaching we will talk about the cycles of the earth school and what is happening. This video is an enlightened, understanding of the coming shift and the emerging new earth. Be patient, be vigilant. Bring forth your heart for we are at the door knocking and the door is about to open to the new earth.

MaRae, my higher self, was already awakened and was residing in the highest dimensions before coming to earth, so her perspective is unique and supreme. I look forward to sharing some of what I have learned.

New teachings will be available soon.

Thank you!

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Peace be with you.


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Soul, Higher Self and Human Avatar

 

 

Soul, Higher Self and Human Avatar: 3 Parts of Self

Who are we, what are we? What happens to us when we sleep? This video is an enlightened understanding of the three parts of Self. MaRae, my higher self, was already awakened and was residing in the highest dimensions before coming to earth, so her perspective is unique and supreme. I look forward to sharing some of what I have learned. New teachings will be available soon.

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Higher Self Dream

I Am Coming Home by Sheilan
I Am Coming Home by Sheilan

Last night I had a higher self dream… I dreamed I was being reassigned to a new job or mission as my mission on earth is complete.  In the dream I was looking for the (symbolic) office I was being reassigned to and I woke up remembering saying in the dream “I will do my best”, to the person giving me the assignment. Before the reassignment was given to me I was told that I would no longer need to deal with extreme dark energy like on earth, which has psychically attacked me for years.

Many of us here on earth are not originally from the earth and came here on a mission (usually in a group soul).  At some point, we complete what we came here to do and then it is time for us to go home before going to the reassigned mission.  If our higher self is here on a mission, generally our higher self is much lighter than other beings / higher selves here in school, not here on a mission.  As I have become much lighter in this life I have often come under psychic attacks by such beings.  Thou not enjoyable, being psychically attacked seems to be part of the journey of becoming lighter. It is the dark energy’s job to attack the light energy and dealing with these attacks makes are being stronger.

This earth is a school and this life is part of a play of sorts.  How well we are able to see and know our higher self and mission depends on how attached we are to the character or role we play in this 3-D reality play.  How real is this 3-D reality to us?  How free are we from desires and attachments?  Do we know our “so-called” failures are part of the script or storyline to teach us and help us grow?  If we know this we can be free of the burden of trying to override the limitations of our character.  Our character is not who our eternal higher self is.  Our character is a mask. We are nearing the time for the script of this play on earth to change.  This is very exciting!  For others like myself, it is a time to go home and to be reassigned.  The next theme or script (at least in the beginning) will be cleared of the extreme darkness which we experience on the earth now. Soon there will be a gentle time of learning here.

So, how do we know if we have had a higher self dream or a dream where other parts of self are convening? We are each unique, but upon waking, if the dream seems important and especially meaningful, it is good for us to take note as to what the dream was about… what is the message?  These kinds of dreams will stick with us longer and will not fade as fast as regular dreams. Often we will be left with a subtle, deep emotion… perhaps even feeling a little homesick for our group soul.  In such dreams we might also have a visitation from others we have deep soul connections with.

Reading the symbols and signs that are sent to us, as well as dream messages, are important because it is how Self communicates with us here in 3-D.  Ultimately there is only One self.  We can get easily sidetracked by the darkness and think the darkness is real and we are separate from the whole.  Part of the learning is to be able to decipher the messages and to free our self from the fear of darkness and separation and to know we are never cut off from the light, which we are.

 Wishing you all the best for whatever is next for you…  Enjoy your journey.

Sheilan

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The Self and the Sleeping Self

The Dream Portal by Sheilan

Our Self, as a being, is made up of three parts: our physical self who hosts our ethereal self (higher self) and soul self.  The higher self is the host for the soul and who we are when we are not in this physical body.  The higher self is like a bridge for our consciousness; it is the go-between to our soul and physical self.  The soul is the part of us which has no beginning and no end and knows no limits.  Only higher self and physical self has limits and has a beginning and end.

At the beginning of a Universal Cycle, the soul comes out of the One and is given a higher self to function and play in creation.  The soul stays in the higher self until the end of the Universal Cycle and then it either merges back into the One or the higher self enlists in the angelic kingdom to serve other Universal Cycles. The soul and higher self explore the spectrum of light via training grounds like earth or other planetary schools located thru out the universe.

When entering a school, physical bodies are given to the soul and higher self as vehicles. Bodies could be anything in the physical realm that a soul wants to experience and not limited to the human experience.  Often the soul will split itself into 4-6 parts in what is called lifelines to have a more varied experience and to get the maximum out of school. When the expression of self is no longer needed or we have completed our lessons and schooling on a training ground, our lifelines merge back into us.  Lifelines have their own soul and higher self, which is connected to the original soul and higher self.  Most of the beings on the planet in this 3-D game are lifelines of their original soul.  In such cases, the original soul and higher self stay on the other side of the veil guiding its players or lifelines.

Sleep is necessary for regenerating all parts of Self. Though meditation is a useful tool, sleep is the paramount way of connecting to our higher self and soul.  If we are a life- line player, sleep is essential for us to connect to our original, greater self.  When we are asleep and dreaming our higher self is awake and taking care of the business of Self on the other side of the veil.  When we are awake here our higher self is asleep there.  When we are asleep information is downloaded to us and when we are awake we upload information to our sleeping higher self.

If you have paid any attention to your dreams you know there are many kinds of dreams to experience.  Sometimes we dream about the lives of the other parts of us or lifeline players. Sometimes we are being instructed or informed and guided by our soul and higher self on a topic or issue in our life. There is so much more to dreaming than people who study dreams realize.   This 3-D reality is also a kind of dream, which can be changed without the physical self-realizing a change has happened.

If you study and pay attention to your dreams you will realize that the dream reality of our sleep is as valid as our waking reality dream.  Are you awake now or are you dreaming? Are you sure? Yes, this is a trick question, but worth pondering.  Because of the dream quality of reality, it is possible for a pole shift and shift in consciousness (a theme change) to take place for this earth school and most of us would not know it.  It would be as simple as going to sleep and waking up in a new peaceful, harmonious reality.

This is how planetary schools change their themes.  The shift is not happening because of evolution etc. This is a dream… the notion of evolution is part of the dream.  We grow lighter so we can see the dream!  After the theme changes, it will all seem very normal… like it has always been this way.  We simply wake up from being asleep and dreaming and while asleep we were conditioned for the change of theme. Perhaps, after the theme change occurs, it might seem as if the nightmare of this life is only a distant, fading memory of a past dream.

Row row row your boat gently down the stream… merely merrily merely merrily life is just a dream!

Sheilan

“You are not just a drop in the ocean. You are the mighty ocean in the drop.” – Rumi

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Realizing Infinity

By Rednor
By Rednor

When I was in my early twenties I had my first awakening experience and vision.  It was a very cosmic moment.  The vision was alive and sort of like the above fractal image, as well as similar to an Escher 3-D image, which went of for infinity.  The vision gave me an understanding of infinite and being eternal. Because of my early Christian background, I called it my Christ experience.  In that moment and for the next 48 hours I was infinite and One with creation.  I saw the Universal Cycles of Creation….. cycles within cycles within cycles. 

It has taken me 40 years to grow into the vision and to be able to hold the vision with an understanding of the Universal Cycles without short-circuiting my brain.  The higher self is born into a Universal Cycle.  All souls come from the same Nothingness but requires a higher self as a vehicle. Which cycle was your higher self born into?  Aside from being Nothing and Everything…. who are you?  What do you know about your higher self? Where were you before coming to this earth school and given a 3-D body?  Where will you go after you have graduated from here?  What does it mean to be angelic?

Just some things to ponder…..

Sheilan 2013

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Karmic Debts While On the Earth

The Couple by Sheilan

On this earth school, karma and karmic lessons are an integral part of the learning. We must accumulate karma purposefully in order to have a storyline in order to learn lessons and to grow and eventually move on from here to another school. So, after accumulating the karmic debt, it is important we pay back the debt in order to fully complete the lesson.

Karma is used as a tool to pay into or subtract out of the storyline.  There is nothing, which is given or happens to us from another which is free or without consequences.  It is either something that is owed to us or something our soul will be paying back at another time.  All debts are required to be paid back before we are balanced and can graduate from this earth school. Karmic debts are collected and paid back in a myriad of ways… not only the direct and obvious ways.  The complicated karmic system adds deep levels to the learning and makes for a more interesting time on the planet and in school.

Judging actions of others and ourselves, as good and bad, keep us unaware of the deeper reality and that we are in an illusion or dream.  Nothing is ever as it seems on the surface. How do we know when karma is being newly made or when it is being paid back? When we realize we are in a school we become more serious about our lessons. We surrender and no longer resist doing the work before us. At this stage, we are soul tired and desire to stay focused so we can graduate.

Sheilan 2013


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We Are One

We Are One

“We are One, not two. We are that which is dreaming the dream and that which is the dream. We are whole together and not to be separated; for neither Is To Be without the other. When we know this divine marriage of Oneness the dreamer has awakened to Self!

Knowing all that we are can be an awakening at a new level. When Higher Self awakens to itself it becomes eternal. The material and immaterial become One… the internal with the external or inside with the outside… all are One and the same and all eternally infinite. This then is Infinite Living!”

~ Sheilan

Opening by Sheilan

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There Is Only One

I do not hold any one teaching or group to be “the” truth… for Truth is about Knowing the Whole of Everything.

Third Eye by Sheilan

The non-duality understanding of Oneness has always existed.  The Vedic word for Oneness is Advaita and translated means ‘not two’.  It is derived from the Upanishads, which are thought to be the final commentaries and interpretations of the ancient, Vedic texts.  Vedas means ‘Knowledge’.  Many believe the ancient Vedic scriptures have also existed since the beginning of history. These ancient scriptures were written down by sages over a period of time, between 1500 BCE and 500 BCE.  It is said, that prior to this time, the teaching of Knowledge was given orally from one person to another.

The word Upanishad means “sitting down near”, implying sitting at the feet of the one with Knowledge and is the basis for the relationship between teacher and student and ‘the spoken word’.  ‘The spoken word’ is a way of transmitting and pointing to, that which cannot be spoken.  The ultimate lesson of Advaita Knowledge is beyond the realm of conceptual thought and form.  This non-thing or void that will always remain wordless is True reality and at a certain stage in our perception, it is seen as the only thing that exists as Real. All else seeming to be separately real is but a Dream!  From this ultimate perception, individuals and separation do not exist.  The separate self is an illusion, a lie, the Dream. It is the ego in each of us, which believes itself to be separate, with individual power to create and choose.  The ego is the Dream self and does not realize itself to be a fictional character of the Dreamer.  Self Realization happens when Oneness awakens from the Dream into the knowledge of its True Self.  Waking up from the Dream is not something an individual ego can control or make happen faster or even happen at all, because again, in Truth, there are no individuals with individual power.

Advaita thought is an essential pointer to understanding Reality beyond the words and concepts.  India may be credited to having the oldest and most doctrines, as well as teachers teaching Advaita concepts, Ramana Maharshi being the most famous, but the essence of this understanding is universal and can be found at the root of all myths and religions of the world.  Throughout time, there have been teachers emerging with various degrees of this understanding.  Joseph Campbell, in his 1988 ‘Power of Myth’ series, was able to explain this transcendent understanding to a western audience, on national TV.  It seems that this was the beginning of our western culture, to collectively, go deeper into the knowledge of this Ultimate Understanding, allowing for more acceptance and diversity among us.

We come out of Oneness to explore Self… we awaken and see our separation is a dream… We return back to One…   We are Infinity… we are All that exists.
~ Sheilan

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OH NO! The Sky is falling…

Acceptance is the key to life’s challenges, the “ups and down” of life… Having the sky fall is simply a tool for soul growth and for cosmic evolution to take place!

Oh no the sky is falling! It was only a matter of time people began to realize the depth to which we are self-destructing as a civilization. For many of us the sky fell a long time ago and it was the beginning of our journey seeking for something Real. At some point, the cosmic rug was bound to get pulled out from everyone else and fall-out to be fatal. Because we are at the end of a cosmic cycle we are witnessing extreme duality on every level of life and society. There is no real security in this world and the security we try to hold onto is illusionary. We must be willing to look behind the curtain, like in the movie The Wizard of Oz, to see the Great Oz is an illusion and can’t save us and get us back home to where we want to be.  The true comfort and security we seek can only be found inside our own self.

From my perspective, this life is a dream… kind of like a movie.  It is a fantasy held together by smoke and mirrors.  Most of the players are not aware of the dream and believe the characters and the stage sets are real.   In this country, many are filled with endless ego desires.  They indulge themselves on every level possible. They desperately try to fill up their empty lives with all kinds of stuff, so they can’t see the dream.  This keeps them from asking the essential questions of who am I and what is this life about?  When our lives are filled to the brim with accumulating and consuming and bullying each other, who has time to look deeper and to question what is real?

Sleepwalkers sometimes walk into walls and fall down stairs.  This may wake them up, but it will not keep them from sleepwalking again. It is the same for all of us.  Only awakening one moment is not enough to keep us awake for the rest of our lives.  We need to walk into walls, the sky needs to fall and the rug needs to be pulled out from under us, over and over again, until our egos become small enough for us to even minutely see the Dream.  The more aware and awake we are the more we become grounded in True understanding of what is Real.  Having True understanding that Consciousness is all there is, is like having “The Ruby Slippers” to protect us from The Wicked Witch of ups and downs.

The evolutionary journey out of the One and back to the One is Consciousness Awakening to itself.  Having the sky fall is simply a tool for soul growth and cosmic evolution to happen.  Suffering is never very pretty and can seem very tragic.  My heart goes out to all who are going thru such things.  I have had my share of suffering from cosmic rugs being pulled out from under me in a myriad of ways and as a result, I have awakened to clearly see the Dream.  When I began to accept physical reality to be a Dream, I began to let go of my attachments to it.  Life got easier as I accepted the ups and downs as part of the destined journey of my soul and just part of the script of the movie… the dream.

There is a famous old Taoist story I really like called “We’ll See”.   It is a good example of seeing the dream.

There is an old farmer who had worked his crops for many years. One day his horse ran away. Upon hearing the news, his neighbors came to visit.”Such bad luck,” they said sympathetically.

“We’ll see,” the farmer replied.

The next morning the horse returned, bringing with it three other wild horses.

“How wonderful,” the neighbors exclaimed.

“We’ll see,” replied the old man.

The following day, his son tried to ride one of the untamed horses, was thrown, and broke his leg. The neighbors again came to offer their sympathy on his misfortune.

“We’ll see,” answered the farmer.

The day after, military officials came to the village to draft young men into the army. Seeing that the son’s leg was broken, they passed him by. The neighbors congratulated the farmer on how well things had turned out.

“We’ll see,” said the farmer!

And the story continues on and on…

Yes, our world is about changes and it can either be a scary story where we get lost in what is happening or it can be a joyful journey because we know what is Real.  So “Get Real”… slow down, keep it simple, let go and let flow!  Live the ‘now’… from moment to moment and there will be no room for mind/ego to attach itself.  Real change comes from within.  Have patience!

Peace be with you,
Sheilan
2008


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Being Aware of Being Aware

 Recently, someone asked me if ‘being aware of being aware’ is the only spiritual practice we need to focus on?

Yes, at a particular stage, it pretty much all comes down to this. The path becomes pretty simple and basic. It becomes a practice of ‘nonattachment’ from our desires. When we become aware of an attachment, we adjust to becoming nonattached. We pay attention when we need to change in some way to keep our self clean from any thought-forms which might snag or imprison us.

There might be times when an emotional issue or past wound will come to the surface, and we will be called to self examine or heal another layer from the past. After the issues are seen and worked on, we continue to be in awareness until there is something else to address. As we go, the emotional issues and wounds become less and less, and we become more joyful and free from incumbrances.

Because we have become freer, we might be given more knowledge into the workings of the universe. If so, we should humbly, take in the information, and work with it to expand our understanding while we stay in awareness. And at some point, staying in awareness will become second nature or who we are, and we won’t need to practice, to practice it anymore.


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Dark Night Of The Soul #2

I was asked recently, once again, to speak about the coming shift and the collective dark night of the soul, and where we can look for support while we are personally in the process.

The dark night of the soul teaches us what doesn’t kill us will make us stronger. It is a time in which we start to realize we are not in control of our lives like we thought we were. It is possible during such a cycle, we might not have people around us who have had such an experience and can support and understand our process. Your higher self will send people or a person to you for your support if this is something you require.

Usually, at this time on our path, we are our own best company to keep. We know what adjustments need to happen within ourselves during this time and what issues need pondering, and we don’t need to be distracted from our work. As everything gets stripped away from us, we might feel like dying. It can also be a time of mourning for the death or diminishing of our ego-self, which will make room for the new us to emerge when we are ready.

Many around us, who do not understand what is happening to us, might feel uncomfortable about what is taking place. If you need others for support in the process, I would seek out spiritual people who are sincere and wise, and perhaps have gone through such a thing already.

Collectively, we are in a holding period at the moment, which makes it challenging to move forward, and it’s exhausting. There are astrological reasons for this, and also because of the larger cycle of the coming shift. During this time, our job as a lightworker, is to keep focused on our goals, even thou there seems to be no movement happening. It helps when we understand we are in a holding pattern and not to get frustrated or lose our hope when the motion is so slow. I have witnessed these holding patterns a few times before, as they are connected to possible windows for the shift to happen and for us to awaken into a new, higher-dimensional dream.

During similar times in the past, I witnessed the Earth deciding not to go forward with the shift, but to wait. She chose to delay the completion of this old dream for a few more years. The delay allows for more extreme lessons on the current 3-D teaching field. It also enabled lightworkers to ascend higher than the 5th Dimension, which was the initially planned density of the beginning of the new dream. Many don’t realize the delays from 26 years ago, evolved the lightworkers, beyond the density of the 5th dimension for the new dream. We have been at the precipice of the shift for 26 years now, and I have been watching the delays since then. This is also when I went through my third dark night of the soul, personally. During this time, memories arose of pervious dreams and shifts my being was involved in.

At this time, it appears the beginning of the new dream will happen in the 6th to 9th dimensions or densities. The veils between the teaching field and the other side will be very thin. Right now, thou, this current window feels different from the other windows we passed, by, so we shall see what happens with this window. All we can do is ride the wave and watch. None of us are alone or without challenges now. It helps to remember everything is alright, ultimately, and we are being guided and cared for through this very significant time.

Be gentle on yourself and others, and one day we will wake up in a very advanced, futuristic, peaceful world as the new teaching field.


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